BiBiker .... Are you taking Hormones or Herbs along with your Anti-Androgen? I’m glad you’re loving yours.

I’ve been taking Pueraria Mirifica (PM) herbs for about three years and I’ve got a small B-cup. I absolutely love them. I wish they were bigger. While I present as male in public, I enjoy the soft underside of me at home. I’ve lasered my body and I’m full time skirted at home. While I could easily get an orchi, and I very just might, the level of Phytoestrogens in my system kill all testosterone, it seems, because I have zero function. With breaks of 4-6 weeks, I can recover function. A middle of the road dose can give function and breast growth, but it’s a tightrope walk. While I still pass as all male, I’ve lost 2 inches in height, and have gained a ghetto booty. I try to be very active with extensive landscape maintenance on my property, but my results the past three years have markedly slowed, due to the loss of testosterone. Maybe one day I’ll join your exclusive club, but right now this will have to do.

Hi Stevenator,

No. I only took 100 mg of spironolactone twice a day for almost a year. That was it. I felt the tenderness behind my nipples about 6 months into it and I had beast tissue growth over the remaining 6 months. I've been of it for about 3 months now and I have little to no penis movement. Even after trying to stimulate it, it stays limp and small, so I'm happy about that and my wife is thrilled I have ED. Good luck with your breast growth, I know I am.

Stevenator (imported) wrote: Mon Mar 18, 2019 10:02 pm BiBiker .... Are you taking Hormones or Herbs along with your Anti-Androgen? I

’m glad you’re loving yours.

I’

Stevenator (imported) wrote: Mon Mar 18, 2019 10:02 pm ve been taking Pueraria Mirifica (PM) herbs for about three years and I’ve got a small B-cup. I absolutely love them. I wish they were bigger. While I present as male in public, I enjoy the soft underside of me at home. I

’ve lasered my body and I’

Stevenator (imported) wrote: Mon Mar 18, 2019 10:02 pm m full time skirted at home. While I could easily get an orchi, and I very just might, the level of Phytoestrogens in my system kill all testosterone, it seems, because I have zero function. With breaks of 4-6 weeks, I can recover function. A middle of the road dose can give function and breast growth, but it’s a tightrope walk. While I still pass as all male, I’ve lost 2 inches in height, and have gained a ghetto booty. I try to be very active with extensive landscape maintenance on my property, but my results the past three years have markedly slowed, due to the loss of testosterone. Maybe one day I’ll join your exclusive club, but right now this will have to do.

Not only do I love my boobs, but I just received a bikini top in the mail and already love wearing it. I'd prefer to go topless because I think breasts, even small ones, are beautiful. But I anticipate that there will be situations where that will make some people uncomfortable. By this summer, there will hopefully be no disguising the fact that I have them when going for a swim. I'm thinking that I need to wear my top just to get used to it as preparation for going public.

notsomanly (imported) wrote: Wed Apr 10, 2019 7:12 am Not only do I love my boobs, but I just received a bikini top in the mail and already love wearing it. I'd prefer to go topless because I think breasts, even small ones, are beautiful. But I anticipate that there will be situations where that will make some people uncomfortable. By this summer, there will hopefully be no disguising the fact that I have them when going for a swim. I'm thinking that I need to wear my top just to get used to it as preparation for going public.

Hey there! Make no mistake, once it looks like you have boobs society will demand that you cover them up in public. Especially where children are present. I didn't particularly appreciate it the first time I was told to cover up or leave. As with nothing to cover with I had to leave the area or face arrest. Then as they continued to develop it became much more bothersome as I didn't wear a bra at all until the past 8 or 9 years. So it was a real inconvenience to need to carry around a bathing top for the time on the water in public. While they may feel nice with intimacy they are a pain in the hind side most other times. And when one sports a fairly good size set there is no using the men's room whatsoever. I've pretty much resigned myself to simply using the women's room which pretty much resolves most issues. But at pool side, in the Jacuzzi or at the beach a top has become a requirement rather than a choice. Society can be so one way!

Begoneboy (imported) wrote: Wed Apr 10, 2019 5:24 pm Hey there! Make no mistake, once it looks like you have boobs society will demand that you cover them up in public. Especially where children are present. I didn't particularly appreciate it the first time I was told to cover up or leave. As with nothing to cover with I had to leave the area or face arrest. Then as they continued to develop it became much more bothersome as I didn't wear a bra at all until the past 8 or 9 years. So it was a real inconvenience to need to carry around a bathing top for the time on the water in public. While they may feel nice with intimacy they are a pain in the hind side most other times. And when one sports a fairly good size set there is no using the men's room whatsoever. I've pretty much resigned myself to simply using the women's room which pretty much resolves most issues. But at pool side, in the Jacuzzi or at the beach a top has become a requirement rather than a choice. Society can be so one way!

The locker room is a problem. Having sizeable boobs can keep you out of the men's room, but having a penis keeps one out of the women's as well, unless you hide it. A penectomy and labiaplasty would be needed in the second case. I don't want a vagina but the other mods would be fine. It would be easier just to stay out of the locker room.

notsomanly (imported) wrote: Thu Apr 11, 2019 9:14 am The locker room is a problem. Having sizeable boobs can keep you out of the men's room, but having a penis keeps one out of the women's as well, unless you hide it. A penectomy and labiaplasty would be needed in the second case. I don't want a vagina but the other mods would be fine. It would be easier just to stay out of the locker room.

Of course I had a penectomy as part of nullification. And would never want a vagina either. So just let society think what it wants. Not that I go around parading my bare crotch in public. A bit harder to hide a set of breasts so the ladies room works well for making water in public venues. Just saying that folks should be careful for what they wish for.

Wow, I just experienced my first orgasm entirely from stimulating my nipples! I haven't felt sexual in quite some time but since starting estradiol I noticed that gently rubbing my nipples was very pleasant. It is just very different from the way I used to masturbate. I didn't have more than a tiny erection and that was always necessary to climax in the past. If this is what a female orgasm is like, then bring it on!

notsomanly (imported) wrote: Sun Apr 14, 2019 6:17 am Wow, I just experienced my first orgasm entirely from stimulating my nipples! I haven't felt sexual in quite some time but since starting estradiol I noticed that gently rubbing my nipples was very pleasant. It is just very different from the way I used to masturbate. I didn't have more than a tiny erection and that was always necessary to climax in the past. If this is what a female orgasm is like, then bring it on!

If you think that's something, wait until they get larger and then you get rid of the penis. After that the orgasm is FAR more intense and totally from within the body. You'll be in for a treat!

While I never imagined the way orgasms effect me prior to nullification and the estrogen having it's way with my body, I've grown to absolutely relish orgasms now. Since I have no idea if this is the way a female feels an orgasm I'm all in on orgasm now. Perhaps a bit too much I might add. And when somebody else is playing with my breasts at the same time they're seeking their own ejaculation through penetration and softly while forcefully caressing the rest of my body I completely lose myself in the moment. And if they happen to be able to keep going? My orgasms will just keep piling one on top of another.

While this may have been a tad over the top on personal explanations, it is one of the very facts of my life since my body has changed through removal of the male junk and abusing estrogen over many years. While I may well be in my early 60s now I feel as though I am in my early 40s sexually speaking. And I don't know? perhaps a little more youthful look as a result. http://tinypic.com/r/24n17jr/9 I'll let others be the judge on that one.

Begoneboy (imported) wrote: Sun Apr 14, 2019 10:24 am While this may have been a tad over the top on personal explanations, it is one of the very facts of my life since my body has changed through removal of the male junk and abusing estrogen over many years. While I may well be in my early 60s now I feel as though I am in my early 40s sexually speaking. And I don't know? perhaps a little more youthful look as a result. http://tinypic.com/r/24n17jr/9 I'll let others be the judge on that one.

You look very nice to me.

While I've been on E for only 6 months, I have grown a bit of breast tissue (maybe in the AA range). I've got very mixed feelings about them. I like them, and want more, but I'm not looking forward to having to hide them. At my age (66), maybe they won't grow very much at all. But I do like the added sensation capabilities. I'm nowhere near the orgasm thing, but they do like to be fondled.

Begoneboy (imported) wrote: Sun Apr 14, 2019 10:24 am If you think that's something,......While this may have been a tad over the top on personal explanations, it is one of the very facts of my life since my body has changed through removal of the male junk and abusing estrogen over many years. While I may well be in my early 60s now I feel as though I am in my early 40s sexually speaking. And I don't know? perhaps a little more youthful look as a result. http://tinypic.com/r/24n17jr/9 I'll let others be the judge on that one.

You mentioned that you feel (and look) more younger than your age, travel writer Jan Morris in her 1974 book "Conundrum: From James to Jan..." noticed during her transition that many people commented how much younger she looked? Is Estrogen the Fountain of Youth or not having Testosterone flowing through you less stressful for your body and your mind?

ps: Thanks for sharing a photo of you, you present very well as a female and no one would guess that you are a ex-male.