I blew an opportunity this summer but it caught me off guard, and he's married....and there's just too much involved to do that with that person...

But, given the opportunity again I just might, we were both too drunk at the time...

I'm in the Seattle area...NE is a bit away ...but I'd like to go back and visit there someday!!

Tclosetgirl (imported) wrote: Tue Oct 02, 2007 3:58 pm I blew an opportunity this summer but it caught me off guard, and he's married....and there's just too much involved to do that with that person...

But, given the opportunity again I just might, we were both too drunk at the time...

I'm in the Seattle area...NE is a bit away ...but I'd like to go back and visit there someday!!

Seattle... yeah that is a bit away from here. I wouldnt mind visiting Seattle, just dont know when Id be able to do so. Between moving to a another town, making plans to meet a friend either in Chicago or back further midwest depending on how his plans work out.

That would be interesting, the 3 of us, are you up for a visit in Chicago?

Hot tub, 3 nights. of course there'd be time to go explore Chicago too.

If you all can stand another "first time" story...

When I was 19 (many many years ago) I became friends with Wayne who lived in the same apartment complex as me. I attended University while he went to the local community college. I identify as straight and never thought about sex with a guy, it simply never occured to me. We both dated girls and went out a lot together. I had never seen Wayne naked but he was real thin and seeing him in a swimsuit noticed a rather small "package". Not that I'm huge, I'm as average as average could be. The other characteristic of Wayne's was his lips, the were pouty and bright red. It looked like he wore lipstick but it was just his natural look.

One night after drinking beer and smoking pot we were listening to music and talking about girls when he said "why don't we get it on". Not sure I heard him correctly I said "what?" Wayne said "nothing, forget it." Being drunk/stoned I obliged him and forgot it.

A few days later Wayne called me and said he had a fight with his roommate and asked to spend the night at my place. When he came over he said he would sleep on the couch but after awhile I brought up the "why don't we get it on" comment. Wayne seemed embarrassed but I told him I had never had got it on with a guy before but would like to try it and he could sleep in my bed instead of the couch. I remember this nice little grin and Wayne saying he had never done it either.

So upstairs we went to the loft which served as my bedroom. Wayne got serious for a moment and said he had to tell me something. "I only have one testicle." I could care less and told Wayne it was cool with me.

Off went the clothes and we stood there staring at each others bodies. Yup, Wayne had one testicle and a small thin dick as well. We got into bed and then...not much. I had no idea what to do except touch and play with his genitals. Even hard his thin dick was about 3 maybe 4 inches and his one ball was about 2/3 the size of one of mine. Wayne was fascinated with my genitals, remarking how big my balls were (they aren't. They're average) and how gorgeous my cock was. He began sucking me, roughly, and eventually I told him to stop. I reciprocated the blow job, which I actually enjoyed, but Wayne complained I was sucking too hard. We did a 69, which wasn't that good for either of us. Finally I finished by giving Wayne a hand job and loved seeing his first shot of cum hit him in his left eye. He tried to give me a hand job but it just wasn't working. I ended up jerking off while he watched wide-eyed. There was no kissing, no ass play. The next morning nothing was said about it.

About a week later we tried again. It was better, we weren't as nervous or as anxious. However, I still couldn't cum in his mouth or hand. But it was fun!

I often have difficulties getting off sometimes too. Its not that I am not enjoying it but I guess I just need the right stimulation or something. Like kissing, playing with breasts, or having my ass teased by licking, fingering or being penetrated. The sensation of being filled up, and especially being cummed in, really finishes the job for a orgasm.

In the many times we had sex we never did kiss. I think in our next meet we may change that, he said he never got into it with anyone because he wasnt good or confident in kissing and I always wanted to keep the sex between us more of a act then more of a intimate thing. But more and more I trust our relationship and feel we could risk it. I still do not wish for a "boyfriend", nor would I really consider marrying a guy, but time does change, so who knows. Maybe I'll give up on women totally since my luck with them sucks...

One thing I still need to work on getting over is the feeling I have after orgasm. I often get that guilty feeling and just want to go wash off and go to bed. My sex friend usually wants me to cum first, which usually results in him not getting a grand finale he deserves. For example, if his cock is still in me after I get off I usually get him to pull out, and I or him finish him off with a hand job. Or if we are giving each other oral satisfaction I'll finish him off by a hand job. Its like after cumming the whole thing turns into a disgusting thing. Not sure where that feeling comes from, I just hate it, not the sex but the feeling. The times where it doesnt effect me I thoroughly enjoy, and he too especially when I tighten down on him, especially during my orgasm as the grip pulsates. Pulsates so much that it literally stops his rhythm... its like a vice grip! Anyhow, before I precum too much just thinking about it...