When I read your first post in this topic I thought of you as an fantasist, even as an idiot.

I did not support, and in fact, I would still strongly disencourage castration at that young age, without a thorough chemical test drive.

Nevertheless, now I want to be one of your supporters. After having read more I think you have a very strong personality. I hope you can become an even more profound religious person.

I also hope you can be guided by people here with lots of experience. One day you will guide others finding their way of living.

Take Care,

Vesal !

thanks vesal kinda

well im excited to announce my first noticeable change as a new eunuch. i talked to jesus tunite on the phone and had just finished telling him about how i dont really feel any difference since the surgery. after we hung up i started folding clothes with the tv on. this commercial came on with these singing little puppies and they were jumping around and playing and i felt this tingling inside me, i thought why am i nervous, am i nervous? what is that, am i scared of somethi.... oh my gosh im going to cry.

just something about those puppies frolicking around and enjoying life made me really happy and i got all teary eyed. i ran to the mirror to see my first tears in years, i saw my watery eyes and had to laugh. i havent cried in over 5 years, and rarely before that, i consider myself a pretty tough/unemotional guy.... until now i suppose. i just thought that was interesting, has anyone else had any similar changes or do i just really really want a puppy?

this is the commercial

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nNlt0D_xba4

Welcome to emotionality. One of the others here with whom I've talked said that one of his first signs of change was tearing up at a Mothers Against Drunk Driving commercial. The puppies are probably far better. You can expect to be much more strongly drawn to little critters of all sorts. Maybe you will eventually want a dog or cat.

You also mentioned to me that you seemed to have the first signs of a reduction in libido. That should be progressive and more noticeable over the next week or so. When a beautiful woman walks by and you spend your time examining and enjoying her face, you'll know that you've arrived.

this sounds like a positive change.... more sensitivity.........Is there a forum on castration for religious reasons?

randy (imported) wrote: Thu May 15, 2008 10:06 pm thanks vesal kinda

well im excited to announce my first noticeable change as a new eunuch. i talked to jesus tunite on the phone and had just finished telling him about how i dont really feel any difference since the surgery. after we hung up i started folding clothes with the tv on. this commercial came on with these singing little puppies and they were jumping around and playing and i felt this tingling inside me, i thought why am i nervous, am i nervous? what is that, am i scared of somethi.... oh my gosh im going to cry.

just something about those puppies frolicking around and enjoying life made me really happy and i got all teary eyed. i ran to the mirror to see my first tears in years, i saw my watery eyes and had to laugh. i havent cried in over 5 years, and rarely before that, i consider myself a pretty tough/unemotional guy.... until now i suppose. i just thought that was interesting, has anyone else had any similar changes or do i just really really want a puppy?

this is the commercial

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nNlt0D_xba4

Not here, there's not.

JesusA (imported) wrote: Fri May 16, 2008 5:47 am Welcome to emotionality. One of the others here with whom I've talked said that one of his first signs of change was tearing up at a Mothers Against Drunk Driving commercial. The puppies are probably far better. You can expect to be much more strongly drawn to little critters of all sorts. Maybe you will eventually want a dog or cat.

You also mentioned to me that you seemed to have the first signs of a reduction in libido. That should be progressive and more noticeable over the next week or so. When a beautiful woman walks by and you spend your time examining and enjoying her face, you'll know that you've arrived.

Or crying at ONSTAR Commercials <sigh> But its when you look at a really hot "babe" and think "Does her MOTHER know she dresses like a slut?" that you have to really wonder if this was such a good idea...

oh hi, good to see you again. sit sit sit.

well it has been 2 weeks since my surgery. everything is going swimmingly. i went back to work last monday and i faired fine. i have noticed about 5 more changes since my last post. one thing about me is that i am not a hypochondriac, if i feel a side effect it is really happening. its not just my mind tricking me into thinking i have something just because i have been reading about it.

last friday i was working alone on a roof so i spent most of the day praying. i thought i was being baptized by fire by the Holy Spirit. but then i realize no im just getting hot. ah dam im having a hot flash. i tried to convince myself that i was fine and everyone else was cold but it didnt work. it lasted about 4 minutes and i thought ah man there was nothing flashy about that. it wasnt too bad tho. i have noticed a decrease in energy, nothing major. i have wanted to talk to people more but at other times i would rather just be left alone like usual. i dont smell anymore which i thought was rad. before i could shower in the morning, and if i had the house to myself, and didnt wear deodorant i could be a stinky boy again within an hour.

some other changes that have outside factors are my weight gain and lowered sex drive. i have noticed some weight gain and redistribution of weight but i have been eating more just because i was on vacation and got off my diet, plus im not going to the gym with the stitches in.

my sex drive is lower, i wasnt sure at first just if i wasnt jerking off because my libido was lower or because i just didnt want to touch things down there. but i dont wake up and have a yazzer for the first 20 minutes of my day anymore. so that could be a sign of lower sex drive.

so as of right now im not planning on on taking HRT, things are changing but i feel splendid.

It is good to hear that you are doing well. --FLO--

Glad to hear that you are doing so well. No sign of depression it seems. Is working on a roof will having hot flashes dangerous? Do you get dizzy?

Glad to see that so far things are going well for you.