Need Help !!!

[MaleVirgin (imported)]

I dont know when i first went to see her, she did say surgical castration is done but from the message i got from her its very rarly done esp in the uk, and thats when she put my on chemical castration (cyproterone acetate 50mg twice aday) as she as said i am a risk with my sex drive how to was, and i was masturbating in public and exposing myself, but she thought once the drunk kicked in i wouldnt be able to masturbate and cum, now i admit that from masturbating 5 or 6 times aday and every day, i am lucky if i can masturbate 2 or 3 times aweek and when i do i do struggle to keep erection and have to work hard to make myself cum, so i will admit the medication as cut the ability to masturbate right down, but im able to get an erection maybe 2 or 3 times aday and thats when the trouble starts, when i told her this thats when she put me on (prozac 60mg 1 aday) as she said it will stop the sexual urges and all being well the erection but id say ive been on them amonth of longer and

im still able to get an erection,

and thats when i have the urge to expose myself to either young girls or women or even my own mum, you know when i was first put on this medication i didnt want it as i was enjoying what i was doing sexually although it can get me in serious trouble and at first i took the meds with alcohol as it stops the drug from working, but i did tell her and i for myself have stopped drinkin altogether, as i will i do need help with the problem i have as end of the day i dont wanna end up in some jail or be classed a sex offender or worse paedophile, i am gettin alot of side effects which do scare me etc and part of me wants to stop the medications but i know if i stop and all sex drive returns the same issues will start again

exposing myself, masturbating

infront of females and cumming, although at the time i enjoy it and dont care how the other person feels, the serious side of me knows that this cant go on and although i never thought i would say this i wish my sex drive was dead, and i have mentioned to her maybe surgical castration would be a good thing but the feedback i get is try the chemical castration first see how it goes for 12minths etc, but she as said herself once done it would be for the best as im a virgin so dont know what sex with a female or male is, but yet she wont do it, so at min im lost and confused i am glad its a female thats helping me means its females i offend with when horny etc, but i guess all i can do is keep taking the meds and see how things go, and admit DEPRESSION suck while on there meds and the side effects i get are scary but i know i dont wanna end up arrested and in jail, but if im honest that doesnt mean i wanna stop getting hard, masturbating, exposing myself to females, but agree somethink needs to be done and part of me cant understand her being female why she wont have me surgicaly castrated but all i can do is do as she says....

[spankey2 (imported)]

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There are a few things that you may want to think about. One of them is switching MD'S to a private urologist. That may give you the results that you seek. Another way to get information and possibly a different outcome is to go to a Psychiatrist trained in your areas. Seems that your libido really messes with you. Those would be the best things to try first. spankey2

[Solaris (imported)]

Carl,

I know, from my own personal experience, how difficult, or even impossible, it is to be allowed a surgical castration in our country. I spent a lot of time mentally torturing myself about how I was being denied the one thing that I thought would completely turn my life around. In the end, I had to face facts, and decide to make the best of my life as it is, even though I would say that it takes a lot of courage and determination.

You have the medication that should eventually give you the peace of mind and body, that you so desperately need. You also have the other medication that is intended to take away the depression and other unpleasant thoughts and feelings, and also give you a more positive approach to your life. Until that happens, you might ask your doctor if she could give you any other ways of coping with the sexual compulsions. I do, however, think that this should be included with any counselling that you ought to be receiving, as you need an understanding person who will listen intelligently, and to whom you can talk through your anxieties, and not only for a brief while now and again.

All that you can do, for now, is to try to be patient and give your mind and body a chance to adapt to the changes resulting from the medications. Keep yourself constructively occupied, and continue to work through the problems online within the Eunuch Archive.

[lister02 (imported)]

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Being castrated is really not bad; as I said, I liked it. You know how, if you masturbate a couple of times, afterwards you feel really good - completely relaxed -and you don't feel the need to masturbate for a while. Well, if you are castrated you feel that way all of the time. When you masturbate, do you say, "No, I don't want to do this, because then I won't feel horny again for a while"? Of course you don't. What you really want is that post-ejaculation feeling of calm. Well, castration gives you that feeling, only it's a lot less work and the horniness never comes back. Think of castration as a permanent orgasm.

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I like your explanation Lee. Now if it could be done without the osteo and other health problems.

If you could keep testosterone away from just your prostrate. You could eliminate the pressure and enjoy the post-ejaculation feeling all the time.