any news from antoniafrancesca, he had accidently injected into his blood vessel, he had said that they were black and felt like bruises or I dont know, Im kind of scared to have the same thing happening to me.

I got everything cacl2, 23g(too big?) 1cm needles and I'll be doing a 0.4ml 33% cacl2 shot in both of my testicle.

where should I put the needle, I cant seem to know where my vains are and I always been unlucky at life, Im pretty sure If I do it blindly it's gonna happen. I'm so close to freedom, somehow I feel like something is going to fuck me up. I have waited so long for this, may just for once Life chill with me and leave me alone.

any tips are welcome I have bought some pain killer aswell. I have a choral class for 3 hours but after this I'll do the needle shot and have the whole weekend to recover.

Be extremely cautious about taking percocet along with alcohol, the combination depresses breathing and the effects can happen without you being aware of it. --FLO--

KeeperOTF (imported) wrote: Sat Feb 08, 2014 9:55 am I got everything cacl2, 23g(too big?) 1cm needles and I'll be doing a 0.4ml 33% cacl2 shot in both of my testicle.

Why .4cc? Just curious. The lowest anyone here has done is .5 I think.

Update for me. My balls are small but not as small as they were before. They look as small as they used to be. The sack is closer to my body. Certain places on each of them are hard, others feel normal, and others are in between. They've changed shape a bit and aren't oval going around. This change in shape is probably what makes them look smaller, as they can be more flat against my body. I'll probably wait another week before I inject again. 1cc just like the first. I'm impatient and frankly, i'm bit risky (But we all are, that's why we're here).

yeah but it's 33% instead of 20%, also I don't have alcohol because it's too expensive, also my testicle are quite small it feels like more then 0.5 cc would just burst them.

I'll be doing the injection in an hour or so just letting my pain killer do effect before the pain even start.

9:16 PM and am in a lot of pain, about 8 of 10 on pain scale. Testicles are swollen to maybe 3 times normal size and extremely tender, hard to sit for more than a minute or two, can not walk more than a few steps without incredible pain. According to threads, will probably be worse tomorrow. Just took two more percosets and drank two more everclear and orange uice drinks (2 shots each....very strong) so hope I can get some sleep tonight, very little sleep last night.

9:16 pm

Stacy4u2 (imported) wrote: Sat Feb 08, 2014 7:20 pm and am in a lot of pain, about 8 of 10 on pain scale. Testicles are swollen to maybe 3 times normal size and extremely tender, hard to sit for more than a minute or two, can not walk more than a few steps without incredible pain. According to threads, will probably be worse tomorrow. Just took two more percosets and drank two more everclear and orange uice drinks (2 shots each....very strong) so hope i can get some sleep tonight, very little sleep last night.

dont mix percoset with alcohol. It has a high probability to cause death if you take enough.

5:30 AM Slept for maybe two hours last night until I rolled over and squeezed my swollen testicles between my legs. Instantly awake and in horrible pain which fortunately calmed down a little (very little) within a few minutes. Testicles are severely swollen and feel like a heavy sack between my legs when I stand and pulling on the cords. I took two Tylenol 3 (Tylenol with codeine) and the pain relented some, still there but bearable. Temperature is 100.3 degrees but feel great except for the pain in my testicles and abdomen and back. Hopefully, by tomorrow some of the swelling may begin to go down. I hope this works and gets rid of the testosterone for me and my testicles get smaller so wearing panties will be more comfortable and natural looking. I knew from the threads there would be pain but when I rolled over on them, the only pain I have ever had worse in my life was when I tore the cartelege in my knee. I forced myself to eat a sausage egg and cheese biscuit this morning, did not eat at all yesterday because I felt nausous but I did drink alot of water and coffee, was and am very thirsty.

It is now 7:14 AM. I am very troubled by the fact that my right testicle is much much more swollen and painful than my left. To begin with, I have had several hydroceles on my right testicle over the years and it was quite a bit bigger than the left side to begin with. When I was younger, they were pretty much the same size or close to the same size. If anything, I think over the years the left side has gotten smaller on it's own while the left side got much bigger. I just took two more Tylenol 3 caplets because the pain is still very significant. Am supposed to work today but can not so called in sick. Hope this pain is much more bearable soon. The injection points are still black and blue spots but are a little lighter and more spread out. Can lightly touch the left side but to painful to even touch the right side, also significant pain in back and abdomen. Does anyone know if this is a normal reaction? Any information would be greatly appreciated.

Hi

I am looking to inject with either alcohol or cacl . In uk strong alcohol as recommended is not easy to find. If I get a strong vodka and freeze it am I going to get a stronger alcohol or should I distil it?

If I mix solid cacl with alcohol should it be by weight or volume?

Please ignore the freezing idea I realise it wont work (think first write second)