Castration fixation

[tr_80504 (imported)]

I have been chemically castrated now for just over a year (I know that isnt very long). I have been dealing with the night sweats, shortness of breath, joint pain and other assorted things associated with low T and it is okay. I also have tried a burdizzo several times unsucessfuly as that was something I could do and afford.

Using chemicals I have been able to keep my T down to 66-105 NG and feel good there but I want it to be permanent. During this time my relationship with my wife has been better and she can understand why I want to be castrated but doesnt feel good about it

I consider myself pretty well rounded and feel pretty healthy mentally but it is now to the point that my main focus to distration has become my castration or atleast the killing of my nuts. This is too the point it is like a heavy weight on my back and I am not sure what I can do about it. It sometimes get to the point I feel it is over overwhelming and I just want it to end.

Have others gotten to this point? If so how did you get over it.

terry

[unencumbered (imported)]

Hi Terry,

Has your wife supported you on your chemical castration? I think that without her support it is going to be very difficult for you to reach your goal. Together you should discuss each others' concerns and desires and perhaps set various time goals that you can mutually agree on. Maybe that will reduce your fixation to be physically castrated and it will give your wife some time to come to accept it if you still want to go through with it later. But ultimately this should be a mutual decision. A year doesn't seem enough time.

[Kangan (imported)]

I have been chemically castrated now for just over a year (I know that isnt very long). I have been dealing with the night sweats, shortness of breath, joint pain and other assorted things associated with low T and it is okay. I also have tried a burdizzo several times unsucessfuly as that was something I could do and afford.

Using chemicals I have been able to keep my T down to 66-105 NG and feel good there but I want it to be permanent. During this time my relationship with my wife has been better and she can understand why I want to be castrated but doesnt feel good about it

I consider myself pretty well rounded and feel pretty healthy mentally but it is now to the point that my main focus to distration has become my castration or atleast the killing of my nuts. This is too the point it is like a heavy weight on my back and I am not sure what I can do about it. It sometimes get to the point I feel it is over overwhelming and I just want it to end.

Have others gotten to this point? If so how did you get over it.

terry

I too went through that feeling of frustration about still having functional testicles. Too bad Dr. Kimmel is gone.... Try Mexico? You sound as if you are ready for the real thing.

[tr_80504 (imported)]

Yes my wife has been very supportive of me and my chemical castration, and even physical castration to a point. That being she closed the clamp 3 times. So yes she has been very supportive of me.

Unfortunately with the way the economy is in the construction trades money is not real good right now so financually mexico or anywhere else is not a option. That is making it even worse and caused the failed burdizzo attempts. So at this point I am not sure what is next.