I have always identified as male. Most everyone who knows me knows I'm castrated - they've felt and know I have no balls, partly because the 20 years that's intervened since I was castrated and that I'm a nudist has provided plenty of opportunity to see, explore, ask and learn. I'm just a ballless guy, and I luv knowing and feeling that I'm smooth and empty below my cock.

I'm already a eunuch as of this year I always wanted to be one since I was 3 years old I always wanted to to be sexless no penis balls pr scrotum I've cut myself and tried to castrate myself since early childhood but achieved castration this year because of illness it wasn't easy to deal with because I had serious complications but now I'm ok and happy now I feel confident enough to bring up my total nullification with my therapist and get started on getting my penectomy it's taken most of my life to get to this point and without you guys I would never be able to get to this point so thank you for all your help

I saw my tharapist today and she is ok with how I feel but doesn't know how to help me with my wishes do I need to go to a transgender tharapist even though I don't want to become a female im happy being a eunuch I just want to be a nullo.

I just want to be a eunuch myself not a woman or anything else for that matter. Nothing wrong with that whatsoever. Think of it as a 3rd gender. Neither here nor there. Somewhere inbetween. Whatever it takes to find your happy medium or zone. The most important thing in life by far is finding peace and serenity within yourself. Without that your life will be miserable and pointless. Life is difficult enough on the outside without the trouble on the inside. This is an awesome forum where us eunuchs who come in all shapes, sizes, and colors can support and help each other in this dark world that makes it hard on us. BTW I apologize for any harsh comments I have made in the past. This is very serious business with me personally. Didn't mean to step on anyone's toes. Sorry. I'll try to be more tactful.

As a chemical eunuch, I feel I am a eunuch, but I mostly present myself as male.

So, I guess I can be called a closeted eunuch. I just wish to get to know more eunuchs in person with whom I can come out as live my life as a eunuch.

All these men and eunuchs spread around the world. Just imagine what it would be like if you could spend time together, in person, and face to face ! That yearly gathering must be an awesome experience meeting in person. Nothing can match face to face.

cutnbulls2ox, that would absolutely be the ultimate experience for me personally. A true mecca. I wish it were possible to arrange. Who Knows? Maybe it would be if we all put our collective heads together and planned it carefully. A very pleasant thought indeed.

mattman59 (imported) wrote: Sun Nov 17, 2019 4:03 pm cutnbulls2ox, that would absolutely be the ultimate experience for me personally. A true mecca. I wish it were possible to arrange. Who Knows? Maybe it would be if we all put our collective heads together and planned it carefully. A very pleasant thought indeed.

The annual gathering of the Clan is a worthy place to just share and be yourself. Besides being lots of fun. I'll be at the next one for certain

I appear and behave like a male. I enjoy typical male stuff. Like machines, electronics, how things are made etc. Certainly I don't feel feminine. But somehow I feel like I am rather genderless. It is me. I am a person. Gender seem to be irrelevant. Gender is not an integral part of me. That feeling was reinforced by my recent chemcastration trial. I had no depressions. Instead even some relief. But negative effects were quite annoying.

I appear and behave ..............................

erikboy (imported) wrote: Fri Nov 29, 2019 6:04 pm . Gender is not an integral part of me.

Now there it is! "

erikboy (imported) wrote: Fri Nov 29, 2019 6:04 pm Gender is not an integral part of me

" That would be the quote I've missed which best describes how I view myself. I don't behave or appear any particular way except myself. "enjoy typical male stuff" is a great way of describing the things I like as well. I mean I love riding my iron horse as well as flesh horses. Of course both the two legged and four legged sort. Hi Hi! There's not much that can come close to being equal to the smell of the woods as when a tree just fell with chainsaw exhaust and the dirt flying in the air mixed with the aroma of sweat and oil permeating the environment together with the aroma of fresh sawdust as the tree begins to give way to smaller pieces of logs. Yeah, and a fire smoldering with some fresh brewed coffee not far away. Oh yeah, these are guy things that make up a huge part of me. Thanks erikboy for a little reminder of who I am.