My girlfriend and myself are into dominant/submission sex. She has great castration fantasies - as myself. The great problem is that loosing my balls I would loose great part of my desire, which is not what I wish, neither does she. On the contrary, our gameplays are generaly based on how much she can get me frustrated - which we realy love! Loosing my penis, would not be a greater problem, as she does not like to be penetrated, which I never do. THe maximum that happens is that she takes a big dildo and penetrates herself in front of me while I am tied up - not because she likes it in itself, but to show me that she does not let me...

Now she is training me into coming without any physical contact, just looking at me in the eyes while I am tied up... which is a very very great experience!

I had an idea that I talked to her about, and she realy loved it. That would be to have my penis entirely removed, including the inner parts - it would thus be nearly impossible for me to reach orgasm. The point is that I would keep my balls, but they would be reimplemented inside my body. As orgasm is not the point in the relationship I have with my girlfriend, the removal of penis would just be a body modification that would enhance our experience, because it would strengthen the buildup, and the frustration due the impossibility yto reach orgasm...

For the time being it is just a fantasy, but when I will decide to go into it I want to do my penectomy as a gift to my girlfriend, and to include it into our dominant/submission gameplays. For that, I would like to find a surgeon that allows her be present while the surgery is performed, and that not does not require my authorization, only hers. It can be in any part of the world, but I just do not know if it possible at all...

Wow, that's quite a fantasy you two have...first, before you go ahead with it, I'd make sure that your relationship is a lasting one. You wouldn't want to lose the little guy, and then have Her leave you for someone else, would you? Or wouldn't you? ...only you know the answer to that. You may have future use for your penis. But if you're sure you want to do it, I would try one of the following countries to go visit and play around in, and maybe you will find what you're looking for: Panama, Mexico, Philipines, Indonesia, Brazil, and possibly Egypt. You'll have to ask around discreetly, but in time you'll find what you're looking for. Late night clubs that cater to all tastes are usually a good starting place, particularly gay clubs and S&M clubs.

I'd think there would be two possible issues:

1. The matter of bleeding and death if the penectomy is botched. There are a lot of blood vessels down there, and I wouldn't want just any amateur or inexperienced doctor performing a penectomy, unless you are into a snuff fantasy.

2. Even in foreign countries, it might be impossible to find anyone who would perform any kind of surgery on the sole say-so of your Domme GF and not have you consent too. Even foreign countries have laws and legal redress for wrongs committed on one's person. To get that (no consent from you and the sole intent of your Domme GF) you might have to go into some pretty unsavory places...like the barrio in Rio de Janero, or some back alley place in Morrocco, some place where you might walk in but have to be carried out in a body bag. There might (and I stress MIGHT) be folks here in the US willing to do such a thing, but contacting them will be, uh, let's say "interesting"... I'm sure it happens here, but folks who do these things for fun and arousal operate pretty much in the shadows, for obvious reasons.

Say, if you DO manage to get the thing done here in the US and would like someone to watch and videotape it, and if it's somewhere in the South near me, I'd like to be there. I promise I would be of no help to you at all if you suddenly changed your mind, and if your Domme GF still says it goes, don't look to me for assistance, I'd just be there to video and to witness your emasculation. Ta for now.

That's so cool. Thanks for sharing.

How far have you gotten with being able to orgasm without any physical contact? I didn't think guys could do that at all.

Get yourself a chastity belt and give her the key. That should frustrate you sufficiently and prevent penetration, masturbations or access. It should simulate penectomy and allow you to decide if you want to proceed to the real thing before it is too late. Here's the best on the market. Enjoy the games. Keeps us informed on your progress.

http://www.chastitytube.com/

Dont even go there. It would be a fool's errand with nothing but regret to follow!

Some fantasy's are best left to fantasy. If we could grow our penises back, a lot of men would have them cut off by their girlfriends or by themselves, but they don't grow back and you'll have a lifetime to think and rethink your BAD idea. Try to change your thinking, try something different, but don't cut off your penis it will cause you to become depressed to the point where you might commit suicide. Well you've been warned. Castration is a better solution, at least with castration, you'll lose your sexual desire, but it can be restored if you want it to be restored with testosterone replacement. You can't restore your penis. Listen to Kristoff.

When I first read this I thought that it was your GIRLFRIEND who needed the Penis removal.

Now, I find that it just YOU who needs a GIRLFRIEND removal.

Thats what I'm seeking too, but the gift not to a girlfriend, but to Wife to be...

I wouldn't worry about it. She'll get everything in the divorce anyways.

hello, i've read your fantasy, and in every point, it's the same than mine. I've done some photoshop (i'm a beginner) so my avatar isn't really perfectly done, but it says what i want too. I'd like with that some testosterone pills.

markdf (imported) wrote: Mon Mar 24, 2008 11:12 am That's so cool. Thanks for sharing.

How far have you gotten with being able to orgasm without any physical contact? I didn't think guys could do that at all.

You can DO IT!

...ever heard of a WET DREAM?

Orgasms occur in the BRAIN, not in the genitalia. However, without genitaila, there IS a level of difficulty getting the brain to work right...