O boy, I'm sitting in a very uncomfortable quantum bus on a 1 700 Km cross-country trip to Pretoria. It is 9:24 PM at the moment and I know I will not be able to sleep. We will get there by 11:00 AM. Anyway, I will keep watching a movie on my tablet until the battery runs out.

YodaNell (imported) wrote: Sat Oct 11, 2014 1:26 pm bimale4fun23...I really have to agree. I placed my camera south of my body and did some research. I discovered the clit!! I uploaded the video to MBM (

YodaNell (imported) wrote: Thu Mar 20, 2014 1:11 pm h

YodaNell (imported) wrote: Sat Oct 11, 2014 1:26 pm ttp://malebodymods.com/index.php?do=/YodaNell/

video/). See for yourself.

I also uploaded some pics of my nipples that are growing back.

PS. Media can pro

bably only be viewed tomorrow after it's been moderated.

The video is available now.

You actually prompted me to sort out a problem I was having on the system for a few months now to get it loaded.

--LT

Losethem (imported) wrote: Tue Oct 14, 2014 7:20 pm You actually prompted me to sort out a problem I was having on the system for a few months now to get it loaded.

--LT

COOL!...glad to be of service.

What I'm about to say, I have mentioned on another thread, but I feel this important info (to mention here on my blog) for others who wishes to be Eunuchs, Nullos etc.

For those who have started their journey, it is often the desire to reach the goal as soon as possible. This desire is due to impatience, and I also understand it. This desire to reach the end can result in sloppiness, carelessness, imprudent actions (like in my case) and even life threatening situations.

But there is something I realized, only now after I reached my goal, "...it is the journey becoming an Eunuch which is so exciting. Enjoy it. Once your journey ends, it is an anti-climax. You have reached your goal...now what? There are moments I wish I still had testicles (and penis) because I want to experience the Calcium Chloride thing...including the pain. There are times I miss the pain in my testicles...sounds weird, I know, but me and all the issues with my testicles (or genitals) have been friends for so long and now that our friendship is over, it is quite lonely. No more touching, squeezing, injecting, cutting, pain, banding, hating...it is a deserted country. You will be pleased and content when you reach your goal, but it is the journey that is the exciting part."

At this very moment I'm sitting in a Boeing 747 on my way back home. I went to Gauteng on a bus which practically destroyed my back, so I decided to fly back. What a difference!

Today I had the worst case of "PMS". I was in a foul mood. Depressed and just wanted to die! I feel I have no purpose in life and EVERYTHING is going wrong. This planet also sucks because there is so much hatred and evil happening on it, which also contribute to my sorrow and depression. My body was shaking on the inside and was going to rip the throat out of the first person that irritates me (hypocritical contradiction, I know).

I took a tranquillizer (on that dissolves under the tong) so I feel a little better now. At first I was concerned that I somehow contracted the Ebola virus, because I also felt feverish, but now I realised that my T level might be too low. I inject 0.25CC Depot Test a week so I am pretty sure that I confused the fever with a hot flush.

So, on Sunday I am going to up my injection to 0.5CC per week...which is still low.

Hell!!...the "PMS" sucks. It is like having "Roid-Rage" but only with low T.

P.S. More pics on MBM (

YodaNell (imported) wrote: Thu Mar 20, 2014 1:11 pm http://malebodymods.com/index.php?do=/YodaNell/photo/

view_photo/page_1/). Viewable in a day or two.

Hi Yodanel, looking at some of the words you used and your grammar, it looks to me as if in your irritation you were thinking in Afrikaans and writing in English LOL

micdavi24 (imported) wrote: Thu Oct 23, 2014 5:59 pm Hi Yodanel, looking at some of the words you used and your grammar, it looks to me as if in your irritation you were thinking in Afrikaans and writing in English LOL

Although I'm not quite sure to which sentences you referring, you are probably correct. I do not think that my English is that bad for an Afrikaans speaking person.

I so wish I can leave this country and move to New Zeeland or the U.S. Most of my frustrations and irritations are rooted being here. Tranquillizer works great, though.

Hope you are content in Australia.

YodaNell (imported) wrote: Fri Oct 24, 2014 5:04 am Although I'm not quite sure to which sentences you referring, you are probably correct. I do not think that my English is that bad for an Afrikaans speaking person.

I so wish I can leave this country and move to New Zeeland or the U.S. Most of my frustrations and irritations are rooted being here. Tranquillizer works great, though.

Hope you are content in Australia.

I don't know too much about you, but NZ is probably the easiest. I am very happy living in Australia. Believe me life isn't all wine and roses. If you PM me, I can go through some of the requirements to get out of SA and I would be happy to assist you in any way I can.

Your English is great and mine has improved since being here in Aus as well. My language usage in SA used to be about 75-85% Afrikaans. Oh and you used the word tong instead of tongue LOL, and the word order in one of the phrases just sounded more like the Afrikaans word order than English. Ek neuk maar net 'n bietjie met jou.

OK, PM me if you would like a bit of help with getting out of SA.

South Africa is certainly an interesting place and I enjoyed my time there greatly. I remember driving around and getting confused because one road sign would be in English, then another further down the road would be in Afrikaans. I saw this both around Cape Town and Johannesburg. That, combined with driving on the left side of the road, made me miss a lot of the countryside as a I was driving around.

If you do move to the US, If you would like a similar climate to where you live now I would suggest moving to Northern California (areas around San Francisco) as it is almost exactly like South Africa, climate-wise. Most other areas in the US are nothing like South Africa. San Francisco itself is like being out on the Cape of Good Hope, and the climate changes similar to how it changes traveling inland from the Cape Town area to areas away from the ocean. Keep in mind that San Francisco is the most expensive place in the US to live, it's recently gotten more expensive than New York.

Feel free to PM me if you're serious about a move, I'd be happy to give you and idea what various places in the US are like. I've lived in 4 different regions of the US, which is a geographically large country.

--LT