OH MY GOD!!!

Tears are running down my face.

I will always remember him.

That's a great loss for our great community!

Indeed a sad note. Words cannot express the esteem I have found in the first stories and contribution here in the Eunuch Archive. About four / five years ago I have published here my first story, with the expressive assistance of Bboy.

I have read his articles always with pleasure and advantage. I will miss him - may he rest in peace.

"Wirklich wir werden ihn sehr vermissen. Er hat soviel dafür getan, dieses Thema (Themen) aus der Schmuddelecke zu holen und ernsthaft zur Diskussion zu stellen. Meine tiefempfundene Anteilnahme."

I guess there aren't really any words to say, and no proper place to say them. But...

Thanks Bboy. Thank you.

My deepest sympathy and condolances to Bboy's family and friends.

As I said in another thread about this, I don't believe death is the end. My faith tells me that there is something beyond this life, and I believe somewhere somehow we are reunited with our loved ones. I believe somehow somewhere we are reunited with our family members and friends who have passed on. So with that in mind I again say,

"So long for now Bboy, we'll see you later."

oh my god!

i havent been on over the last few days due to not being too well, and now i come back to find this!?? this is terrible!

ive never met Bboy before and never even spoken to him on here either,... but if it wasnt for him thinking of this archive then id still be struggling accepting myself for who i really am (and im sure i speak for other people when i say that) and i wouldnt have known about any of you guys going through the same types of ordeals as me, so i would still be feeling quite cast out and alone.

so even though ive never met or really spoken to him, he has played a BIG role in my life and been a tremendious help , i never got to say thankyou

im sure he deserved a much better ending than that,... but god (for thoughs of you who believe) always seems to take the nice ones early!

im extremly sorry to thoughs of you who are closer to Bboy and my thoughts and prayers are with him and his family.

May he Rest In Peace.

Dave.

What a terrible loss!

I have known Bboy online since the days when we chatted on the old #!eunuchs chat room on efnet. We have conversed online and shared many dreams and fantasies. We were an odd pair. I am a female (genetic) and came to love and share with Bboy in a realm that few others could enter with me. I remember when the archive was just a dream, how he created it and ran it on his home PC from his netcom dial-up account.

He truely built a community! His legacy is in our hands to preserve. While he, sadly, never attained his personal goals of his fantasy, let us hope that he finds contentment and peace with the one who created him.

May all of our prayers be a blessing with him through all time.

The Lord gives, the Lord takes away. Blessed is the Name of the Lord.

I'll be praying for Bboy's family and friends in their time of emotional need, praying that they will be comforted by the fact that Bboy will be with our Lord God in heaven.

bull

As Krister and Riverwind have reported, today was Bboys memorial and it was very much a good event.

I will admit that when the BagPipers played Amazing grace, I had to leave the building. There is always something that gets me about that song, bagpipes, and the fact that they were being played as a memorial for my best friend.

Most folks don't know that but Bboy was my best friend.

Today's radio show, the one that Bboy and I hosted, was totally dedicated to B. The owner of the radio station and I spoke about his life, how he touched listeners that didn't even know him by the tone of his voice, and how much he enjoyed being on the radio. We played some clips of past shows that were exceedingly funny and we concluded with the fact that the show will continue and that B is still part of the show if only in memory.

His mother asked if she could have copies of the show and the radio station recorded every one we did and gave her a stack of cds. This is good because not only does she have photographs of her son, she has his voice doing something he really liked to do (much of it was poking fun at me, but I always poked some back).

I would like to thank each and everyone of you who wrote expressing concern, thoughts, emotions, etc during this unfortunate crisis and really shitty result. I would also like to thank each and everyone of you for being there for us when this household was in crisis.

The grief is not over and most likely it won't be for a very long time but we have to move ahead with our lives without Bboy even though we may not want to and are forced to kicking and screaming. This is our lot.

As for me, I will be ok if nothing more than for tonight. The Archive will continue, the radio show will continue, and my life will continue.

One thing I forgot to mention is that the place where we work will be erecting a monument in his honor with a bronze plate embedded into bronze and stone. The cost of this monument exceeds the cost of a new car.

Once again my friends thank you,

talula

BBoy was an inspiration, a bright light and I am so sorry for his loss. He brought so many of us together at this site, and for those of us who exchanged an E-mail or a story or two, he was a man with vision, and an uncanny sense of humor, and a will to create something new and different based on a need that was not being met anywhere else.

I am still shocked by the news, for those who were a part of his life it must be heartbreaking. I know the hardest part is to start the healing process. I guess this archieve will now be part of a legancy to BBoy.