Since I could remember I have wanted to remove my penis. I have grown up pondering it and researching ways to go about it. Last year I married my beautiful wife whom has been very understanding of the thoughts that I have. Though she thouroughly enjoys my penis, she has talked with me about the penis removal surgery, but only after I know it is most definetly what I wish to do.

She has told me stories about how she would do it for me in erotic ways, because she has discovered that it turns me on. Also, with her being bisexual, we could always find her a female friend to take care of her sexually if I were to go through with having it removed.

I hven't told a lot of people about these thoughts and this is actually a HUGE step for me to post this thread on here.

You should keep your precious parts because you have only one set. I have often woken up in the middle of the night with an errection, grabbing my balls at the thought of having them taken away. But I have come to realize that the exciting part is dreaming about it and if I made it a reality it would become normal for me and I would probably desire something else, like having my nuts back. You are very lucky though, that your wife loves you and shares your unique fantasys, plus she is also bisexual, which is awesome. I hope to someday find someone who shares my fantasys, but I am afraid it will never happen.

jockey_elance (imported) wrote: Sat Apr 04, 2009 8:43 pm You should keep your precious parts because you have only one set. I have often woken up in the middle of the night with an errection, grabbing my balls at the thought of having them taken away. But I have come to realize that the exciting part is dreaming about it and if I made it a reality it would become normal for me and I would probably desire something else, like having my nuts back. You are very lucky though, that your wife loves you and shares your unique fantasys, plus she is also bisexual, which is awesome. I hope to someday find someone who shares my fantasys, but I am afraid it will never happen.

I toss it around in my head on a regular basis, and alot of times I do look towards keeping it. However, 90% of the time I'd just rather have it gone. My wife is very supporting of the situation which is the possitive to what a lot of the world looks at as a negative.

That has become the addition to this war that I fight within, how the world views these types of thoughts.