Hash (imported) wrote: Mon Apr 04, 2011 2:29 am
nullorchis,
I'd really encourage you to wait another week to see what things look like and feel like after this last round of injections. See what changes occur. Are you experiencing the effects of castration? Do you have any erections? Are you feeling sexual in any way? Any shrinkage? Hot flashes? etc.
Overkill might not be a good thing, that pure proof alcohol is gonna go somewhere and it might damage other organs. Be safe.
Hash
I did not see your message, and did not wait. But fear not.
I injected another 2.5cc into each one last night.
The right one is now over four inches in length and 2.5 inches wide.
Maybe that is normal for some guys, but that is almost twice its normal size.
The left one is about half that size.
They are very tough and stretch to accommodate the fluid.
It also seems that the alcohol is just staying inside and not leaving, at least not leaving quickly.
I will now wait a week to see what happens.
Thankfully there is absolutely no pain, no discomfort and I awoke this morning alive and well with no negative side effects.
When I removed the needle there must have been a little leakage out of each ball into the scrotum in the instant before I applied pressure to the ball at the injection site. I massaged each one for a couple of minutes, released the pressure and all was well.
Regarding erections etc.
For awhile I had stopped getting night time erections and had no interest in sex, or day time sexual activity.
Then last week I started getting night time erections again.
Very large and very hard.
Once, in the middle of the night, I thought, OK, here it is, do something about it, so I attempted to beat off. Even though my cock was rock hard, I felt no sexual arousal, my hand and arm got tired, and I gave up.
As I have mentioned previously I am applying TRT so that I don't suffer consequences of low testosterone. Apparently, as judged by the night time erections, I need to reduce the amount of TRT, but I am going to continue with the full prescribed dose until I have a lab test done next month. Once I know my T level with a full dose I can cut the dose accordingly to a maintenance (non-erection) level. It is interesting that even though I am getting night time erections again, I don't get sexually aroused or have a craving for sexual activity and have been unable to achieve ejaculation.
About the only thing that gets me slightly aroused is the thought of finally having my balls removed. I went through a stage where I lost interest in having them removed. That phase is over; I still want them removed. It has been my lifelong interest and I sure hope I can achieve my goal some day.
So far, I have not seen any posting from anyone who has injected so much that their balls exploded. Of course I do not want to be the first. But I must add that the outer membrane of each ball seems to be very tough and apparently very resilient. So far the injected fluid just seems to stay inside and is hopefully doing what it is suppose to do; destroying the inner contents of each testicle, the leydig cells. It would be an interesting experiment to conduct, post mortem; how much fluid can be injected into a testicle before it ruptures? We really don't know the answer to that question do we? If anyone gets castrated perhaps they can request to have that experiment done so that we will have an answer.
Just so I am not taken for a fake, I took a photo to prove the size of my right nut, but don't know where to post it. I guess I should have taken before and after photos, or maybe a video of doing the injections, but did not think of that. Maybe next time. So far, so good. And as always I must say in closing, do not do what I am doing. I am only sharing my experience, not enticing or encouraging anyone to do the same.
Right now I must admit it is very interesting having very large, dead and numb balls swinging between my legs. This only peaks my desire to ultimately have them removed and even replaced with large heavy falsies. While this may not be what you or others want, and even if it seems over the top to you, it's my body, and it is of great interest to me. Seems less drastic than having my penis cut off, which is of no interest to me at all.