Hey all,

It's been about five weeks since I injected 0.5ml 30% CaCl into each testicle.

Following-up, my balls are continuing their de-development. The left is about 50% original volume. The right is about 33%.

Both are hard, have ridges and are still shrinking.

I'm absolutely delighted.

I already mentioned that now I'm wanting ultimately to lose them surgically.

I run for exercise. The last few weeks I've experienced a pair of un-worldly hard stones in my shorts that are no longer mine as they uncomfortably bob up and down with my pace.

I'll post back as I continue this process.

R.H.

I notice that several people have asked about reducing testosterone levels. Having seen Dr Russel Reid in the late 1990's I can confirm that his prescribed regime for TS's of "Yasmin" times two tablets per day was extremely effective. Within 21 days my T levels had dropped dramatically, after three months my endicrinologist (a woman) said that my T levels were less than hers!!

With respect to the Calcium Chloride, Mass per volume seems the quoted strength on most veterinary sites. Therefore 20mg of Anhydrous Calcium Chloride dissolved in 100 ml Anhydrous Ethanol is 20% m/v. Alcohol seems to have the quickest effect (at least on animals) from published results it seems to work much better than water or lignocaine. With respect to the amount injected, it seems that should be between 0.7 and 0.9ml per testicle. With animals it seems more than 20% carries significant risks of an abscess forming from tissue necrosis.

Sweet Sue (imported) wrote: Sat Oct 26, 2013 5:19 am With respect to the Calcium Chloride, Mass per volume seems the quoted strength on most veterinary sites. Therefore 20mg of Anhydrous Calcium Chloride dissolved in 100 ml Anhydrous Ethanol is 20% m/v. Alcohol seems to have the quickest effect (at least on animals) from published results it seems to work much better than water or lignocaine. With respect to the amount injected, it seems that should be between 0.7 and 0.9ml per testicle. With animals it seems more than 20% carries significant risks of an abscess forming from tissue necrosis.

Is calcium chloride even soluble in ethanol?

fhunter wrote: Sat Oct 26, 2013 12:55 pm Is calcium chloride even soluble in ethanol?

Yes, it is. For example, i did my mix in a polyethylene terephtalate bottle.

fhunter wrote: Sat Oct 26, 2013 12:55 pm Is calcium chloride even soluble in ethanol?

Very much so - that's why in veterinary use its dissolved in ethanol - try Googling it and you will find lots of references to Calcium Chloride dissolved in Ethanol.

For your reference -

CALCIUM CHLORIDE

SYNONYMS INS No. 509

DEFINITION

Chemical names Calcium chloride

C.A.S. number 10043-52-4

Chemical formula Anhydrous: CaCl2

Dihydrate: CaCl2 · 2H2O

Hexahydrate: CaCl2 · 6H2O

Formula weight Anhydrous: 110.99

Dihydrate: 147.02

Hexahydrate: 219.08

Assay Anhydrous: Not less than 93%

Dihydrate: Not less than 99.0% and not more than the equivalent of 107.0% of

CaCl2 · 2H2O

Hexahydrate: Not less than 98.0% and not more than the equivalent of 110%

of CaCl2 · 6H2O

DESCRIPTION Anhydrous: White, deliquescent lumps or porous masses

Dihydrate: White, hard, deliquescent fragments or granules

Hexahydrate: Colourless, very deliquescent crystals

FUNCTIONAL USES Firming agent

CHARACTERISTICS

IDENTIFICATION

Solubility (Vol. 4)

Anhydrous: Freely soluble in water and ethanol

Dihydrate: Freely soluble in water; soluble in ethanol

Hexahydrate: Very soluble in water and ethanol

Hey all,

I'm at about seven weeks since injecting 0.5

r1honour (imported) wrote: Thu Sep 26, 2013 10:02 am ml of 30% CaCl into each testicle.

While I've not achieved significant additional shrinkage the last couple of weeks, I'm quite certain both balls are on their way towards done.

Both remain hard and misshapen, with the texture of a peach pit. They remain uncomfortable stones in my shorts.

I'm injecting a very low-dose of testosterone cypionate.

While I still have good muscle tone and strength, I cannot achieve an erection. An orgasism is too much effort.

Ideally, either my balls will atrophy to nothingness, or they'll be removed. I'm hoping for castration.

I'm also hoping my penis will atrophy further. I'm hoping for a nothingness in my shorts by spring.

From where I stared to now, with balls falling out from the inner liner of my running shorts, I'm completely satisfied with where I am and where I'm headed.

Only regret is not knowing how to bring about this process decades ago.

R.H.

Hi R.H.

Thanks for sharing your experience on this board; I'm sure your detailed reports will be of benefit to others. I believe that taking a low dose of testosterone is a good idea because it helps to retain muscle tone and prevent nasties like osteoporosis, gynecomastia and depression. I only take a very low dose because I want to be asexual. In fact my incapability (and total loss of interest) in matters sexual has been a blessing and given me a great feeling of freedom.

Very good luck to you, and please keep posting.

Hello eunuch2001,

Low-dose testosterone to ward off the nasties and remain asexual is precisely my goal. I think I've found that basement dose that helps ward off depression and adverse effects.

If anything, my head is clear and I feel good about myself. I've known the freedom from being asexual for a long time. It's now wonderful to not feel down all the time.

As the self-inflicted orchitis has faded, the sense of feeling has returned. For weeks, I had gigantic hard and numb balls falling out from the liner of my shorts. I'm now aware of sensation. It's hard to describe, but it's not sexual.

When I wear snug undershorts, I often get a dull ache that radiates into my abdomen. This tells me I have badly injured my balls, which, of course, was the whole point of injecting them with CaCl.

I'm looking forward to the weeks and months ahead as my balls and penis continue to atrophy. I'm in no hurry to rush the process.

Ultimately, I'd like to be castrated. My reading tells me that I really don't want fully atrophied testicles. Testicular cancer is a concern long-term.

As I've mentioned before, I'll continue to post as I de-develop. Unfortunately, this thread seems to be devoid of much long-term follow-up response. I truly believe it's important for me to continue this dialog, as I don't want others to feel encouraged to inject their balls without carefully considering the long-term consequences of being castrate.

R.H.

Hello, i write these lines to tell that i did at last my injections, 0.8 cc in each testicle. First, i want to say that i tried to inject some stuff in several ocassions one year ago, when i wrote some posts here, but i had a bad pain and then i chicked out.

But today, 2 p.m before eat , i've done the injections ( 3 to 1 ratio of calcium chloride with alcohol 88%). Curiosly, the teste with i had more pain 1 year ago was the right, but this time it has been on the contrary. I have begun with the left,and, to insert the two first of liquid's units, it has been a torture, but bearable.

From there, i think my teste was numbed because i didn't feel more pain, and i could to inject quicker. Repently my left hand begun to tremble, and i used my right hand to calm down, while i asked help to god to continue with the injection.

Rat, tat, tat... with this technique of rapping in the plunger i have inserted the CaCl2 and after this, 15 minutes or so later i did my right teste, with little initial pain when i rapped the plunger for the first time, but after this i didn't feel any pain, what a pleasure!

My parents came home when i was finishing the second injection, but previously i had closed the door with a crowbar that i usually use, so i only said aloud " I am busy, don't entry", after this i prayed for the successful of the injections and i went to eat.

One hour later more or less, i felt a little pain in my nuts "in crescendo", and then the bad pain long three or four hours, but now i am good. The pain was in the limit line of bearable, first i started kneeling and trying to control my breath for 30 minutes, but finally i went to the bed because the pain was too much to stay standing or kneeling, and i had nauseas like the last year in the same date.

Now i am good, my right testicle hurt a lot more than the left, well, i think i don't feel the left teste, only the right.

To finish my experience, i would say that the pain i experimented in the first hour, appart from in eggs, i felt strong and continues cramps, and i went to the toilet in two ocasions , but i don't know if this has to do with the injections

Ah, and i want to express my thankfulness to this fantastic community, thank you for your experiments, opinions... etc, i tried to be pioneer in this but i failed in it, but after lose too much battles, i have won the war to my fear.

Hi again, i am ok for now, the temperature of the body is high but not flu for now. I only feel pain in the right teste, when i walk or so i have a strong pain in the inguinal zone, right part of the stomach and in the testicle, and like i said in the last post, i live still with my parents and i have to do efforts to disimulate my pain (in the scale 1-10, 4 or so) . I am worried with the left nut, it don't hurt nothing but it is bounced too ¿Perhaps i killed the nerves of the left when i did it?. Because this egg was a torture to inject the stuff.

Well, i'll post the next week if i'm still alive, regards.