Out of my mind???????

[Jean Op den Kamp (imported)]

Why does it seems to me that I am out of my mind, reading everything here on the board.

I want to be castrated, and it is sure that I am not the only one.

But

I tried an urologist at Vietnam, because I know the situation, and I found out that I can trust him. The Vietnamese law doesn't allow him to help me with my request, but I am in good hands with him once I get operated and live in Vietnam. As a post-operative patient I will be welcome with all my needs.

In two days, I will see the urologist at the Netherlands, and I already have contacts with a psychiatrist. I do know what I want, and I am not the person to take no for an answer just like that.

Sure, I can try to book a flight to India, get castrated and come back home.

Then the post-op problems will start, and I will need professional help at the place where I am living.

I have no problems telling them that if they don't, I will do it. My fight is to find reliable people(professionals) who I can trust in case I get problems

It is about my life damned, I am not going to hide, sneak into a cutters place, and cry out how happy I am to be cut. I told before, if any urologist finds out that I am scared to see a psychiatrist about this matter, he/she should kick me out.

Almost six weeks I felt happy on androcur: no sex, no wanks.....

after more than 18 months, in the end using 250mg/day it looked like androcur did the job. Last three days I wake up with morning erections again and a good wank takes about five minutes, two times a day is no problem

Maybe I have a reason to ask what the hell is going on. And maybe I do have the right to make decisions about my own life and body

I 'll keep you informed

loveUall

Jean

[dancinggizmos (imported)]

It is something to think about and it is not for all of us, I guess when we want it it works out however if we do not want it and get it it is very resentful as with my medical condition and having to have a vigirous HRT for my age that is excessivley costly but at least i have my life back.

Why does it seems to me that I am out of my mind, reading everything here on the board.

I want to be castrated, and it is sure that I am not the only one.

But

I tried an urologist at Vietnam, because I know the situation, and I found out that I can trust him. The Vietnamese law doesn't allow him to help me with my request, but I am in good hands with him once I get operated and live in Vietnam. As a post-operative patient I will be welcome with all my needs.

In two days, I will see the urologist at the Netherlands, and I already have contacts with a psychiatrist. I do know what I want, and I am not the person to take no for an answer just like that.

Sure, I can try to book a flight to India, get castrated and come back home.

Then the post-op problems will start, and I will need professional help at the place where I am living.

I have no problems telling them that if they don't, I will do it. My fight is to find reliable people(professionals) who I can trust in case I get problems

It is about my life damned, I am not going to hide, sneak into a cutters place, and cry out how happy I am to be cut. I told before, if any urologist finds out that I am scared to see a psychiatrist about this matter, he/she should kick me out.

Almost six weeks I felt happy on androcur: no sex, no wanks.....

after more than 18 months, in the end using 250mg/day it looked like androcur did the job. Last three days I wake up with morning erections again and a good wank takes about five minutes, two times a day is no problem

Maybe I have a reason to ask what the hell is going on. And maybe I do have the right to make decisions about my own life and body

I 'll keep you informed

loveUall

Jean

[Jean Op den Kamp (imported)]

It is something to think about and it is not for all of us, I guess when we want it it works out however if we do not want it and get it it is very resentful as with my medical condition and having to have a vigirous HRT for my age that is excessivley costly but at least i have my life back.

Thanks.

I hope you understand a little what this means to me.....

after taking over 1,5 years androcur, I know nothing. Somehow my body seems to have found a way again to destroy the drug, as so many times before with painkillers, antihistamine etc

Try the chemical way and find out if it suites you..............yeah sure. Maybe I try the next poison and get more health problems as a souvenir

loveUall

Jean