You know, it seems like this message board is not growing too fast. I mean, there are a few new posters but not nearly as many as I would have expected from the traffic on the story archive.

I wonder if people are afraid to post here or if they just lurk to see what is being said.

I remember in the past that several posters claimed that they were looking for cutters, etc. but it seems that they leave here and go elsewhere.

It all makes me suspicious of new posters when they come in and claim to be...

1. Minor females who carry a secret desire to castrate a

boy.

(Although it has been my life experience that

some of them RICHLY deserve to be castrated

because of the way that they treat women.)

2. Heterosexuals with relationships who are looking for

a "Leather Daddy". I mean, "Oh my Gawd, won't she

tie you up or what?!!!"

3. People with a "urgent" need for castration/penectomy

who must get cut right away or their lives will become

untenable.

4. Doms with a need to castrate any willing subject.

5. Any other illegitimate sounding front that somebody is

likely to dream up to try to convince somebody into

doing something illegal or something that could cause

problems for the E.A.

I may be too suspicious, but sometimes nobody is really what they seem to be. I do not trust anyone who hasn't been posting here a while. So, new posters, let's make our stories either downright outrageous, so that we all can have a good laugh, or let's be serious. None of this "trolling for trouble" stuff. O.K.?

In the past I have made reference to a board called "Pleades" which was a board for women which was shut down for pandering to minors. I watch this place pretty closely for those who would like to cause trouble, but lately it seems that we haven't had too many people who in my judgement meant harm.

On the other hand, posts have seemed to become less and less frequent, except from the regulars.

With that being said I would like to encourage anybody who reads this to start to post here. We would enjoy having new "voices" around. Pull our legs if you want, but pulling other things will probably not yield your intended results. But, beware, insincerity "hangs out" around here and it could result in an...

"INSINCERECTOMY"

A-1

Getting people to post has always been a problem.

Maybe we're too scarey, I don't know.

...most probably the real problem is that not too many people have the "BALLS" to post on a Eunuch board. Especially the homophobic or the ones who tend to look at a rejection of things sexual as being "Freaky".

You are right, though. Those who are not outraged are probably intimidated. I don't see that too many here are worried about anything. We have a lot of people here interested in hormone therapy.

Before I discovered this place I thought that the only difference between a hormone and an enzyme was that you couldn't hear an enzyme...

A-1;)

I haunted this site for well over a year before I made my first post. When I first found this most excellent place, I was looking for information on my condition and still had some testicular mass. At first I thought that to be a member one must have been castrated. I wasn't sure that you let non surgical eunuchs post or be members. Many months back, I joined under another name but with the change to this format it seems to have vanished. So I finally reached down and grabbed what is left of my balls and jumped in again. I am glad that I did. There are some great people on here. I don't feel so a lone. Dealing with my disappearing nuts and TRT has made the last 15 months very tough. Almost lost my wife on the early TRT injections.

Thanks for letting me vent.

Jim

Hello to everyone,

You asked for lurkers to post, and I've posted only once or twice before, so I guess I count as a lurker.

I'm 31, married with two kids. I became interested in castration when my wife started losing all interest in sex over the last few years. Both of us talked extensively and figured castration might be a good option someday to match sex drives and provide added birth control measures. Finally went over the family doc's head to go see an endocrinologist who did determine that she has started menopause, has low testosterone and that birth control pills aren't helping. She's been given a couple injections and her drive has come back some. As such, castration has been put on hold for now, but we've decided not to completely forget about that option.

So there's my story, I'm never a prolific poster, but will listen and watch and pipe up when I feel I might be able to add something to the conversation.

Rich

Thank you for the invitation to post. I am not an eunuch, though I live and have lived a celibate life for almost ten years (in April). In early childhood, my favorite sexual fantasy concerned emasculation.

I was married 21 years to a brilliant woman who celebrated her adventurous sexuality and our making love. She also enjoyed bondage.

Since May 30, 1989, I have taken medication for depression. Depression and side effects of medications for it contributed to our divorce.

When my began my life of celibacy, I was still a fairly youthful 49 years old. Now, I have aged enough that I no longer get many hits. About three years ago, I began masturbating again. I changed medications to regain libido but I can no longer take the new medicaitons. Sometimes, I feel as if I had been castrated, though I can still obtain erection and enjoy orgasm.

My current fetish of choice concerns shaving women's heads. I do have a girl friend, who lives near New York, who shares my passion for female headshaving. She is a conservative Christian who does not have intercourse at this time, though she is pretty randy. I am quite fond of her. As far as I know, she does not know about my emasculation fantasies. And they are fantasies.

I have a lot of fantasies about women who have endured FGM. I am more than a bit ashamed of this fantasy interest, but I have it. I would never want to have my balls removed, but I do have intense fantasies about having my penis removed. I like the idea of having an intense sex drive and no penis. In an odd way, I do have an intense erotic drive but an impaired means to get off.

I am somewhat dominant in sexual play, but fairly liberal in terms of the rights of women. I notice that most of the stories posted here are not as well written as the stories posted on the Haircut Story Archive.

I lived in New Orleans for twelve years and I spent time in San Francisco. I have postive regard for gay folks, but I have never played with that team. Somehow the smells of men don't do it for me. I like, however, the mixture of straight and gay postings here. It enriches all of us.

For many years, I lifted weights and, for many years, I was in great shape. Allergies and medications have caused me to gain weight. Combined with aging, I am not quite happy with the results. Still, it is great to be alive and to enjoy sexual fantasies.

I read the posts regularly, but I rarely post a reply. I am not "lurking" nor am I "homophobic". Many times while reading a thread I find that the subject has been well-covered and my own opinion or position has already been stated by others. Therefore, I see no need for redundancy. At other times, the subject may be an area in which I have no knowledge of or have no opinion about. For example, the subject of hormone treatment is one that I have little or no knowledge of so I have nothing to contribute. Having said all that, I will attempt to be more outspoken in the future.

You are not too frightening, though some of the posts one of you recently mentioned are simply too outrageous. Now, today, I understand that that at least some of the people posting here understand some of my recent experiences. You also understand some of the fantasy that structures an important part of my sexual fantasy life. I appreciate this.

...for posting these thoughts. We probably should have said it sooner. We want EVERY EA user to feel welcome to post his/her/its thoughts. Please don't ever feel that you have anything to worry about in posting, and if you have problems, let one of us know.

Now, a tip.

If you wish to use the features like color, keep in mind that all of the codes in the brakcets like the word color, font, b, i, u, whatever must come first. Then you type your message. When you're done, you type the brackets again with a /. For example, if you begin a post with a bracketed color=red, then you must end your post with the same, only have the /. It would be like this without the spaces - you cannot have spaces in the code :

[ color = red ] type message here [ / color ]