Hi everyone I'm doing very well on the Androcur and Tamoxifen treatment so far and I wanted to help others who are considering or are getting ready to undergo chemical castration what they can expect from my experience. It's way too early to know what direction this is going to take me, still though I think it's a good idea to share my experience with everyone this early in the process.

Below are two links, one is my journal and the other is some photographs and notes charting my progress as my T level drops. I'm still figuring out the website so hopefully I can edit files without changing the links. If there are any great file sharing sites out there please let me know. This one seems to be ok for now hopefully and I plan on updating my progress almost daily. If any of the moderators would like these files for the archive let me know and I'll be glad to send you what ever you need, or upload it to where ever you want it. I think when I eventually finish the files that it would be a great idea if they could be available here or be linked to this site in some way so people could use them as a resource.

Here they are:

Journal:

http://www.keepandshare.com/doc/view.php?id=773708&da=y

photos and notes:

http://www.keepandshare.com/doc/view.php?id=771900&da=y

You need software to open up a word doc. to view these links. I'll add some pdf files in a few weeks is some people have problems opening them.

Great Nathan,

I hope you can continue to deal your experiences with us.

Looks like the stuff has started to kick in. Nice to see some production also

Take Care !

Vesal!

Great job Nathan. I especially like the pics since that will give us a good idea if any physical changes occur there. I will try to do the same type of diary when I start. Placed my order yesterday, so hopfully in 10 days I can start too. I will also have my t-levels checked right before I start.

For those who are keeping tabs on this thread don't bother saving those links to your favorites list because when ever i had something I have to create a new link and edit my post. The opening post has the most current links providing that I can keep editing it.

Hi Nathan,

Just wanted to let you know that I am having problems opening your word files. When I click on the link it asks me to sign up. I did that but then it still won't let me see the file.

Am I doing something wrong??

Let me know if you know whats happening.

It looks like the site that he chose to host the file is prompting for permission to view the word doc.

Btw, I agree with sdboy, nice job on the visual diary. It will be very interesting to track the physical changes over time.

Seems like chemicals have taken effect. No news since last Thursday. Nathan has probably lost libido and interest. But that's normal.

Hopefully some day we will have some news from Nathan

E.

Yes, in the beginning I was horny and excited about the upcoming changes, then when they kicked in I spent much less time posting and more time focusing on other life events, I hope he will post back and give updates though- it is nice to see how the combo works on others since it really worked well for me (2 weeks and kicked in)

It is quit fascinating, how we all get aroused, by the prospect, of being unable to be aroused.

How we are fascinated in weakening our dicks; to treat them as dangerous beast, that must be locked up and controlled.