I posted a link to a very detailed drawing in post #432 (

Hash (imported) wrote: Tue Nov 10, 2009 8:40 am http://www.eunuch.org/vbulletin/show

post.php?p=165933&postcount=432) that illustrates the interior anatomy of the testicles

Caith721 (imported) wrote: Sun Nov 21, 2010 6:43 am very clearly. Here it is, again:

Medscape Image (http://img.medscape.com/p

i/emed/ckb/urology/435575-1350947-436154-1790155.jpg)

Well while the website was down earlier, I went to do another round of injections, I was able to get the right one to take 1cc, but I couldn't even get the needle into the left one, I tried poking in 4 different spots 2 in the general area where I normally inject (I've had the best luck getting the left one from upper-mid scrotum while holding the testicle sideways, seems the scrotal skin is thinner towards the top.), 1 holding the testicle straight ahead and approaching from the front side lower middle of the testicle, and the last coming from the left side, overall the testicle is quite firm and not easy to push the needle into and it felt like I was hitting the epi, even though I had the epi isolated between fingertips during all 4 attempts. I think the left one is on it's way to total shutdown, if not, I've got some smaller gauge needles on the way, should be here early next week, I'm going to skip the left one for this week, and see if I can use the smaller needles next week, otherwise... One down one to go Bet my scrotum thinks it's a pin cushion at this point

Help! Recently "saywhat" suggested that I purchase a pair of vice grips to help break up scar tissue and I'd like to hear from others if you had the same problem I'm having (can not inject any "juice" in either testicle") and you had to break the scar tissue to inject your testicles.

The good news both testicles are staying small and the left one has moved upward somewhat. Buck

Well today I managed to get the needle into the left testi, I went a bit far on the amount, at .5cc it started aching, but I ended up pushing to .7 and paid for it with the pain after. That'll learn me to push it.

Edit:

Wow that really kicked my butt on that one, no more pushing to get extra in... I had to delay an appointment to look at a new apartment 2 hours because I could barely walk, and even then, I was sore during the walkaround. On the plus side, I liked the place enough that I wrote a check on the spot

Tho I guess it does warrant saying that once you make a mistake like that, You'll never make the same mistake twice

KimiRhoze (imported) wrote: Wed Jan 19, 2011 8:19 am Well today I managed to get the needle into the left testi, I went a bit far on the amount, at .5cc it started aching, but I ended up pushing to .7 and paid for it with the pain after. That'll learn me to push it.

Edit:

Wow that really kicked my butt on that one, no more pushing to get extra in... I had to delay an appointment to look at a new apartment 2 hours because I could barely walk, and even then, I was sore during the walkaround. On the plus side, I liked the place enough that I wrote a check on the spot

Were you sore because you injected to soon since last time or because they're to small and you're trying to get to much in?

Now it is a long time i wrote last time...

There were some major changes in my life since.

Last time i wrote, i was in Hospital. After two weeks of medical treatment and tests they decided to remove my left testicle.

Meanwihle the operation they did a biopsy of my right testicle and removed it.

Short time after the removal, i was still dizzy from the anesthesisa i had the first talk to a psychologist. He infomed me that they have recognized that I´ve done something to manipulate my testicles. He informed me that They`ve removed both testicles and that I`ve to go to a Psychatric-Clinic after my recovery time.

I`d harmed myself and to prevent any further suicidal behavior a judge decides to send me 4 weeks into the hospital. I tried to do something against my sentence but my lawyer told me that he can`t do anyithing against it....

So I`d to spend my time there...

And now i can say it was the best thing that happend to me so far.

The first two weeks I wasn`t allowed to see my familie ore just ring up someone.

Every day I had long discussions with professionals and at the start with a group of suizidals... I told them the trouth and they belived me that I´ve never wanted to kill me. I told them that i always in my life had the dream to be born as a girl.

The next group i entered was a group of transgenderd. I cried alot in this time. And the group gave me allot of power and hope for a better times in future. I started to get some mild female hormones. I started to feel better...

But I`m realistic... I decided not to live as a female full time..... I`m very tall and have strong male caracteristics.

Now I´ve the officilal dignosis of a gender-disorder... My wife likes my changes and is supportive with me... My familie had run my buisness.

I can`t achive any errection now... But it doesn`t bother me anymore! Sexually i can concentrate on my lovely wife and i feel her passion as it was mine. I love the calm feeling and I´m glad about the fact not to think about sex all the times.

I`ve a mild gynaecomastia now an i think/ hope they will gro a little bit...

I`m satisfied with my life now. I still live as a man. But gave my femenin side more space to grow. I look forward to live my life as a feminine castrated man.

Thnx!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dear Community I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Please excuse my poor english... I hope you`ll understand what I´m trying to say

As far as time goes, I actually had delayed injecting it on the previous attempt because I could not get a good spot to inject, I belive that the pain was caused by pushing extra in. I'm feeling a lot better now, tho it is still tender to the touch

Timingwise I prolly won't do another injection for a couple weeks while I'm moving to my new place

Abrax97 (imported) wrote: Wed Jan 19, 2011 5:45 pm Now it is a long time i wrote last time...

I was sorry to read about your ordeal. I wish you the best with your healing and hope that things go well with you from now on.

Abrax97 (imported) wrote: Wed Jan 19, 2011 5:45 pm Now it is a long time i wrote last time...

There were some major changes in my life since.

... (snip)

they have recognized that I´ve done something to manipulate my testicles. He informed me that They`ve removed both testicles and that I've to go to a Psychatric-Clinic after my recovery time.

I`d harmed myself and to prevent any further suicidal behavior a judge decides to send me 4 weeks into the hospital.

... (snip)

I hope you`ll understand what I´m trying to say

Glad to hear things went that well. I mean that in the best possible way. Glad to hear you understand what you want to do and what will make you happy. Glad to hear you still have a family and a business.

For those of you who MUST do something, those who can't take it anymore, those who don't want those things anymore, etc...

Put your efforts into finding a good therapist or counselor before you do anything drastic. Find other people in your situation or people who have been through it. Take some time to understand what you want to be.