Hello. I found this site and decided to post my fantasies here. Since I was a teenager I felt attracted about castrating myself. I have a normal life, I'm married, have kids, work normally, etc. But when I'm alone I play with my balls just to fell pain on them. Since I don't need my balls anymore because I don't whant anymore childs I started to play harder with my testicles and take pictures. Sometimes I even think about buying an elastrator and put some bands on my balls to see what happen. I can have several orgasms just seeing my testicles beeing tortured. I can't explain but balltorture make me hornyer than regular sex. Sometimes I even ask my wife to squeeze my balls just to make me cum. If anyone have the same feeling just visit my blog and drop me an e-mail. My blog is located at bandingballs.blogspot.com.

I can relate to this. I have the same story but just for the last 20 years or so. We still enjoy sex however and would not want to fulfill the fantasy all the way.