Sorry was a double post

Not much to report, Left testicle as before, right has shrunk back to about 1.5 times original size and still sensitive to touch.

Just coming up to Day 7. Really nothing much to report - everything very tender but size back to normal. No pain or aches. Now, it is just a matter of waiting and seeing. Erections (weak) are still possible but only by stimulating with the fingers and "erect" size much less than before. Porn of any sort has no effect.

Day 7 and all back to normal size, but still tender to the touch on right hand testicle, left one pretty much insensitive except to strong pressure. Left one shows definite hollow in the middle and right one is starting to show depression in center as well. Had a few really hard spontaneous erections during the last 2 nights, but am having really bad hot flushes. I had stopped the additional T applications 2 days before injection, to lower T levels in order to help the salts to do their job. I have a very efficient aircon in my bedroom which keeps the temp around 16°C enabling me to sleep with a light quilt on, but even this low temp did not stop the hot flushes, so this morning I have started with the T applications again.

I use a product called Axiron made by Eli Lilly in Finland. It is a 2% solution and I apply a 1.5ml dose under each armpit every day. This gives a very good delivery and keeps my T levels steady, much better than weekly injections. Those of you who are on T therapy may want to investigate this product since it gives you a very efficient way to control your levels as desired.

So far it would appear that the salts are doing their job. I will be going for an ultrasound tomorrow and will see what the outcome of this is and report back. Once the 6th rolls around, I will make an appointment with the urologist to whom I have been referred and depending on the outcome I will publish her name here to help any others here in Sydney who are seeking similar help as well.

First time I've logged on for months so thought I'd do a quick update of sorts... did two ccl injections in August about a week apart... both testicles have shrunk and now seem to hug the roof of my scrotum, they also ache slightly in a pleasantish sort of way at times. Balls are hard and aren't very sensitive to being squeezed. As I inject test ethenate every week or so on a very low dose I can't confirm whether natural test production has stopped completely or not, but damage has been done for sure. In the new year I intend to stop these injections to see if libido declines further and erections stop. I shall also insert needles into them to see if I feel anything... and will post another update....

In the meantime Happy New Year!

Well, I had the ultrasound today and just come from picking up the results. A few interesting things, the right testicle is now about a 1/3 smaller than it was back in April and there is a section in the lower testicle that shows some changes that bear investigating, Blood-flow to both is normal and both have substantive cysts on them, 1 on the right and 2 on the left, there are also signs of damage to the right epididymis. Further investigation and treatment by a urologist is recommended followed by another ultrasound after this. There is also evidence of damage to the scrotal wall, so maybe the solution leaked a bit, possible as my scrotum was very itchy on the inside for about 3 days. The ultrasound also shows signs of orchitis in both, finally bearing out what I have been telling doctors for the last 15 years. I will,see whether I can leverage this into a surgical

micdavi24 (imported) wrote: Mon Dec 23, 2013 11:06 pm removal of both testes and scrotum

when I see the urologist sometime after the 6th.

OK 10 days post injection. Left testicle is now pretty much the same size as pre injection but just less sensitive to touch and pressure and with a sort of soft squishy section in the center. The right one has lost all its swelling and is now hard and also less sensitive to touch and pressure and significantly smaller than pre injection,

thequietone (imported) wrote: Sat May 18, 2013 9:02 am probably about the same size as

the left one now.

I have discovered a supplier of pure ethyl alcohol here in Sydney and also have figured a way to get the pure salt from the CaCl2 solution I have here, so if I don't have any success with the urologist then I will extract the salt and get the pure ethanol and mix in a 20-25% solution and hit each side with 1.0 ml around the end of January. I think that because they have already been damaged and since I will be using a pure ethanol/CaCl2 solution without any other diluent, this should be the final straw in their life and I should experience significantly less discomfort this time round.

Wow I think Im going to try it, there is only one thing that scared me, If I stop the treatment is it going to grow back?

Is that permanent something that I'll have to do all my life to reduce libido?

Is it going to rotte like rubberband? I mean is there a smell?

Which one should I get?

SplitDik (imported) wrote: Mon Oct 22, 2012 3:28 pm http://www.amazon.com/Calcium-Chloride-Liquid-2-oz/

dp/B0064OLZEG (liquid)

SplitDik (imported) wrote: Mon Oct 22, 2012 3:28 pm http://www.amazon.com/Calcium-Chloride-

1-lb/dp/B0064OGEVU (raw)

The sooner I get castrate the better, I'll post my result.

I got a last question, it might be silly but What kind of needle do I need.

KeeperOTF, i recommend you to read all thread. But i can say you that this is for castrate you forever, if is succesful only you have to do one time in each testicle, and no, there is not smell because the testicles are inside the scrotum. P.D: Choose the first, the liquid, but you have to know the concentration. Please read the thread, don't rush the things and do it well and safe.

I failed with my left testicle and i have to repeat the injection soon, like the user Something.

Happy New Year folks!

KeeperOTF, I agree with SilviaCor on this one, start reading the thread right from the beginning and look for all the mistakes that were made by people who preceded us along the way. Three of us have documented our journey pretty well, we are r1honour, antoniafranceska and myself. I know that I made a few mistakes along the way as to how I applied the advice on here in that I used vodka with too low an alcohol content, which coupled with a liquid CaCl2 solution, which I will be using as a basis for my next treatment as the salts that you found on Amazon contain too many impurities. I have a 50% CaCl2 solution used for cheese making which I intend to boil in a test tube to drive off the water content and leave a pure salt which I will then dilute with some pure alcohol which is available through a lab supplies company. I will dilute this in a 20% CaCl2 salt to 80% ethyl alcohol solution which has been found in animal trials to be the most effective ratio and to cause the least distress and discomfort. I will then inject 1.0 ml into each testicle, using a 3.0 ml syringe with a 25G needle. This injection really does not hurt at all since the needle is so fine, but the sensation of the needle penetrating the actual testicular tissue is a really strange sensation, but as I said before, not in the least painful. If you do decide to use this method, when you do the actual injection, don't just squirt the solution in as fast as you can, rather take your time, so the solution can spread through the tissue more effectively and won't cause undue pressure on the inside of the testicle as injecting too fast as this could possibly lead to a burst testicle due to internal pressure buildup. Also make sure that when you inject, you inject into the center of the testicle for optimum results.

In my previous attempt, I used a 50% concentration of CaCl2 solution mixed with Absolut vodka with a 40% alcohol content to give an approximately 22.5%concentration of CaCl2 in the final solution and I injected 0.5 ml into each testicle. Since injecting, my left testicle has developed a soft and squishy section in the center and is far less sensitive to pressure than before. The right one which was initially larger than the left one has hardened and shrunk and is also less sensitive. I intend to try to leverage this into a surgical castration in the next few days, but failing that I will go with a second injection as described before and when this has done its work, and shrunk them both even more, I will then have them removed, since if they are no longer working organs, you should be able to get them removed by mainstream medical practitioners on your insurance without any problems, just don't tell them how your testicles got into that state, just tell them it happened over a period and you have no idea how or why.

Should you decide to follow this route, I would advise having the remnants surgically removed anyway as I don't think it is a very good idea to walk around with atrophied tissue inside the scrotum.

OK, good luck should you decide to go ahead with this method and if you do, please post your experiences and results her for others who may follow, like others of us have done.