Ethyl Alcohol Teste Injection

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Dear All,

Sunday Feb 27th 3am, I finally put my 5th injection only on the left one. Same procedure as the last one on the right.

I went in with the needle, injected and withdraw the needle very slowly.

However the pain was very intense right after withdrawing the needle, again

, I almost fainted due to the pain. It took me some 4 min to recover from the darken vision. I tried with all my might to remain conscious as I had not the energy to go to the bed to lay down and did not want to fall in the cold bad

room. The intense pain subsided after some 7 min.

Something very weird has happened. For the last 6 days, I`m getting hard-ons again. I have a hard time to explain it.

My libido was almost null right after the first injection. The 1st thru the 3th were almost weekly. The 4th was after about a 12 days. The 5th on right after 14 days and on the left after 25 days.

I`m still using estrogen patches same as before. It is very strange. My testes are not too small but I like to think that is mostly skin together with the hard balls that formed due to the alcohol injections.

However I still get easily cold may be not as much as I was for 4 weeks, may be because I am getting use to feel so cold easily or ....

Could it be that somehow my body is getting some testosterone from somewhere else besides my testes, or that they are regenerating or whatever is left of them is becoming more efficient in producing testosterone.

I was a bit depressed, so much pain so much troubles and testosterone seems to be climbing back in my body?

I had headaches a few days also. Could be of the frustration of seeing and feeling my dick hard, kind of a bitter sweet feeling of "well I guess my male parts are tough and efficient" and at the same time feeling very frustrated and angry that it means my reaching femininity will be harder than what I had already thought. I was pretty happy of the freeing myself of the testosterone w/o having to take testosterone blockers.

aw.. I feel like crying now... and I can still feel some pain on the le

ft one from the last injection (sob)

With love to all,

<3

If your testicles are hard, you need to wait until there are soft as injecting them will not cause any more damage it will just cause pain. AS for the hard-ons, there are other sources of Testosterone and there kicking in, but it should stop. Also the balance of Testosterone and Estrogen can cause hard-ons.

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[unencumbered (imported)]

i tapped the bottle's edge with syringe on refill for the other side and there was some resistance in getting it into the testie, I will be getting larger syringes, increasing dose to 1ml each-Sara

I never reused syringes and mine were 31ga @ 1cc and 12.5mm (1/2-inch).

[KimiRhoze (imported)]

Be careful upping the ammount, injecting too much can cause crippling pain! I did it once and couldn't walk for a couple hours, also, someone else injected enough to cause the testicle to start to rupture and ended up in the hospital. After 8 injections I wouldn't think you'd be able to get 1ml in. Inject slowly and listen to your body, don't try to force in set ammounts. My left testicle went from a couple injections of 1cc and then started to taper down by .1-.2 cc ea until it became firm and could only take .1 cc before I concluded that it was "dead". It still aches if squeezed but sits high in the sac and remains firm. The right one has tapered to about .5cc at it's last dose, with any luck it'll throw in the towel soon.

[nullorchis (imported)]

Fractions of a cc seem small to me. Are we using the same measuring method? My sixth, and final, injection this week, was 3cc, a full plunger worth. Yes they did expand and were quite large for the first couple of days. There was a minor burning sensation for the first day, but nothing like pain. Perhaps it depends on the initial testicle size and composition. I started with 1cc first 2 times, then 1.5, then 2, then 2.5 and finally 3. Not recommended.

Anyway, I am done with injections. Following my last T test, which just came back, my T level is at 46. Along with test result Dr. prescribed TRT, again. He prescribed it last year when I dropped to under 150, or was it 190, I forget; I used it for awhile, but it was interfering with my experiments to eliminate T. I made up excuses for not using it; holidays, travel, cost, stinky, sticky, etc. I will reluctantly use it again just to find out what my T level will be using the prescribed dose; 5gm 1% daily. I will have to do this for 90 days in order to get good baseline number and make Dr. happy. Well he may not be totally happy. He wants me to see a urologist also. I'm not ready for that so that will have to be something that I just don't get around to just yet.

From what I experience physically from using the T gel I can then decide if I need to cut the dose, and experiment with that. Goal has always been to have T level low enough to be sexually deficient, but not too low to create new health problems. Imagine that; how many guys do you know who want to be sexually deficient? It has taken 2 years to get to this point. Castration would have been much quicker and less problematic and less risky. Recently I have experienced again some unpleasant side effects of low T. Not as bad as when I first took a big sudden plunge in T level a couple of years ago. That was awful; this not so bad, but still not pleasant. So upping the T level just enough to minimize those is desirable.

As always I advise anyone to not engage in self-treatment to lower testosterone. While I am pleased with my results, it has been a long journey, rife with risks. I did go slowly, tried to be as careful as possible, had a few unpleasant and scary results along the way, but in the long run just got lucky as there were so many opportunities for my self-treatments to go badly and have unpleasant, dangerous, or worse, results.

[clysmaniac (imported)]

T test results back. T level is 46. That coincides with how I feel - desexualized. Now I guess it is just wait and see what happens next.

Although castration had been my primary goal since my teens, this is the next best thing. Having reached partial victory I'm not quite sure what comes next. I am no longer craving castration. What now? I won't have much more to contribute to this thread I guess, unless something changes. EATI seems to have worked for me. I still recommend others do not try it. I consider myself lucky that no serious negative consequences happened. I had good luck and it did not run out. Just because it worked for me is no reason to assume, even hope, that it will work for you. Not much else to say anymore about this. No going back now. Assuming my T level remains this low after 90 days I would then conclude that it is permanent. Then will start to add some artificial T back into my system to try and avoid permanent negative effects of too little T, but not add too much as I do not want to return to the sexual effects of T. But I guess those experiments will have to be posted on a different thread.

I'm glad that things have worked out well for you. In some ways, you have done the easy part and now are going to have the more lengthy problem of adjusting your T up to what you desire as an acceptable level. But immediately, I would suggest that you start taking at least 1200 mg of calcium with Vitamin D every day. No point in losing any bone density. I would also suggest that when you start playing with testosterone, that you use a gel like Testim or Androgel so you can control the dosage. Gels are more expensive but hopefully, you have insurance to cover most of it. I have played a bit with Andromen Forte which is your best bet if you have to pay for T out of pocket. You can get it direct from the manufacturer without a prescription here in the US. T prescriptions are more hassle than ordinary drugs because our government is looking out for us so benevolently. Listen to what your body will tell you more than being hung up on getting a certain number. Numbers are significant when going down but are less significant when going up because there is considerable variation possible simply from when you apply the gel to when you are tested. If possible, stay with a consistent routine of when you apply the gel and when they get a blood sample to minimize random variations. My doctor wanted to wait 2-3 months on each dosage for things to stabilize so it can take 6 months or a year to find a real sweet spot. And it may take some doing to convince a doctor that you WANT your T level low.

I actually enjoyed the experience of changing T dosage and then observing the effects at each level. I was amazed that it effects so much more than just my libido. My lowest reading was 44 after my lengthy series of injections but before my atrophied testes were removed. Post surgery and with added T, I've had tests at 122, 165, 704, 126 and my last was 81. I didn't like the time spent at 700+ but my doctor wanted to see absolutely if I would rather be lower. He humored me so I did it for 3 months. I don't think objectively, that I can tell the difference between 120 and 80 so that's why I say your feelings are more important than an absolute number. But I could tell the difference when I went from 120 to 165 and I know I like 81 much better than 44.

Good luck!

[nullorchis (imported)]

Thanks very much cly. Is it ok if I abbreviate your board name?

I had not thought about vitamins etc.

Dr. did prescribe gel, in a pump.

Before starting this journey all I craved, my obsession was to be castrated.

Now, with low T, this craving no longer exists.

I experienced a similar reduction on craving to be castrated when I took Siterone. I think it is interesting to note how this feeling came back as T level went up, and how it went down at T level went down.

I am going to be monitoring this during the course of artificial T.

However, if the injections ultimately due require that I be castrated for medical reasons, that works for me; I just don't have the impulsive craving for this to happen.

I will keep you posted. I will continue to monitor the alcohol injection board, but guess I won't have much else to contribute here as my "treatments" are finished and I am moving on to the next stage.

So, thanks again.

[KimiRhoze (imported)]

Yes that's fractions of a cc which is not a lot, but if I inject too much, I can't hardly walk due to the pain. I think I'm either dodging the nerves when I inject or something, because I haven't lost feeling in either testicle yet. It's dulled down a bit tho, I can apply moderate pressure to the left one and only produce a dull ache as opposed to being crippled over.

[nullorchis (imported)]

Yes that's fractions of a cc which is not a lot, but if I inject too much, I can't hardly walk due to the pain. I think I'm either dodging the nerves when I inject or something, because I haven't lost feeling in either testicle yet.

Your results do not seem to be similar to the results of others. Not sure if this is the result of needle size, how you are injecting needle, where injecting needle, sterilization, quality purity of product, testicle size, body's immune system, allergies, or what. The only advice I give anyone is to not do this (even though I did it, successfully). If this is causing you problems, by all means stop.

[KimiRhoze (imported)]

As it's often said YMMV I do believe it's working, my body is just reacting in it's own way It also bears mentioning that I've been injecting since late Dec. As long as I can still squeeze a little bit in, I'm not done killing them

I am starting to wonder about my results, I think I might be overkilling them, I suppose after this week's injection, I might schedule an appointment a couple weeks out to get bloodwork done, I kinda wanna see where I'm at and check other stuff like my cholesterol and such.

[jemagirl (imported)]

Please don't kill me for this off topic post. I couldn't resist... after noticing that Ethyl Alcohol Teste Injection has been shortened to EATI, I decided to Google the term and came up with some unexpected results....

European American Tax Institute (http://www.e-ati.com/)

References to the EATI- "European Addiction Training Institute" (people have noted EATI is slightly addictive)

And then of course there is the EATI- "Essex Agricultural & Technical Institute" Must have something to do with nuts I suppose.

I also got a page about "Car-Eating Rabbits Invade Denver Airport (http://jalopnik.com/#!5662917/car+eatin ... er-airport)" Perhaps there are also Jacob Eating Rabits, or JER for short?

I know this can't be right... Equipment and Assistive Technology Initiative (http://www.rcdrichmond.org/HelpfulInfo/EATI/EATI.php) because EATI doesn't do much for the equipment as far as I can tell.

Perhaps this site has something to do with Hijras spreading the gospel of castration via ethyl alcohol teste injection? EATI - Evangelical Action Team of India (http://www.agniministries.org/EATI.aspx ... eSupport=1)