Shame and regret...but I’d do it again!

[cutnbulls2ox (imported)]

It was a calculated risk, knowing most of the boys in school could describe me naked in detail and tell every female they wanted to exactly what I looked like naked. They could have made up false sex abuse stories and described me naked in detail. Which most teachers avoid like crazy to prevent that happening to them. But luckily, I never had any problems with that in many years of teaching and coaching. The girls made a big deal about seeing my jockstrap waistband self climb above my shorts or swim trunks waistbands. That triggered lots of comments from the girls. I was surprised how much jockstraps made girls so eager to comment to me or the whole class about my wearing jockstraps every day in class. Some girls were agitated to aggressive comments just by seeing a plain jockstrap waistband showing like they always do above your waist. But nothing that I was embarrassed about. One of the women teachers asked me if us men have favorite jockstraps that fit us just right the way women have favorite bras that fit just right ? I said sure, but its mostly favorite brands of jocks and how they are built alike and how they fit us, more than one jockstrap. Lol.

[gay2girl (imported)]

Glad its useful information.

Jacking off for a semen analysis to check on how my testicles were functioning was exactly like jacking off to bank sperm. You show up at the clinic. Wait your turn in a waiting room full of men. You turn comes. You are shown to an exam room with one recliner chair, a sink, a video player and TV to watch videos to help you masturbate. You re told not to ejaculate at all for 3 to 7 days before to save up a good load of sperm for your sample load. They tell you no lube that might kill sperm and to ask for safe lube from the lab that won t screw up your semen analysis or kill your sperm. The lube they give you is cold and watery slime stuff, clear and it dries fast in friction. The videos are so tame they are useless. But you can bring your own videos or printed porn to help you shoot.

You get as much time as you need. There s an intercom if you need lube or have any questions. You are instructed to catch your entire ejaculate in the sample cup or jar to not miss any sperm or parts of your load for testing. After you shoot, you call on the intercom and a lab tech comes to the door to pick up your jar after you are dressed. Everyone is very professional, quiet, and not joking or asking any questions, just all science, no giggles or smirks or anything personal.

wow, talk about a mood killer?

[gay2girl (imported)]

Cutnbulls2ox Thanks once more, you're are a wise man.

True, here about 15% of men are circumcised. Women here aren't as used as American women to deal with circumcised penis, so to them I look like a freak. The warmth of a human being next to me is way more important than sex but sex is the key to get close to someone.

Basically 1 in 5 so that's not that strange. I am circumcised and it's normal here.

[gay2girl (imported)]

Hi, castrated Aug 2015 and no regrets. At the time I was a femininized androgyne male with no plans to get cut.

I became a eunuch after tearing and twisting my ball cords in a climbing accident. Nearly 3 years on I am a lot

more feminine and perfectly OK about my eunuch status. The only difficult period for me was the first year post

castration. To start with I was embarrassed about not having any testicles and I had to go through a period

of adjustment before I was au fait with it. Now I feel that being neutered has advantages, it helped me transition

to tgirl and was my ticket into the fascinating world of transgenders, MtFs and eunuchs. Justine x

It's so cool things worked out well for you like this! When you have no balls, it's easier and i think society accepts it more if you are tg or ts.

[cutnbulls2ox (imported)]

wow, talk about a mood killer?

You got that right lol ! Its not the stuff of jack off fantasies of being paid to be a sperm donor that I had growing up. You end up in an exam room with people walking by and talking and me trying not to make noises that make it obvious I m jacking off on the other side of the hallway door in my exam room. Its tougher than you d think !

Worst was trying to stroke out a sperm sample right after my testicular torsions had damaged my balls so much that both quit working for months. It took me a solid 2 and a half hours of jacking off in the clinic to get my dick and hurt balls to shoot at all. So embarrassing with the clinic staff and whole waiting room full of men probably wondering if I d died trying and me holding up the day s line of men who were scheduled to use that same room after me to jack off their sperm samples.

I took so humiliatingly long to shoot my load, the whole waiting room was all different men by the time I handed over my sperm sample. The staff had sad looks on their faces when I finally came out after 150 minutes of stroking my dick, like I was a lost cause in trying to provide a sample to prove my balls still worked and me trying to hold off getting castrated.

But amazingly my broken nuts pumped out tons of sperm in spite of everything and proved my balls still worked making lots of sperm, even if my testosterone production sucked !