Hello all, I'm new to this board and have been reading like crazy. It's great. I appreciate everyones input that has been expressed for those who are like me.

I am just in the process of setting out on a journey of being castrated myself. My desire/method of choice is a little different than most in here. I want to watch them be destroyed right in front of me. Obviously the pain would be too great to witness everything so I plan to have them substantially numbed prior to starting the ordeal.

I have found a person who has agreed to carry out the procedure which we are shooting for this april 25th. I have never liked having them and want to watched them be destroyed as a symble of my distaste for them and how they change who I want to be. I have been contemplating this for 15years and feel that's long enough to finally say "ok, lets do it"

The method of destruction will be that of crushing. We haven't fully worked out all the details but know the what the final result is to be and how. I'm very excited and just wanted to let you know that soon there will be another set of balls getting what they deserve.

I'll try and post more as I know more and the results.

I hope you have good medical insurance to cover your hospital stay and the trip to the emergency room. The method you are selecting sounds like a very dangerous way. Keep in mind that insurance does not always cover self inflected harm as this would be classified. Spending some time in a mental ward is also very possible and many in here have experienced with self castrations that have gone wrong. Please reconsider you plans and look at the possible fatal out come from internal bleeding

Yes thank you Bobbie. We intend to clamp the base so that basically the surgery will occur right after the play and there wont be back up into my body. She is a vet and has done many animals but this will be her first human and first crushing experiance but feel fairly confident that she should be able to take care of anything that arises.

However, there are risks, I know, but hopefully it goes ok as we live out a fantasy and all goes well.

Thanks for the concern

Believe me, I am one of the first to advocate for as few restrictions as possible when one wants to be castrated. I believe that as a long as a person can prove himself sane and that he understands the consequences, there really is not much need to pry into the reasons for wanting the procedure or anything like that. There are too many reasons out there for anyone to be able to say which are valid and which are not.

But with that freedom I advocate for also comes responsibility. You are responsible for the choices you make, and you are responsible for dealing with the consequences of any choice you make. No one will be able to help you if you decide castration was not right for you and you want them back. You might be able to get hormones if you are lucky, but those are no guarantee of things going back to the way they were. There is nothing like the real thing.

I suppose a vet is better than a cutter, but there are still things that can go wrong. And even if you do have good insurance that will cover any problems, there is a good chance it will not cover anything if they find out you self-inflicted the injury or it was elective. Hospital bills aren't cheap these days, and bankruptcy is a lot harder to file now. I hope you will have the money to cover these bills yourself if they do arise.

It is almost certain that you are going to discover that the reality of castration is quite different from the fantasy. Furthermore, you seem to be more interested in the procedure than the state, which is even more cause for concern. All I can say is that I hope you are able to handle the realities of castration, and I wish you the best

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falutennuts (imported) wrote: Fri Apr 04, 2008 11:55 am . She is a vet and has done many animals but this will be her first human and first crushing experiance but feel fairly confident that she should be able....

Honestly, I agree with your decision and offer my sincere best wishes and encouragement. But I HAVE to say that you may very well be endangering your friend the vet. IF there is evidence that she has performed any sort of procedure on a human then she will almost certainly lose her vertrinary license and face criminal charges. DVM (Doctorate of Vetrinary Medicine) is probably the most difficuld to obtain degree out there, PLEASE do not endanger this person's livelyhood.

Do at least "work out the details" and have a very plausable and believable story to tell the emergency room people and quite probably the law enforcement interrogators.

Finally, I do sincerely wish you best of luck and success with your castration.

Thanks for the added input. Yes we have come up with a very solid emergency room story, that I hopefully wont have to use but it will be there just in case.

As far as being more interested in the event than the reality of living castrated that actually isn't true. I am extremely interested and excited about the event ceremoniously. I have strongly wanted to live the life of a eunuch for over 15 years. I believe that the desire was probably there the day I was born. I’m not a fan of balls in general and I especially dislike mine. My own I can and want to do something about.

As I have read throughout this site and others it’s hard to know exactly what to expect after being castrated but obviously I have high hopes for myself.

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falutennuts (imported) wrote: Fri Apr 04, 2008 1:18 pm it’s hard to know exactly what to expect after being castrated but obviously I have high hopes for myself.

Really, you really really should try chemical castration for at least a year before you go all the way to the IRREVOCABLE step of surgical castration.

My own preferred "chemical castrator" is depo provera, but there are several other drugs. Honestly, you CAN buy depo provera injections on the internet for around $20, probably even less if you travel to any Mexican bordertown and go to the pharmacies there where you can get the injector without a perscription. You should count on taking two shots to start, and one every two or three weeks. That is a total of 26 injections for a year's worth of being chemically castrated. That way you can KNOW, really KNOW that surgical castration is right for you before you take that step that is permanent.

Also, if you are young, under 30, I would advise you to save at least five sperm samples, frozen in a sperm bank or fertility clinic somewhere. No matter how unlikely you currently THINK it is, there is the possibility that you will want children someday... and though it seems silly, some people, especially women, seem to think it is very important to have the particular genetics of the man (or eunuch) that they love to make their baby.

There are some dangers, with any chemical castration drugs, they put some additioinal stress on your liver I have read. Maybe you should have some medical test for liver function to be extra safe.

all i can say is mashe, mashe

That's a good point decon, though not recently I did pursue chemical castration once before as, ironically enough, I was living in Mexico. I did it for a period of 8 month. Reasons I stopped are numerous but most of it quite frankly is it didn't feel like the "real" thing. Also, as much as living the castrated life I have a serious distaste for my balls and will be so much happier with them gone. Though I wasn't too specific that's what I meant by I don't know exactly what it will be like.

Good Luck Hope You Film It So We Can All Watch