Help!

[uni-sexsub (imported)]

Hello

Looking at previous content, I'm not sure I'm in the right place.

However, given this day and age/uneasiness about interacting with people,

afraid of saying doing the wrong thing, I will proceed.

As some have expressed, I "walk lightly" when interacting with women.

But after all, maybe that is a big part of why I (we) reject my balls?

None the less, this has been going on for many years now (for me) so why look for excuses.

Here it is:

12.26.17

After last major session, which was approx 4 weeks ago, I have not been able to cum.

Obviously this should come as no surprise since it would seem part of the main objective.

Interestingly,this also coincided with the end of my drug supply.

I was using Gabapenton and occasionally, Hydrocodone; Helped make for longer times banded.

Generally, I have at least one session per week sometimes more when ample supply of drugs.

Over the last 4 weeks, I did somewhat stick to that schedule drug free (smoked some weed tho)

and had one good session, ie: almost cum. But didn't.

The ball sac is smaller and has a nice silky feel when I touch it.

That always used to make me horny. Still does but way in the back of things.

I have started a session twice now and stopped as the "urge" just wasn't there.

Not cumming is sort of strange - somewhat frustrating while somewhat "oh-well" type acceptance.

Today I have new supply of Gabapenton and am on my way to see what happens.

One other observance - I like anal play.

I have various toys to put in there. One or two of them make me feel like I'm cumming and in fact

what I swear looks and smells like jiz comes out of there. Maybe there's a leak in my re-route.

So I think maybe I am cumming but not strongly and without the "ejaculating" force I was used to.

Thanks in advance for what ever feedback/thought/ideas you might offer.

uni