twaddler (imported) wrote: Thu May 31, 2007 12:40 am I think it's pretty cool that if on the rare occasion I choose to masturbate that I can continue past orgasm #1 and can orgasm a couple extra times afterwards with little effort and time spent. Also I noticed when I do this my erection doesn't subside when I'm done it just lingers for a long time. Also the additional orgasms feel completely different than the primary ones -- soo different and nice.

Before puberty, I could do that too. Another reason to want castration?:)

I still have not seen an endocrinologist. I've been afraid to because I thought she was located inside the hospital. My fear of hospitals has grown large again after I had a series of x-rays done for my urologist some months ago. But I just recently found out from my psychologist that the endocrinologist my insurance covers is in fact not located in the hospital but in a private practice (he asked a couple of his other patients who see her after I mentioned my fear of hospitals a while back). So, anyways, hopefully I'll be getting a referral to the endo from my GP here soon (1st I must wait several weeks for the GP appt. and then I'm told this endo has a couple month waiting list. :/ eventually I'll get there).

I am irked that castration has not completely killed my sex drive like chemical castration did. Hopefully with the endo appt. I can figure out what's what and get this cleared up.

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I do think I need to purchase a compression shirt of some kind soon -- my tiny titties look weird on me (I got some odd looks yesterday wearing this skimpy t-shirt). But I have grown to like them. Which is nice since I've hated them since I was like 15 (and to think I thought they were noticeable before all this stuff -- eek!).

Becoming more comfortable with my body -- definitely a good thing.

Ten years later and I still have sexual desires. The difference being that they are not based on the purely physical like before castration. Now I need to like and trust the person in the body.

So since May/June I've gained about 25lbs. This is just not cool at all. I weigh 180lbs!@!!! This is the most I've ever weighed before, by far.

Anyone know where I can buy ephedrine cheap?

twaddler (imported) wrote: Fri Sep 14, 2007 9:50 pm So since May/June I've gained about 25lbs. This is just not cool at all. I weigh 180lbs!@!!! This is the most I've ever weighed before, by far.

Anyone know where I can buy ephedrine cheap?

See if you can find a local weigh loss center. They can probably cough up some phentermine to give you after checking your blood pressure and such.

I'm not talking Jenny Craig or such, just a no-name weight loss center. Thats mostly all they do is pass out phentermine.

Get ready for dry mouth, tons of energy, and a loss of appetite.

The dry mouth has led me to drink nearly 2 gallons of water a day, not necessarily a bad thing.

"phentermine"

From what I saw of online pharmacy prices on that stuff it's hella expensive (and I'm major cheapfuck fo' real).

twaddler (imported) wrote: Sat Sep 15, 2007 10:03 am "phentermine"

From what I saw of online pharmacy prices on that stuff it's hella expensive (and I'm major cheapfuck fo' real).

Yay, thats ONLINE without a doctors 'script. The local weight loss phentermine popping place charges $60 per visit. $25 for the drugs, $25 for the nurse visit, and $10 for dicking around w/ your dough.

Would a weight loss place prescribe me something like that even though I'm not overweight (supposedly 180lbs is normal for 6'4" self -- though I'm not pleased with this at all)? Everyone and their mom has told me that I'm looking so much better, that I look very healthy. lol.. and before I used to always get told that I looked gaunt way too damn skinny. heh... I liked too damn skinny. lol.. damn hormones making me gain weight for the 1st time ever. grrrr..

twaddler (imported) wrote: Sat Sep 15, 2007 3:11 pm Would a weight loss place prescribe me something like that even though I'm not overweight (supposedly 180lbs is normal for 6'4" self -- though I'm not pleased with this at all)? Everyone and their mom has told me that I'm looking so much better, that I look very healthy. lol.. and before I used to always get told that I looked gaunt way too damn skinny. heh... I liked too damn skinny. lol.. damn hormones making me gain weight for the 1st time ever. grrrr..

I suppose that'd be up to the weight loss center. I know the one around here that I goto have a few women that you wouldn't know were there had they turned sideways... supposedly they're getting the drugs.

Oooh good. I really need to find someone to enable my anorexia.