Im 19, ive disliked my genatials/over active sex drive for as long as i can rember. Proubly around the same time i realized i was gay. More so sex drive. Not hated, but disliked. Ive been reading the Eunuch Arcive for a few years now on and off and have a pretty good understanding of what the pros and cons are and what medications are good for what. In the last year or so ive been seriously considering chemical castration as a try before i buy kinda thing to see if i like it. I have 2 major reservations tho. 1, weight gain. Im very healthy, but a bit chubby. How fast/dramatic would my weight gain be. Would i be able to keep up w/ it if i worked out? 2, shrinkage. I realize because of autotropyh my penis will shrink and the longer im on the meds the smaller it will get. If i like being a eunuch fine. But if i decide not to stay that way it will be a problem. Im about adverage size and a top so i realy cant afford to lose much. If i go off the drugs will my penis stay the same size, grow a little or return to normal? If its going to stay the same shrunkin size would there be any way to make it grow. One idea i had would to kinda trick my body into puberty with human growth hormone. I realy have no idea it that would work. Im not looking to femanize ithor. Im a masculine persion and would like to stay that way. I understand that results are different with each persion but im just looking for some feed back. What drugs would be good, what drugs i should stay away from. How long should i be on them. How long is to long. Let me know what you think. Thanks.

There is no for sure answer for your questions every ones body is different and will react differently to chem.. or surgical castration good luck on your journey

Weight gain can start once the drug starts taking effect. The amount of gain is always an unknown factor. Being active and eating right does help with less weight gain. Diet and working out can control the weight gain. It will be more difficult then when you had testosterone in the body.

Penis shrinkage will happen. Again that will vary with each person. Depending on the drug you use for the chemical castration will effect if the penis will return to normal size if you stop the drug. If the drug just stops the production of the hormone, then your penis size should return over time. The longer on the chemical castration drug the longer the penis will take to return to normal. If the drug does permanent damage to the testicle then the penis size will be effected. You may have to go on testosterone to have the penis return to normal size for you.

Longer the penis is small the longer it will take to have it recover once the drug is no longer taken. Long being years.

You stated that you want to remain masculine. Without testosterone you will loose muscle mass. No matter how much you work out you will loose some mass. Testosterone controls muscles among many other parts of our bodies. Your breast will most likely increase some in size. That many not be something you would want if you are going to a gym to work out in.

What drug would you recommend taking? and how long shoud i be on it for the effects to set in fully?

Spike182 (imported) wrote: Mon Jul 07, 2008 8:22 pm Im 19, ive disliked my genatials/over active sex drive for as long as i can rember. Proubly around the same time i realized i was gay. More so sex drive. Not hated, but disliked. ......

Why not go all the way with castration, penectomy and urethra reroute - it should solve all of your anxiety issues.

Those things are unnecessary unless you are using them for penetrative sex and impregnation.

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Spike182 (imported) wrote: Tue Jul 08, 2008 11:14 am What drug would you recommend taking? and how long shoud i be on it for the effects to set in fully?

The one I think does a great job is androcur. It is also know as cyprotetone acetate or siterone. It works very well in stopping the production of testosterone in the testicles when the correct dose is taken. The correct dose will vary from one person to another. You will start to feel some effects in about a week. The effects will increase as time goes on. You will be going through changes for months possible into years. Your body and mind will take time to adjust to the changes that are going on. It will not happen over night.

For me I was on the correct dose and I had full shutdown and the blood test verified it. I noticed no difference from the drug and the real thing.

There are other drugs that can be taken. Some may have some side effects that can be desired. Many the transsexuals will take are female hormones. They get the benefits of the castration effects and the feminization at the same time.

The test run (chemical castration) is very important to see if you can and like the effects and side effects of castration. There are very many threads in this site that talk about the side effects. You need to do some reading about castration to see if it is really want in life.