I'm new to the message boards, so I thought I'd introduce myself.

I guess the basics are I'm in my mid-twenties, gay, white, and Canadian. Although that doesn't really so me justice ... I'm a very shy guy, but I've been trying to break out of that mind set for the last few years. I can be a wonderfully weird guy once I warm up to people. Anywho ...

Ever since my teens I've fantasized about having my penis removed. It's pretty much my main masturbation fantasy. However, I've always felt this made me some kind of freak. I have no transgender desires, I don't hate my penis, and I know I'd miss it if I ever did lose it. Yet here I am, rarely able to get off without thinking of it (or someone else's) coming off.

Lately the desire to have it done has been getting stronger and stronger. Also, I've never wanted to loose my balls, just my dick. Yet I'm totally conflicted because I know the temporary relief of having finally done it would most likely dissolve into the reality that I'd made a horrendous mistake.

I've never been able to bring myself to discuss this with any partners, mostly because I'm terrified they'd think I was some kind of sick pervert. So I'd really be open to chatting about it here. I'd like to say I'm not as bizarre as this post makes me sound, but that'd be a lie. And from what I've seen so far, this place is big on the honesty (thankfully!)

Welcome to the zoo. I'm sure that you will have no problem finding others to discuss your thoughts with in our diverse (and ever so slightly bizarre) penectomy community. --FLO--

You're not alone, BB. Sounds like you and I are pretty much the same, fantasy-wise. I'm glad I found this site, and I'm happy you could join us.

WHAT! We don't allow those types in this place of worship! Imagine the nerve of those DAM Canadians!

Thanks for the welcome guys!

Fantasies are great, but do not let them dominate you! Why? After all there are others that will dominate you wholesale!

WOW, I feel old! You were born the year after I graduated high school.

Write a story(s) around your fantasy's and post them.

IbPervert (imported) wrote: Sun Apr 27, 2008 8:03 pm WOW, I feel old! You were born the year after I graduated high school.

Geez, you're old!

Bangleballs. This is most likely a fantasy but to test it (or so Ihave been told) is to masturbate until you can cum more and then ask yourself do you still want to have you penis removed. If the answer at that moment is yes it is not a fantasy. You do not need a penis for a fulfilling sex life (I should know) but under no circumstances attemt DIY removal. There is no point in being dickless and dead

Just a note to members - This thread is nearly five years old. The issues mentioned have most probably been solved. --FLO--

Holy epic topic-bump, Batman!