Now we all now the benefits of testosterone when castrated, what i would like to know is, if i stopped my testosterone and increased my deca would allow me to gain muscle without the distraction of being horned all the time,

would i stay masculine in appearance to other men, also any side effects besides the flushes could I expect.

I don't know the answer to your questions, but what I have heard is that Deca and other anabolic steroids are supposed to be very similar to T. However, my understanding is that they are more anabolic rather than androgenic, and T is more androgenic than anabolic. This means that T could be the best steroid for androgenic purposes (maintaining maleness). And Deca could be better for building muscle.

I have heard some say they get androgenic side effects from Deca like acne, increased body hair, and others. So maybe it does have androgenic properties.

I don't know about Deca's effects on libido, but a lot of people say they get ED on it.

Plix is rather spot on, except Deca is less anabolic than testosterone. Though, if your body isn't used to the Deca, getting on some may make you grow a little. It also makes you look rather masculine, maybe even more so that testosterone, but it is less androgenic feeling and does cause ED. Deca by itself will actually give off a bit of a sex drive, but you will probably have ED while on it. Something about lack of nerve stimulating effects to the penis. If you wanted to lose your sex drive, yet stay on some male hormones, Equipoise will do that. You are in a country where anabolic steroids are legal for personal use. I would get some Equipoise and use that by itself. When I was using Equipoise by itself, I would scream if my girlfriend so much as touched me. No sex drive. Equipoise will also make you look vascular and makes you very strong. It is very mild, health wise, so no worries there. And if you use at least 200-300mg/wk, you should gain a little muscle, maybe 7 or so pounds over the next few months. Newcomers can gain off of Equipoise. The gains will be high quality and no bloat involved. But keep in mind, Equipoise is not very androgenic, so you will feel almost a bit wimpy while using it by itself. Primobolan will also maintain muscle, and maybe even build some, without the sex drive, as it is hormonally weak like Equipoise is. Though, Primobolan doesn't have the strength and vascularity inducing effects like Equipoise.