Why do I want to be a eunuch?
Posted: Mon May 26, 2008 3:20 pm
I just found this place and I am new here so I hope this is the right spot for this post.
I don't know why I want to be a eunuch. I mean I do hate it when my balls sag but I do enjoy the feel when I am aroused since they hug close to me. I could do without them though.
I don't get off to the though of castration nor do I try to mutilate meself. I don't have a uber high sex drive I'm trying to get away from. Unlike others I haven't had a lifelong childhood desire to remove them. Idunno, it just feels right and when I think about it it makes me happy.
I've been reading and I am quite aware of the adverse affects and risks involved and while they are a concern they do not phase me. Depression is my biggest concern since I've had it before but it's not like it would be because I am ruining romantic relationships and hopefully that could me remidied with medication if it came to that.
I never had much of a sex drive to speak of anyways so it's not like I will miss that but from what I've read that it is possible(albiet difficult) to have sexual relations while castrated so I figure even if somehow I get in the mood and find a willing partner I would be able to.
All the stories I've read they had a reason of some sort and that bothers me. I don't really have one other than I don't want them. Is that even a good enough reason? I've thought about chemical castration first to see if it's even right for me since I don't really want testosterone. I have read a few stories where people go without any sex hormones at all and I've seen mixed results. Some loved it while others it was a nightmare.
I usualy don't do anything without a long list of pros and cons so it just bothers me that I want to do something so drastic and permanent without anything other than "I just want to..."
Oh and BTW, why is it when I log in I have access to LESS boards than when I am not logged in?
I don't know why I want to be a eunuch. I mean I do hate it when my balls sag but I do enjoy the feel when I am aroused since they hug close to me. I could do without them though.
I don't get off to the though of castration nor do I try to mutilate meself. I don't have a uber high sex drive I'm trying to get away from. Unlike others I haven't had a lifelong childhood desire to remove them. Idunno, it just feels right and when I think about it it makes me happy.
I've been reading and I am quite aware of the adverse affects and risks involved and while they are a concern they do not phase me. Depression is my biggest concern since I've had it before but it's not like it would be because I am ruining romantic relationships and hopefully that could me remidied with medication if it came to that.
I never had much of a sex drive to speak of anyways so it's not like I will miss that but from what I've read that it is possible(albiet difficult) to have sexual relations while castrated so I figure even if somehow I get in the mood and find a willing partner I would be able to.
All the stories I've read they had a reason of some sort and that bothers me. I don't really have one other than I don't want them. Is that even a good enough reason? I've thought about chemical castration first to see if it's even right for me since I don't really want testosterone. I have read a few stories where people go without any sex hormones at all and I've seen mixed results. Some loved it while others it was a nightmare.
I usualy don't do anything without a long list of pros and cons so it just bothers me that I want to do something so drastic and permanent without anything other than "I just want to..."
Oh and BTW, why is it when I log in I have access to LESS boards than when I am not logged in?