I am a voluntary eunuch with my balls and sac removed. I miss playing with my man stones and my scrotum, but it is more comfortable now and as long as I can be on testosterone I can still feel the same and have about the same erections and orgasms so overall am OK with it

I posted once to this thread already talking about my chemical castration. Since that post I've had the surgical castration 3 months ago and love it. I'll be having the scrotum removed in 6 weeks.

By far the best thing I ever did in my life. Good riddance to testosterone and all its gross effects. Absolutely nothing good about it. I'm just sorry I didn't do it a lot sooner but better late than never. The wise thing to do is take the chemical castration for 6 months just to make sure it is what you want beyond any doubt. 15 years plus and loving every minute of it. I just have a hard time understanding why some after being castrated take testosterone supplements. I guess maybe you need to put a little bit back in you to achieve an ideal level of balance? A happy medium? Don't mean to put anyone down at all. My sincere apologies to anyone who might get upset about what I said. After all this is a very very sensitive, serious, personal, and private matter that affects lives.

mattman59 (imported) wrote: Sun May 26, 2019 9:06 pm My sincere apologies to anyone who might get upset about what I said. After all this is a very very sensitive, serious, personal, and private matter that affects lives.

No need to apologise as I don't know of any eunuch who has wanted the exact same outcome post op.

Everyone has their individual goals.

What being neutered does is it gives everyone is this choice.

mattman59 (imported) wrote: Sun May 26, 2019 9:06 pm By far the best thing I ever did in my life. Good riddance to testosterone and all its gross effects. Absolutely nothing good about it. I'm just sorry I didn't do it a lot sooner but better late than never. The wise thing to do is take the chemical castration for 6 months just to make sure it is what you want beyond any doubt. 15 years plus and loving every minute of it. I just have a hard time understanding why some after being castrated take testosterone supplements. I guess maybe you need to put a little bit back in you to achieve an ideal level of balance? A happy medium? Don't mean to put anyone down at all. My sincere apologies to anyone who might get upset about what I said. After all this is a very very sensitive, serious, personal, and private matter that affects lives.

I'm with you on getting rid of testosterone. I wish I'd done it years ago. Would have saved me a lot of emotional upheaval. On the other hand, it was the emotional upheaval that led me to this site and every good thing has followed.

I'm a voluntary/ involuntary eunuch and was castrated over 16 years ago. It was devestating for me to lose my boys. Made worse by my wife leaving me 9 months after the op. To top it off, It took years to figure that my body only accepts 1/2 the dose of TRT. My self esteme plummeted and I was mutliated, alone and unwanted. After having the incredibly uncomfortable prosthetics removed and then removing my nutsack myself, I joined the forum to share my experiences. That was the best thing I ever did. Through the support and knowledge of the contributors I found myself! The intense pleasure I felt when I cut my nutsack off and the glorious sensation of being smooth was my dirty secret. I leaned that it is ok to feel that. I now love the way I look and feel. With the TRT mostly sorted, I function and present as a man. My lovers, male and female, tell me that I am "hot" without my balls and sack and being touched where the were is intense and incredibly erotic. Its been a long road for me but, yes, I am happy with my castration. Thanks to the EA!

While it's only been a month yes I am giddy with happiness. I had severe pain issues that were driving me nuts (Ha HA) and to be honest never cared that much for my testes anyway. I was presented with several options on how to end the pain and manage the issues causing it. All involved either several surgeries or a monthly visit to have fluid drained from the tunica but still having a rats nest of varicella's in both creating their own issues. . Now I have no pain and feel like myself again!

I couldn't find a cutter, so opted for killing off my nuts with Everclear 190 proof. Started Oct 2017 and by Dec 31, 2017 both nuts had no feeling and were super hard. Found a cutter I had been talking to for several years, and lost track of him when my house burned down. Reconnected shortly after rendering my nuts dead, and on Jan 7, the cutter removed my unwanted nuts. I've never been happier, and woud repeat this process to get rid of them if they grew back. It's never to late.

I agree very liberating! There is hardly a day that upon awakening I don't reach down and to feel and roll my empty scrotum betwebn my fingers! I simply wish I could have experienced this morning event as early as the onset of puberty. I enjoy the feminization that has naturally occurred with testosterone racing through my body!

ambiguous (imported) wrote: Sat May 25, 2019 6:35 am Although this may sound a bit narcissistic but not one morning goes by when I don't jump out of bed and look at empty sack in the wardrobe mirror.

I just love it.

I am now in control of my libido for the first time in my life simply by adjusting the amount and what I take in the way of hormone therapy.

Very liberating.

nutless1, I often think about what it would be like to wake up scratching a empty scrotum