I have got a strange fantasy, I really want to become for truth, the more I think about it. I want to loose my balls in a long ceremony, preferably in a kind of gay club under almost clinical conditions.

I would like to present me on a table, so that a group around can watch all the steps in detail. First of all I would like to give everybody the chance to feel my big balls and the cords through my bag.

Then a cutter will make an incision in my bag, just big enough to pull both balls carefully out, keeping the cords connected and closing the bag around the cords again.

The balls are now laying unprotected on my legs with their elastic cords, free for everybody to tough. I would like to keep this stage for some days. During that time everybody can look and feel human balls in reality, also pictures can be taken. I will also masturbate, so that everybody can watch and probably feel the semen stream through the cords by hand. I really want to give everbody the chance to see and enjoy this uniquely event.

After all of the group have seen and played enough with my testicles and cords, I will give them to one or two of the group for free disposition, allowing them to make the final cut.

Does anybody know how and where I can become this fantasy for real? I really want to become this for truth now, it is not only a wanking fantasy! Any help is greatly appreciated, also people who want to join are welcome to contact me.

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It looks like you've got the start to a good story. I might suggest that you don't make it so clincial. I like rituals but candles, alters, girls, guys and a lot of stuff. I like the testicles hanging from the sac and feeling the seamen pulse through the cords, you got to do something with that, its a winner for a story.

Beth

I'm mostly in agreement with you, Beth. I still have my non-functional balls, but I would like to have them surgically removed in a clinical setting, but with friends present and participating. But no altars, please.

Kangan (imported) wrote: Tue Jun 03, 2008 7:51 am I'm mostly in agreement with you, Beth. I still have my non-functional balls, but I would like to have them surgically removed in a clinical setting, but with friends present and participating. But no altars, please.

I have my atrophied testicles as well which do not function or function at a very low degree compared to how they functioned prior to a Chronic bacterial infection called bilateral Orchitis. I have had thoughts of implants etc, however think it would be best to keep them from what some have told me with my situation. I lost my testosterone production after various infections due to the initial infection and blow. I am not really sure if it would be wise to have them replaced with implants to match my normal size or keep what I have, however after a lot of deciding I think it woul be best to keep them, perhaps HCG could have a positive effect on my Testosterone production as well. Not to change the subject too much...