daifu-orchid (imported) wrote: Fri Jan 10, 2014 6:22 am One might think that the surgical removal of an ovary might be ethically similar to a doc as a testicle?

In practice, it is vastly different. Anyone know why?

If we had the answer, we could have more productive conversations with the doc?

-And for goodness sake, it isn't even his testicle!

I recon the reason is because most urologists are male and to most men, their masculinity is wrapped up in their testicles. I got too hasty and injected both of mine again 2weeks after the first injection, big mistake, as they swelled up like crazy, the left one to about 5 times its previous size and the right one to about 3 times its previous size. Pain was not a factor for me as I am on medication for testicular pain and this kept the probable pain away. I decided to go to my local emergency room on Saturday afternoon and they passed me from one doc to the next and finally to a surgical resident who was pretty worried about the state of affairs. I explained my history with testicular pain to him and told him outright that I wanted mine removed to give me relief from the constant pain and also from the current situation which I explained had happened 2 weeks before (with the original injection). The guy did a double take and nearly swallowed his tonsils when I told him I wanted them removed. I was pumped full some pretty heavy IV antibiotics and told to come and see the urologist who was supposed to be on duty on Sunday morning. I went back then and unfortunately he wasn't there, so I was given a 2 week course of antibiotics and an appointment was made for me for the urologist in 2 weeks. I will go and see him then and see what he has to say and if not successful

micdavi24 (imported) wrote: Thu Dec 26, 2013 6:59 pm , I will make an appointment with the

female urologist that I have a referral to from my GP.

jesaispas (imported) wrote: Fri Jan 10, 2014 1:36 am

magickitty (imported) wrote: Thu Jan 09, 2014 6:27 pm "Do no harm" if one looks/ might be savable, he shouldn't destroy it. It's not what you want, but as a medical professional, it's the "right call" in his point of view. I think you just need to make sure you kill the remaining ball, as an atrophied testicle is a canc

er *risk* and could be removed for that reason.

As frustrating as it is to people obsessed with getting castration or other nullifications or amputations, you can't blame the doctors for resisting it. Frankly, our obsession is a type of psychological disorder. If you've ever frequented other castration discussion sites, I have to say that most people there are probably fully mentally ill -- many can't even carry a proper conversation, can't explain their desire, and have it wrapped up in pretty "sick" fetish mentality.

We all know that the obsession often results in the need for actual completion, but you can't expect medical community to particularly support it. Best bet is to damage them such that it becomes medically necessary.

Seems like the "might be cancer" route is working for some. If the doctor will only remove one, just continue to damage the remaining one and maybe see a different doctor to progress the rest of the way.

Good luck and stay safe!

Hi again, like i said in my last post, i have repeated an injection of 0.8 cc of calcium chloride + ethyl alcohol in the left testicle, because i failed my injection two months ago. This time i haven't feel pain, no inserting the needle and no injecting the liquid, perhaps a little discomfort when it was full, but no pain, thanks to God.

One hour and half later, i mean right now, i don't feel pain still, so i am prepared mentally to suffer some hours like the last time. Well, two minutes later of my last sentence (xD) i am feeling a raising pain, so it's starting the trip.

Tomorrow i'll write how i am, good luck folks.

Regards.

Ok, i did my injection yesterday at 3:00 pm and now are 8:12 am and i want to describe my feelings. Yesterday in the afternoon, the pain

was in the scale from 1 to 10, only 5 or so, and it last a pair of hours or less, so i thinked the quantity of injected was low or perhaps in the first injection two monhs ago, i destroyed some nerves of the testicle and this would explain

the low pain.

But no, the pain has retarded to the night, so i have had bad dreams with a pain belong cramps in the left

side of my stomach, perhaps a 7 in the scale. Right now it's hurting in that value, i am in bed yet waiting

to calm down the annoying pain. But i am ok, i checked my temperature and is normal, so i am happy awaiting

the results

P.d: i am sorry for the jumped lines, i have written from my tablet.

P.d: Since 11 am i am better, the cramps are light and more acceptable than before. It is extrain to see the diference in size between both testes, like compare the Earth with Jupiter hehehe.

I got my calcium chloride in the mail today and my syringes/needles are also arriving later today. I have prescription painkillers (enough for 3 injections. I'm assuming i'll take one right before I inject and if the intense pain is still there when it wears off, I will take another) I will be injecting tonight The excitement! I'll update you all on how it goes.

I'm on spironolactone, so I already have very low testosterone, but I will run out in a little over a month (and i'm not buying more) so I will be able to tell if the symptoms of increasing T are present. I'm also well aware of the symptoms of decreasing T, so if it takes longer for testosterone to decrease, I will know about how long it takes (for me, at least).

I did an everclear injection 1.5 years ago. The intense pain had me laying in bed and scared me away from doing more injections. I hope to avoid that, this time.

KeeperOTF (imported) wrote: Sat Jan 11, 2014 6:42 pm Could anybody tell me if this alchool do the same job as ethanol?

http://www.amazon.com/Bottle-Isopropyl- ... B003EE8P8S = 14 $

http://www.amazon.com/Swan-Isopropyl-Al ... s_indust_2 = 6$

And ethanol 99% = 24$

I only got a 40$ giftcard to buy cacl2 + needles + alcohol

Also is internet the only way to go to get needle?

thx

NO any thing other than ethanol is poison! You must use drinking alcohol which is ethanol. Any thing else will make you sick or kill you like bad moonshine.

Thx for all your replies, It seems that I almost bought the wrong items.

Ethyl alcohol is 100$ and ethanol is 24$, I have been told they are the exact same thing but with different name. Weird isnt it.

Ok so I'll have my :

cacl2(33%)

dvdbll (imported) wrote: Thu Mar 21, 2013 7:44 am http://www.ebay.com/itm/Calcium-Chlorid ... g-4oz-/111

115757660?pt=LH_DefaultDomain_0&hash=item19df03e85c

Ethanol 95%, 5% water

http://www.amazon.com/Ethanol-190-Proof ... 91-0979331

There is only 1 thing missing and it's injection needle.

Why is it so hard to get, they say I cant get them at the pharmacy unless I have a prescription.

These needle are nowheres to be found On ebay Or amazon.

Could someone link me a website where I can get the right needle or somewhere I should go.

I couldnt find a post in this thread that give advices to how to get needles.

Is eating sugar until I am diabetic the only way?

thx

There are sites that are for diabetics. You can get needles and syringes from there. Search "diabetes needle syringe" or something simple.

I just did 1cc 30% calcium chloride into each testicle. They're already small from anti androgens, so 1cc each should be enough. I injected NO alcohol.

I took 2 percocet (5mg-325mg) but I don't know if they worked. Felt the needle going in, felt the slight pain from injection pressure. They were a little sore at first, but now, 5 min after, I can't feel it. I think the painkillers are working.

On the first testicle, I got really nervous in the middle and started sweating, got a little dizzy/ nauseous. I felt like I needed to drink water. My hand got a tiny bit shaky. I finished it, though, 1cc. On the 2nd testicle (also 1cc), I waited until I calmed down. This time there was no sweating, no dizzy, no nausea, no being nervous. There was still the pressure pain (noticed that it decreased the more I injected, which was also true for testicle 1). I pushed the needle a bit farther in when I was injecting, and then pulled it back out a little (also while injecting) so it spread the fluid out a little more throughout the testicle. I was careful to keep it in the testicle, which is hard because I have a 1.25 inch needle and each of my testicles are an inch or less (probably around .75 inches or a tad more) (depth wise at the injection site)

I was nervous right before, but now I'm happy and excited. As I'm finishing writing this, testicle 1 is a bit more sore but is maybe a 1 or 2/10.

Testicle 1 is leftie, Testicle 2 is rightie.

I'll keep you all up to date. It's 1:30am right now. I'll update when I wake up (painkillers will have worn off). That's in 6 hours.

Good done magickitty, keep us informed of your progress. My update: Yesterday i had a bad day because the pain was constantly, in the stomatch and in the testicle, i have tramadol in my home, but i don't want to take drugs if i can skip it, i bought a box of tramadol three months ago because if the pain is too hard for me i'll take one, but i can support this ( the scale i would say it was 7 of 10), constantly hurting 24 hours or so. Now the pain has desapeared, almost all. i have pain in the stomatch when i press my esfinter, is like the first injection but in the left side and lasting 10 more times.

Update: It's been 5.5 hours since the injection. I got a tiny bit of sleep (2.5 hours) while the painkiller was working. After that I woke up and i'd say 8/10 but is slowly decreasing. I'm a college student and I have class at 9 (6:50 now) so I'm saving my painkiller for that.

My sack is huge and each testicle is probably 3x its normal size. There was definitely more pain in leftie.

I realllllyyyyyyyyy hope I don't have to do this again.

A few hrs later:

It's now been 10 hours since the injection. I'm now feeling very little pain, there's an ache but it's very bearable and gets a bit worse when walking, but still bad. Hot water (from a shower) really helped the pain earlier when it was still an intense pain. I saw that advice earlier and I can confirm it.