KeeperOTF (imported) wrote: Fri Mar 07, 2014 1:11 pm So it's been 3 days and I was a bit horny so I masturbated, I'm not sure but there is still sperms and there wasn't any blood at all. Does that mean that my testicles are still alive?

Is that even normal? Can't believe they can still perform after the pain I put them through this said. It's safe to say the load was definitely smaller then what it was back then.

How can you tell there are "still sperms"? It is a common misconception but even without testicles your ejaculate will still be milky white colored. For example, guys who have vasectomy for birth control still have white cum. The white color of cum is NOT the sperm, despite popular belief. Unless you used a microscope there is no way to tell if there are sperm or not.

SplitDik (imported) wrote: Fri Mar 07, 2014 11:26 pm How can you tell there are "still sperms"? It is a common misconception but even without testicles your ejaculate will still be milky white colored. For example, guys who have vasectomy for birth control still have white cum. The white color of cum is NOT the sperm, despite popular belief. Unless you used a microscope there is no way to tell if there are sperm or not.

Hello

I think that your fertility will gradually decrease but sperms will be produced for some period. Your testicles are probably still a functional as a reproductive glands. As I read a previous post on this topic it needs time to damage them enough that they will stop produce sperm and testosterone. I had one testicle removed and vasectomy performed on another. 9 days after my vasectomy and castration I ordered a test of my semen and it did not show any sperms (my normal sperm was 15mln/ml). I had to ejaculate 13 times to remove all sperms from my system. One out of my objective was to became sterile as quickly as possible and before my surgery and taking a sample for sperm test. I’m sure that you will have to wait much longer than I to became sterile , but be patient, you are on good way to reach your target.

All the best

Ryby

I was wrong about my erection abilities. It's easy to get a partial, but it's still semi soft. It's VERY hard to get a fullly erect one, and it's almost never when I want it.

My girlfriend tries pleasing me, it's generally a no go. I know she wants it to be hard, so I feel bad. She feels bad that she can't get me hard. I warned her beforehand (early when we started dating) of dysfunction, but blamed hormones (I won't tell her I injected my balls with calcium chloride. It might be the only secret I have these days)

I please her, it's a go (sometimes).

4 days until my hormone test. It will be 2

dodo1943 (imported) wrote: Thu Jun 13, 2013 9:49 am months since my first injection

and a little less than a month since my 2nd injection. So based on the research that's been linked to this forum, my T should be pretty low, possibly at or near castrate levels, but I highly doubt it's THAT low. My sperm has been dead for a loonnggg time from anti androgens and now the injections.

Here are the reasons why I know that my T levels aren't at castrate level:

I cum more than I was when I was on anti androgens but not nearly as much as when my T was natural levels.

My skin is more oily and I'm getting some pimples.

Here are the reasons why I know that my T levels aren't at my natural level:

My body odor hasn't gone back, my skin is still soft, I'm not getting horny, my nipples are more sensitive than they were and seem to be growing still.

About a year ago, I injected my left testicle with a batch of calcium chloride I made with a pickling agent I found in a store. It said it was pure CaCl2, but I'm a bit skeptical. It swelled the testicle nicely, and it's now small but somewhat sensitive and soft, so I'm not quite sure if it's dead.

However, a good 3-inch by 1.5-inch patch of skin on the front of the scrotum basically died and formed a nasty eschar. It eventually healed up, but the testicle is now permanently stuck to the skin.

Some time after that, I determined that I injected it incorrectly. So I diluted the max-strength CaCl2 to half strength and tried it on the right nut with a smaller dose. Which then proceeded to cause dead skin, a less-nasty eschar, and a ball stuck to my scrotum. Unfortunately, that testicle eventually bounced back to (seemingly) full strength.

So I'm scared of CaCl2. I either miscalculated what full-strength CaCl2 in water is or the pickling agent contained some unlisted ingredients. After that, I went back on the Androcur. But I ran out and decided that I want them dead...

Last night, I mixed up some ~20% table salt (NaCl) water and injected 1 ml into the right testicle. The injection was typical in terms of pain, and it left me with a kicked-in-the-balls pain for 15 or 30 minutes; way easier to handle than CaCl2. It swelled up a bit and felt soft. About 20 hourse later, it's about 50% bigger than normal and painless. Oh, and my skin isn't falling off. There have been a couple of studies showing that NaCl is effective for castrating mice, but only a couple folks saying they've castrated themselves with it on Tribe. If NaCl works, and I sure hope it does, it might be the preferred mechanism for self-castration. Alcohol takes forever and isn't exactly painless, and CaCl2 is quite painful and, in my experience, somewhat dangerous. Depending on the mechanism of how it kills testes, NaCl might be similarly effective.

I'll keep everyone updated. If anyone knows about NaCl injections as a means of castration, I'd love to hear more!

I think the adverse reaction you got on your scrotum was as a result of leakage from your testicle. Some of the guys who have injected have reported this phenomenon, mostly when they have injected too much solution and it has leaked out of the testicle. I have injected both testicles twice without having this happen to me and I have damaged them to the extent that they are being surgically removed next week. Have you studied this thread from beginning to current. I did before I made my final decision and I am glad that I did as I learned from the mistakes of others.

Good luck with the NaCl.

micdavi24 (imported) wrote: Sat Mar 08, 2014 11:24 pm I think the adverse reaction you got on your scrotum was as a result of leakage from your testicle. Some of the guys who have injected have reported this phenomenon, mostly when they have injected too much solution and it has leaked out of the testicle. I have injected both testicles twice without having this happen to me and I have damaged them to the extent that they are being surgically removed next week. Have you studied this thread from beginning to current. I did before I made my final decision and I am glad that I did as I learned from the mistakes of others.

Good luck with the NaCl.

I was extra careful the second time around. I injected from the bottom of the scrotum, and the damage was on the front, so I don't think that was the problem. It's a possibility, but I think it was probably something else.

The NaCl-injected testicle has swollen up a bit more; it's at least close to as big as the CaCl2 made it, and aside from being a tiny bit of soreness when squeezed, there's zero pain. If the swelling is what kills the testicle, NaCl should work fine. If it's damage from dehydration, it'll likely work as well. I'm cautiously optimistic that NaCl can be as effective as CaCl2. It's certainly less unpleasant!

So how have things responded since hour last CaCL injections?

I just got my blood drawn for my hormone levels (I think they're testing a few other things as well). It's 4 days shy of a month for my 2nd injection and 3 days shy of 2 months for my 1st injection. So about 60 days have passed since my injection.

Because I did 2 (and most of you only want to do 1), if I have a male range of testosterone, I will determine that it is ineffective, and that 1 is even less effective.

The studies of cats showed results at day 60 and somewhere else said 45 days was enough. Regardless, I'm at the point where if they're going to be dead, they'd be dead, or mostly. If there is any more damage being done, it will be very little compared to what has happened and won't be significant.

I plugged the data from the cat trials into my calculator and determined that it appears that a exponential fit is more accurate than a linear one. So most of the damage is done early and as time progresses, less damage will occur in the same time frame. (aka in the first 10 days, more reduction in T will occur than days 30-40).

I'll update you when I get the results back and then i'll probably stop posting. I highly doubt I will inject a third time if the 2 I've already done were ineffective/ only slightly effective. I suppose I'm happy cutting my dose of spironolactone in half.

I went to the doctor yesterday but other than order a testosterone test he did nothing and said he didn't see anything wrong with my twins but they ache almost constantly, not bad, just enough to let me know I severely damaged them and they are not happy. After the test results come back I am going to request a scan of my twins and hopefully there will be enough damage that he will refer me to a urologist to hopefully have them removed. Like you, I injected mine twice two weeks apart, the first time with 1cc of 33% calcium chloride solution mixed 3 to 1 with everclear 95% (190 proof) making it 22% into each testicle, and the second time I used dry calcium chloride (I evaporated the water out of the solution) and made 27% calcium chloride/everclear solution and injected .6cc in each testicle. Will let you know the results of the testosterone test. If they are still producing adequate testosterone, I will inject them again with a dose they will not believe! I want the bastards gone once and for all!

Well as of 17:00 yesterday, I am a fully qualified member of the nutless club. Both my testicles were surgically removed due to damage caused by the injections.