Hello sparkey49,

I'm still doing well. I'm 12 days post injecting 0.5ml of 30% CaCL into each testicle.

Both are still quite swollen. Left is a little more than double original and

r1honour (imported) wrote: Thu Sep 26, 2013 10:02 am right is probably one and a half times.

Both are hard, cool and numb.

I've had no pain or other consequence other than the swelling in a number of days.

I'm really hoping both diminish significantly from my one dosing. I also really do not wish to re-inject.

My objective is significantly smaller balls. I was already at castrate levels of testosterone prior to embarking on this and had already begun testosterone replacement. I'm working on finding the best dosage to keep my hormonal level quite low, without the bad side-effects of being castrate.

Ideally, I wish to remain with no libido.

Your progress gives me hope that we're both on the right path to obtaining our desired outcomes.

Your experience with your right testicle should stand as a warning to anyone going forward about the perils of messing with our complex man machinery.

I'm curious about your wife's response to your desires.

I hope things continue to go well for you.

I'll post back my experience as I progress.

Best regards,

Randall

r1honour,

My wife does not know about the injections nor the urologist. In the last two and a half years I have had three incidents involving my testicles first was a dirt bike accident where I crashed into a large tree at about 40+ miles per hour. I was able to lay the bike down and put it between myself and the tree and me still on the bike. I had numerous injuries involving my neck, broken ribs, back, testicles, etc. I was wearing full gear which most likely saved my life! Then we were skidding trees with a caterpillar and a tree branch snapped and got me in the nuts and put me down. Both of these incidents involved doctor visits. then a few months back not long before the injections I was getting some cases of oil out of the back of my truck and slipped and fell landing on the bed rail of the truck. The urologist figured the injuries damaged the testicles allowing the infection to set in. I think the testicle was week from injuries as they especially had been tender to sore during sex or bumped for some time which is why it burst. This may sound crazy but the remaining one feels better now than before (not hurting). Things are better with my wife than before and she has been very supportive! Even if I end up on T to some degree sex has been better lately as it doesn't hurt as even ejaculation did before! Sorry for maybe rambling but maybe more of the picture shared will help anyone investigating. I believe the pain was kind of the final thing pushing me to actually go through with it! No regrets now!

Thanks All who have been so supportive!!

sparkey49,

Thanks for sharing your story. It really helps to understand others' motivation.

I thought for years I was nuts to not like my nuts. I had mumps after puberty, which is probably what let to me being impotent in the first place. As I've grown older, my testicles have grown more and more uncomfortable in my shorts, even to the point of painful.

I haven't had any interest in sex in many years.

Given the lower dosing I chose, it'll be interesting to see how this works out for me.

I'm very glad to hear that it seems you're at peace with having injected, even though you went through the trauma of losing one in emergency surgery.

Randall

I'm 16 days post injecting.

Both balls are still hard and numb.

The swelling on the right has completely subsided. The left is still just less than double its initial volume.

At this point, I'm encouraged that my 0.5ml dosing in each testicle has been effective.

I'll continue to post as I evolve through this process.

Randalll

r1honour,

Glad things seem to working! I am doing pretty good as my testicle is still shrinking and hardening. I believe my T level must be dropping by the symptoms I am having. Hard to get and maintain erections and muscle tiredness.

Good Day All!!

Hello everyone,

It's been a few days since I checked in to this thread.

I'm at 24 days since injecting.

The swelling has completely subsided in both balls. Both are still quite hard.

Both are starting to become misshapen and are flattening somewhat. Both have odd texture and some ridges. I've experienced some slight pain from time to time, like having gotten kicked in the nuts days before. Nothing horrible.

I've begun to evolve in my thinking that I'm probably looking for their ultimate removal. I'm quite active - like to go for runs. My balls feel like other-worldly weight in my shorts, bobbing up and down. It's been quite uncomfortable.

I've also grown to the point where I'd rather not be so focused on my testicles, but rather on a smallness in my shorts (if that makes sense).

I'll post back as things de-develop.

R.H.

r1honour,

Glad gotten to know you better and things are progressing well!

I am healing well. Have called the urologist to set an appointment to check things and discuss among other things the remaining testicle which is very small and hard along with other symptoms like hot flashes, muscle fatigue and etc. I am sure the testicle is dead. Things are going well overall!

Good Day To All

Hi everybody

I was wondering if someone might be kind enough to point me (or reply with quote) to the posting that tells me exactly how to dilute and use 99% CaCL, a step buy step guide if you will.

I am transgendered with an over active erm,... thingy. I need it sedated till I get my SRS done. I have taken all the meds under the sun and still it says "Hi-gh" in the morning. I NEED to kill this SOB properly.

Please, can someone help?

I would use distilled water. BE SURE AND KEEP EVERYTHING WELL STERILIZED!!

Madison Sorina (imported) wrote: Wed Oct 16, 2013 3:12 am Hi everybody

I was wondering if someone might be kind enough to point me (or reply with quote) to the posting that tells me exactly how to dilute and use 99% CaCL, a step buy step guide if you will.

I am transgendered with an over active erm,... thingy. I need it sedated till I get my SRS done. I have taken all the meds under the sun and still it says "Hi-gh" in the morning. I NEED to kill this SOB properly.

Please, can someone help?

Simple 10 ml CaCl solution + 10 ml deionized or distilled water = 49.5 % solution,

10 ml CaCl solution + 20 ml of deionized or distilled water you end up with about 33 % solution,

10 ml CaCl solution + 30 ml of deionized or distilled water you end up with about 25 % solution.

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