I am still alive and kicking. I don't have much time to be on here what with it being race season and all. I am doing well I seem to have adjusted to the eunuch life better than some but I still have the occasional hotflash and mood swing but all in all I'm stable and happy.

here's something interesting I have noticed, those who have opted for castration for reasons other than fantasy seem to move on with their lives and eventually find other things take more of their time that was spent here. I find myself in that group, but I feel an obligation to keeping this thread alive and continue the documentation of a male to eunuch transition.

philip1 (imported) wrote: Thu Aug 16, 2007 7:07 pm here's something interesting I have noticed, those who have opted for castration for reasons other than fantasy seem to move on with their lives and eventually find other things take more of their time that was spent here. I find myself in that group, but I feel an obligation to keeping this thread alive and continue the documentation of a male to eunuch transition.

Thank you! I appreciate that sentiment. I feel much the same way in helping to maintain this board/forum - there are others following us, who need to have this. Thanks for sticking with us!

I find it interesting that of late I have had my old temper visit on a few occasions. I don't currently take any hormone replacements so the old rage is never there. Perhaps it's just frustration at the situations. I am glad it's not a daily thing like before with ever frightening increases in violence. I am glad that part of me died with my testis.

I have found I still retain my competitive spirit but when I lose I don't get mad I just anylize why I lost. This ahs made me a better competitor I think.

All my love to you an Bubba. Honestly. Hope everything is well.

HI Philip!

Explain to me you or who that another why you swear? Why many of you write about advantage of calmness of the eunuch, but no this calmness have? Whence such intolerance? I would like to know who else except me lives as the true eunuch - without chemistry?

I swear when I am angry or frustrated.

I don't know that I have said that I have reached a state of calmness, I have mellowed a little. this is an area where everyone will have different experiences.

I would say I am a true eunuch in that I don't take hormones or anything other than vitamins and calcium. I may have to go on HRT at some point but for the last 2 years since my surgery I have not taken HRT.

Hi Philip!

My method of struggle against absence Т is very simple: I am engaged in meditation. If for mere mortals years of preparation for true eunuchs the status of a trance and full calmness is reached easily and simply are required.

Phil--

I think it would be unreasonable for anyone to expect that your prior aggression would be eliminated completely. However, from what you're describing in your recent threads it seems you have settled into more of a normal situation that other men have. We all get angry from time to time and we go off on our rants.

If one of your races brings you up this way, I'd love to come over and be part of your cheering section.

It has been three years since the day in Seattle that changed my life forever.