There are a lot of folks on here who are heavily into the fantasy side of castration play. Listen up!

If you get a "rush" from CBT and cutting or banding, you are NOT a suitable candidate for castration. Period. However, if you continue your self mutilation games long enough, you will end up doing permanent damage. That is when you will discover that you have made a serious mistake, but it will be too late to do anything about it.

This goes for the penetectomy folks also.

Transgendered and BID folks have legitimate reasons for wanting castration and penetectomy. Certain other folks with sexual addiction problems (pedophilia, porn addiction, etc.) may also have legitimate reasons for wanting castration as a means of reducing an over active libido.

BUT, if you are routinely cutting or banding yourself, get professional help before it is too late. This behavior is self destructive and potentially life threatening,

Kangan I have read your post several times and I am somewhat in disagreement with it. Prior to my becoming a eunuch fantasy played an important part in preparing myself to be a eunuch. I thought for many years about becoming a eunuch and also enjoyed many stories about castration. Sadly I was not aware of the EA or owned a computer so I reread many of the stories I had. I also played with rubber bands and elastrators. The fantasies were not always accurate but I needed them at the time. I still read and enjoy many of the stories and nothing gets me worked up more than some of the stories posted on the EA.

It seems the more I fantasized and daydreamed about being a eunuch the more I knew it was right for me. I did not fully understand why I needed to be a eunuch until after I was one and my T levels dropped. Then I could look back and understand why it was right for me.

I know several eunuchs who self abused before becoming a eunuch and they do not regret their choice. A few I know wish for a do over. Self abuse is not always a concern that it is not right for them but more of a symptom that they should become eunuchs. Prior to my castration I sounded like Henny Youngman "Somebody take my nuts, Please".

tugon (imported) wrote: Mon Jul 21, 2008 11:52 am Kangan I have read your post several times and I am somewhat in disagreement with it. Prior to my becoming a eunuch fantasy played an important part in preparing myself to be a eunuch. I thought for many years about becoming a eunuch and also enjoyed many stories about castration. Sadly I was not aware of the EA or owned a computer so I reread many of the stories I had. I also played with rubber bands and elastrators. The fantasies were not always accurate but I needed them at the time. I still read and enjoy many of the stories and nothing gets me worked up more than some of the stories posted on the EA.

It seems the more I fantasized and daydreamed about being a eunuch the more I knew it was right for me. I did not fully understand why I needed to be a eunuch until after I was one and my T levels dropped. Then I could look back and understand why it was right for me.

I know several eunuchs who self abused before becoming a eunuch and they do not regret their choice. A few I know wish for a do over. Self abuse is not always a concern that it is not right for them but more of a symptom that they should become eunuchs.

Now, I must admit that I never considered that aspect of fantasy.

It just goes to show that there is always more than one side to a situation.

I stand corrected.

I was given same advice when i started with my castration thoughts and started to play with alcohol injections and it is sound and good advice but for me i took it all further and now my right testicle is completely dead proven with ultra sound scans and my left testicles only works at 30% max and i cant wait for it to be completely dead. I don't regret what i have done at all and am now looking forward to my penis being removed but i do agree with what you say as its not for every one and needs serious thought as the idea is mostly for some is better the reality.

What I've seen suggested and repeated a few times to other new members, is that fantasies or games that focus on the ACT of getting castrated and (perhaps) involve particular details about who is doing the deed, scenarios and so on seem a bit 'problematic' as to how good the desire to BE a eunuch is... OTOH if the focus is more on what life will be like AS a eunuch, and less on the operation, then it is perhaps a more serious desire....

I can say that the surgery for me was not a lot different from any other minor outpatient medical procedure where they knock you out for the duration and send you home when you wake up.... It was very comparable to when I've gotten a colostomy except that I didn't have to do the cleanout the night before.... So if the idea of getting fixed with that sort of procedure is still something you want to have done, then it would seem like you'd be a good candidate; but if it isn't still appealing, then probably it is best to stick with the fantasy and avoid games that put the bits at risk...

WheelyFixed

Desire to get castrated has been with me from early teens. It kind of developed to the lust direction at first. And that kind of confused me for a long period of time and made me think that I have such a weird kink. As desire was strong I had to be extra careful and thoughtful not to do myself something permanent when sex drive blinded my mind. To avoid being regretful. Now after many chemical castration periods later, it seems like I am some sort of non binary who does not like testicles on my body. Not their appeareance nor T effects. And if I look back I had always dreamed about some disease or accident that will make orchiectomy neccessary and thus give me official excuse not to have testicles. Developement of paraphilia related to castration seem to be just the side effect of having very high sex drive. And now I regret that I did not have the knowledge about castration and myself, I have now, when I was younger. Living most of my life as no T and low sex drive eunuch was exactly what I needed, but it was hard to dig to the truth.

When I first learned about human males getting castrated, I was kinda chocked, but my interest kept me reading about it. I don’t think I ever jerked off to the thought of it.

Anyway, as I keep reading about it and the reasons people sought castration, some didn’t like their testicles, some where in transition MTF, others due to cancer, and then some did it because of uncontrollable libido, the last one I could relate to, but never had I thought about castration to curb my libido.

Well I ended up acquiring Androcur, and did a 6 months trial, have to say it wasn’t easy all the time, I did get tired easily and also gained a bit of weight, but the calmness I experienced was unquestionable. So I did a second round of chem castration after a short break in between, to see or more accurately to check if this was something I wanted permanently.

And here I am today, nearing my one year anniversary being surgically castrated…and feeling wonderful, for me it was never a fetish thought that got me here, but a desire to end years of being controlled by my libido, doing questionable things because of that.

Often the motivation for voluntary castration is to lower the sexual dominance of the male over the woman and to even out the relationship with his strong female partner. Many of the heterosexual fiction in the stories section on this website reflect this

sentiment.

I really need to be castrated. Im 22 years from Slovakia

I am new to this site, one wk. as of now. But thank god I found it, I have not been able to find likeminded people intel now with good information about castration and life as a eunuch!! Most of the stuff online just was not what I thought the reasoning behind my deep-down desire to get castrated and live the remaining portion of my life in peace as a eunuch stemmed from. I am an older man who can no longer alleviate my sexual burning desire. I'm becoming obsessed with porn. So you see I'm becoming a raging dirty old man. I'm being tortured with no means of escape with raging hormones cursing though my veins. I'm being tortured continuously and I'm sick of it all, the thoughts, emotions, the way I view women, and especially the testosterone. So it seems castration is the only answer. I want the peace and tranquility life as eunuch could give me. A'm I on the right track?