Thank you for keeping us updated, I'll definitely read the whole thread from the beginning, and got it, I won't tell them how I lost my testicles. Still, since last week my doctor knows that I want to be castrated, it's going to be suspicious. She think Im too young and need to seek some serious help but i'll show her what I'm made of. Can't wait to see her face when I'll be back for testosterone shots.

Looking forward to my asexual life, to my freedom.

KeeperOTF (imported) wrote: Wed Jan 01, 2014 9:21 pm Thank you for keeping us updated, I'll definitely read the whole thread from the beginning, and got it, I won't tell them how I lost my testicles. Still, since last week my doctor knows that I want to be castrated, it's going to be suspicious. She think Im too young and need to seek some serious help but i'll show her what I'm made of. Can't wait to see her face when I'll be back for testosterone shots.

Looking forward to my asexual life, to my freedom.

Something you could also try especially if you have had an injury to or infection in your testicles is recurrant pain in your testicles. I suffer from this as a result of a vasectomy 15 years ago, where the dissolving stitch dissolved too fast and the incision opened up and resulted in a pretty bad intra-scrotal and testicular infection which has given rise to constant discomfort interspersed with spikes of intense pain and also infections in that area. Unfortunately despite documented proof of this condition, I have not yet been able to convince doctors here in Sydney to remove the darned things, which is why I am following this route, as once they are dead I will then be able to have them removed surgically. If your ultimate goal is surgical removal, may I suggest that from my research over the years, it may be a good idea to have your scrotum removed as a matter of comfort due to expansion and sagging in hot weather.

Hello, i have put in EApersonals, the photos of my balls when i did my injections, since the day 1 to the 15, because the maximum photos are 20. The username is the same as here. But like i said in my last post, i'll repeat the injection in the left testicle.

Regards.

I've read every post on this thread. I tried doing alcohol injections August 2012 but it was excruciating. I did it once, and then tried a second time but it hurt too much. This method/ thread wasn't up back then, so the "one time" (most likely I will do it twice) is going to be nice. I now also happen to have percocet for any pain. Today I ordered some calcium chloride from ebay and ordered some syringes/needles (which I need for hormones anyways). Depending on how long they get here, I will be doing this on the 12th or so. I'll be sure to update you.

Really? I couldnt find any cacl2 in liquid form on ebay, were you able to find one?

Tomorrow, Im buying a prepaid card to purchase online, I'm wondering after reading many posts if I really need alchool with my cacl2 shot.

Im french and Im not sure if I got it all, wouldnt it be fine to just use 0.75cc of cacl2 in each testicles?

I know it's silly but why do we need to mix it with alchool and would it be fine I bought a 40% jackdaniel from the corner store to go with?

Last thing, this shit happens once in a lifetime! I mean Im still wondering what kind of music I'll put in the background when I'll do the injection.

Some music to help me bear the pain. As Insane as it is, I'm sure there will be more pleasure then pain, I could be wrong but just the though of getting rid of my deamons once and for all seem exciting.

Im thinking of putting that song, I always felt kind of guilty by just listening to her voice but it's going to change.

I know it's crazy but I really think it's going to be painless.

lust-ocd (imported) wrote: Thu Nov 22, 2012 5:51 am http://www.youtube.com/watch?

v=I-gnjMemqdE

I dont know if it's going to work but it's sure wont hurt as much then simply listening to T.V.

I'll be able to do my homework with girls without lust or anything, holding hands was all it could mean.

KeeperOTF (imported) wrote: Sat Jan 04, 2014 9:29 pm Really? I couldnt find any cacl2 in liquid form on ebay, were you able to find one?

On eBay search for "Liquid Calcium Chloride"

I just purchased 2 oz. bottle with 30% solution from seller "pheasantfarmer", who ships to Canada.

KeeperOTF (imported) wrote: Sat Jan 04, 2014 9:29 pm Really? I couldnt find any cacl2 in liquid form on ebay, were you able to find one?

Tomorrow, Im buying a prepaid card to purchase online, I'm wondering after reading many posts if I really need alchool with my cacl2 shot.

Im french and Im not sure if I got it all, wouldnt it be fine to just use 0.75cc of cacl2 in each testicles?

I know it's silly but why do we need to mix it with alchool and would it be fine I bought a 40% jackdaniel from the corner store to go with?

Search on ebay "liquid calcium chloride". And don't use jack daniels!

KeeperOTF (imported) wrote: Sat Jan 04, 2014 9:29 pm Really? I couldnt find any cacl2 in liquid form on ebay, were you able to find one? ...

I know it's silly but why do we need to mix it with alchool and would it be fine I bought a 40% jackdaniel from the corner store to go with? ...

Hello KeeperOTF,

I used 30% food-grade liquid calcium chloride for cheesemaking. I know of two sources for Three Oaks Farms (PheasantFarmer on eBay):

http://www.ebay.com/itm/Liquid-Calcium- ... 0590017867

http://the-cheese-master.myshopify.com/ ... ese-making

When I injected 0.50ml in each testicle, I made my preparation in a sealed sterile mixing bottle, adding

r1honour (imported) wrote: Mon Sep 16, 2013 8:11 am about 1% benzyl alcohol (basically the same a

s bacteriostatic water, which is used to reconstitute dry medications for injection).

I boiled my sealed mixing bottle for 30 minutes to ensure I had a sterile solution, allowed it to cool, sterilized my hands and scrotum and injected.

Read back through my posts for added details.

I did not use ethyl alcohol. If I were to start again at this point, I may have considered adding 0.20ml of Everclear to each injection. My reading of the livestock testing seems to indicate the process of cell non-regeneration is accelerated with this approach.

In terms of adding alcohol, stay away from anything that is not as close to pure ethyl alcohol as possible. Elements that add flavor, be they added ingredients or the wood barrels used for aging, add impurities which could be problematic with injection.

Everclear is sold at 151-proof (~75% ethyl alcohol) and 190-proof (95% ethyl alcohol). Unfortunately for many forum members, it is not available in all areas.

Additionally, you should not consider ethyl alcohol that is made for lab use, as it has additives that could make you sick if you were to drink it.

Personally, I believe many others have injected far too much solution into each testicle. Read back through all the pages of this thread to gain a greater insight into some of the problems that other forum members have experienced should you choose to proceed.

Finally, please don't take ANY of the information from my postings (or anyone else's f

r1honour (imported) wrote: Sat Dec 07, 2013 8:20 am or that matter) as prescriptiv

e. This is an at-your-own-peril approach to castration.

You alone have to assume full responsibility for anything you put into your body and the methods you undertake to go about it.

R.H.

Hello everyone,

I thought I'd also post an update as to my progress (or would that be the opposite, congress, since I'm de-developing my balls?)...

At any rate, I'm about ten days shy of four months since injecting.

I'm generally doing quite well. My balls are probably less than one-fourth their original volume. They continue to shrink.

On limited occasion, I still feel very minor discomfort in my balls. There has been no further pain in my abdomen or lower back for more than a couple of months.

As mentioned previously, I'm taking a very limited dose of injected testosterone cypionate every other week. My original prescription was for 0.50ml of 200mg/ml. Currently I'm taking 0.10ml every other week.

My total testosterone was tested in late December at 128. I've discussed this in detail with my doctor, who would like me to maintain a level of at least 200 (well... ideally, she wants me in the 300-400 range). She's reluctantly comfortable to monitor me with the approach I'm taking, having discussed in depth my desire to not re-awaken any sort of libido.

Since it's been many years since I've had much of a sexual response in terms of erections, orgasisms, etc., there's absolutely nothing to report. The last time I tried, I damn near passed out from a not-worth-the-effort flaccid orgasism.

I see my doctor again in a couple of weeks for my annual physical. At that point, I will tell her there's something wrong with my testicles and ask for a referral to a urologist.

While not my original goal, I now wish to be castrated. I'm really liking the nothingness that's happening in my shorts. A very small penis, which I already have, in front of an empty sack appeals to me.

I'm feeling good about myself. My energy level is good. My activity level is good. No side effects to report from being at a castrate level.

R.H.

An important update: yesterday I had radical inguinal unilateral orchiectomy.

Three weeks after injecting my testicles with CaCl2 I went to see an urologist. he wrote me an ultrasonography along with semen analysis and blood check for tumor markers.

as my test results came back I showed them to my doctor.There were big hypoechoic masses in my both testicles (sized 21*17 mm in right one and 18*18 mm in the left one) along with calcification. and I was infertile as semen analysis indicated. My doctor was so concerned and said it's testicular cancer and that I have to have orchiectomy tomorrow morning so the cancer won't proceed. I said I prefer bilateral orchiectomy but the stupid conscientious doctor said I can't do it as my medical commitment won't let me. since there is an possibility that it is not malignant and he can fix the troubled area with the next operation. I insisted that I don't want father children and I don't need testosterone in my system but he said your opinion may change and I won't do it. I was so angry with him. so he removed my right testicle(the one with bigger tumor) and send it to pathology lab. the result will come back 6 days later and he can decide whether the left one should be removed or not.( i wish it comes back with bad news so he would remove the other one.) he operated me under local (spinal) anesthesia and one day post injury I can walk with difficulty but the pain is moderate and nothing near the pain caused by Cacl2 injection. that was terrible.

Ok guys I will keep you posted. wish me luck with the pathology result.