I am finally getting some responses. There is a general problem I am trying to address and improve the site in general. I do not want to air any dirty laundry on the details. Let's just say that I am trying to prevent problems in the future that have been happening in past.

Yes, you should be able to go to this site and get information. Castration information in a good forum is very hard to come by. This site helped me make my decision and I am very happy with my CHOICE. I want to help as many other guys make the correct choice for themselves.

About the chat room.

As far as the chat goes I feel that 90% is fantasy or just having fun. I am not against that and did join in the fun often. I am in the chat and the message board for the other 10% of the guys who are serious. That is my real purpose. I can have fun in other places.

The people with the @ in front of their names and on the top of the list of users are in charge of the room. You should be able to contact them for any help in the site. They are the main support for the chat site. If a problem comes up with a user they are the ones that need to address and rectify the user. They have the wisdom and the power to keep the room in good order and safe for everyone. Anyone should feel free to contact any OP in the room. If they do not have the answer they will most likely have a source for the information. They will not provide information about cutters, however. There is one person with the @ in front of their name and he/she/it is very dumb and does not say much intelligent to any one most of the time. That person is @^CountBlah.

Chat room commentary...

bobbie (imported) wrote: Sat Oct 22, 2005 4:18 pm There is one person with the @ in front of their name and he/she/it is very dumb and does not say much intelligent to any one most of the time. That person is @^CountBlah.

You are too funny... the Count is highly intelligent! Didn't you know that? After all, has he EVER answered any of your questions, let alone answer them correctly?... heheheh...

I get your point.

Well on May 27, 2006, will be my 10 month anniversary of my rebirth or castration. In many ways I call it my rebirth for it is the start of a new and better life for me. Thought I will give a status on my physical changes that I have experienced with chemical castration and real castration. Every one is so different on

bobbie (imported) wrote: Thu Oct 20, 2005 5:58 am the effects of castration and

I am no different. Over all I think that I have adapted very well with almost no negatives experienced. I will more or less list the changed that I have had since I started chemical castration.

I started on 100 mg of androcur a day. I was on this dose more or less for a year. I had my testosterone levels checked before I started. They were on the low side of the normal range. Not anything that a doctor would treat for being low. After the second blood test I increased the dose to 150 mg androcur. A few months later I had a saliva test done to check on the hormone levels again. This time the levels were nice and low and close to where a eunuch would be at. A year later I got retested by my urologist that was going to do my castration. He verified that I was still about at the same levels as I have been at for over a year. A eunuch.

I did not suffer many of the hot flashes that are so common. I had some but never bad and not often. Most happened about two months after I started androcur and again after I increased the dose. I also did not have the mood swings that I here about. This is because I think I was at a reduced level of hormones and my body got accustomed to less testosterone over time.

As for physical changes here are the more noticeable ones.

Erection started to become less hard in about a week. They slowly became less ridged and more difficult to get hard. The changes took time and hard to notice them change from day to day.

Being asexual I had no sexual desire as most people have. I did however masturbate all the time. I was very good at that. I enjoyed looking at porn very much. As the weeks passed my interests reduced greatly. When I went on the higher dose of androcur, the desires stopped altogether. I have not masturbated or had a desire to in almost two and half years now.

One thing that happened that I am not happy with but am to be expected is the loss of muscle mass and strength. No, matter how much you work out your muscle will change and you just have to accept that. I can not lift things like I once did. I get more tired when doing things and do not have the energy that I once had. This I do not like at all.

Facial hair is much less and the beard grows far slower. The side burns are no more. The hair is much softer now. This side effect I like real much.

Body hair is also far less dense. In many parts of the body I no longer have any hair. In the rest the hair is finer and often lighter in color.

Arm pit hair and groin hair are much less and less dense now.

Body odor is much less. I do not have the smell of a gym bag in my dirty cloth's basket as I once had. I seem to sweat more now then before. Do not know if that is related to castration or not.

Weight gain does not seem to be a problem for me yet. My weight is about the same now as I did three years ago. For this I am very happy for it seems like most put on 10 to 20 pounds after castration.

Here is one thing that I have noticed that does not seem to be mentioned. My finger and toe nails are far softer and weaker than before. Takes very little to damage nails now. I never had very strong nails before. This is maybe why I noticed the problem where others do not.

The skin seems to be more dry then before. This is common I think but not mentioned much.

I have developed one major health problem as a result of lack of male hormones. I wanted to get my bone density checked so I would have a reference number. So I could monitor any changes I may have. After two years of just the castration drugs I had weakling of the bones. This alarmed me to say the least. My doctor put me on a drug to reverse the effects. I take the drug once a week and should correct it. I was taking at least 1200 mg of calcium and vitamin D from the start. I knew that I would need this to help prevent getting the disease. My calcium levels were the same now as they were before I started the castration drug. For some reason my body is just not absorbing the calcium like it should be. I will get retested again next year to see if any changes occur.

Emotional changes occurred in the first two years with a great deal of it in the first year. I would say that there has been almost no change from the time just before my castration and five months post castration. Being chemically castrated for over years my body and mind already adjusted to being without testosterone for some time. It is a shame that no one really knew me before I started the chemical castration. I have been in this site from I think 1998. I just never made any friends in here for years.

I think emotional changes were the biggest changes that I noticed. They effected me far more than the physical changes I went through. Perhaps someday I may go into them. The emotional changes that occurred in the past five months I contributed to other factors other then testosterone. In both cases I think my life is far more fulfilling and worth while.

For me castration was the right choice in my life. I often wonder how things would have been different if castrated at a much younger age. I as well wonder how things would be if I never started on the road of being an eunuch. I am very certain that I would not have made so many friends in the past three years. My attitude on life in general would be much as it was for the first 50+ years of my life. Most can not understand how I could be happy as I was. Now that I see life in a much different way I look back and wonder how I lived as I did all those years.

Well, on May 27, 2006, will be my 10 month anniversary of my rebirth or castration. In many ways I call it my rebirth for it is the start of a new and better life for me. Thought I will give a status on my physical changes that I have experienced with chemical castration and real castration. Every one is so different on

bobbie (imported) wrote: Thu Oct 20, 2005 5:58 am the effects of castration and

I am no different. Over all I think that I have adapted very well with almost no negatives experienced. I will more or less list the changed that I have had since I started chemical castration.

I started on 100 mg of androcur a day. I was on this dose more or less for a year. I had my testosterone levels checked before I started. They were on the low side of the normal range. Not anything that a doctor would treat for being low. After the second blood test I increased the dose to 150 mg androcur. A few months later I had a saliva test done to check on the hormone levels again. This time the levels were nice and low and close to where a eunuch would be at. A year later I got retested by my urologist that was going to do my castration. He verified that I was still about at the same levels as I have been at for over a year. A eunuch.

I did not suffer many of the hot flashes that are so common. I had some but never bad and not often. Most happened about two months after I started androcur and again after I increased the dose. I also did not have the mood swings that I here about. This is because I think I was at a reduced level of hormones and my body got accustomed to less testosterone over time.

As for physical changes here are the more noticeable ones.

Erection started to become less hard in about a week. They slowly became less ridged and more difficult to get hard. The changes took time and hard to notice them change from day to day.

Being asexual I had no sexual desire as most people have. I did however masturbate all the time. I was very good at that. I enjoyed looking at porn very much. As the weeks passed my interests reduced greatly. When I went on the higher dose of androcur, the desires stopped altogether. I have not masturbated or had a desire to in almost two and half years now.

One thing that happened that I am not happy with but am to be expected is the loss of muscle mass and strength. No, matter how much you work out your muscle will change and you just have to accept that. I can not lift things like I once did. I get more tired when doing things and do not have the energy that I once had. This I do not like at all.

Facial hair is much less and the beard grows far slower. The side burns are no more. The hair is much softer now. This side effect I like real much.

Body hair is also far less dense. In many parts of the body I no longer have any hair. In the rest the hair is finer and often lighter in color.

Arm pit hair and groin hair are much less and less dense now.

Body odor is much less. I do not have the smell of a gym bag in my dirty cloth's basket as I once had. I seem to sweat more now then before. Do not know if that is related to castration or not.

Weight gain does not seem to be a problem for me yet. My weight is about the same now as I did three years ago. For this I am very happy for it seems like most put on 10 to 20 pounds after castration.

Here is one thing that I have noticed that does not seem to be mentioned. My finger and toe nails are far softer and weaker than before. Takes very little to damage nails now. I never had very strong nails before. This is maybe why I noticed the problem where others do not.

The skin seems to be more dry then before. This is common I think but not mentioned much.

I have developed one major health problem as a result of lack of male hormones. I wanted to get my bone density checked so I would have a reference number. So I could monitor any changes I may have. After two years of just the castration drugs I had weakling of the bones. This alarmed me to say the least. My doctor put me on a drug to reverse the effects. I take the drug once a week and should correct it. I was taking at least 1200 mg of calcium and vitamin D from the start. I knew that I would need this to help prevent getting the disease. My calcium levels were the same now as they were before I started the castration drug. For some reason my body is just not absorbing the calcium like it should be. I will get retested again next year to see if any changes occur.

Emotional changes occurred in the first two years with a great deal of it in the first year. I would say that there has been almost no change from the time just before my castration and five months post castration. Being chemically castrated for over years my body and mind already adjusted to being without testosterone for some time. It is a shame that no one really knew me before I started the chemical castration. I have been in this site from I think 1998. I just never made any friends in here for years.

I think emotional changes were the biggest changes that I noticed. They effected me far more than the physical changes I went through. Perhaps someday I may go into them. The emotional changes that occurred in the past five months I contributed to other factors other then testosterone. In both cases I think my life is far more fulfilling and worth while.

For me castration was the right choice in my life. I often wonder how things would have been different if castrated at a much younger age. I as well wonder how things would be if I never started on the road of being an eunuch. I am very certain that I would not have made so many friends in the past three years. My attitude on life in general would be much as it was for the first 50+ years of my life. Most can not understand how I could be happy as I was. Now that I see life in a much different way I look back and wonder how I lived as I did all those years.

Thanks for you post bobbie. Its good the know the experiencs from other people. When the time come's for me..ill make a sort of post like this, what happens to me, mental, and physical.

Wow, that is alot of very good information about yourself, bobbie (Eunuk). I really enjoyed reading it. I probably had some up and down facial expressions as I was reading it too.

You really explained alot of things in your life now and then. I read from top to bottom and couldn't stop reading. I sure hope things don't get any worst for you or anyone else that has posted about themselves. I love you all alot as most of you know, I wouldn't want anything to happen to none of you that can be helped. So, take care and be the best that you can be.

Love always, Lilac

Looking at the calendar it is just over 2 weeks till my second birthday. My castration date is what I call my second birthday. I have talked about many of the physical aspects of castration here. I have not touch much on the mental aspects. Talking with so many people that are castrated, I find that so many ways they are effected by the loss of testosterone. No two people seem to be the same. For so many guys it is a very difficult roller coaster for a long time. Depression seems to be a common thread with many. I seem to have had the opposite effect. I was clinically depressed for several years prior to my castration. I felt better about myself after my castration for some reason. I can not put it in words but an almost life long interests in castration had been fulfilled.

I am not sure if there is any interests in the mental experiences I went through for each person is so different.

I better wish you a Happy 2nd Eunuch Birthday now. I also think of the day of my castration as my rebirth. Like you I suffered from depression before castration. While under the influence of testosterone I was just not me. After I became myself no more long term depression. I do become appropriately sad instead of being depressed for no reason. When I am happy I tend to be happier.

I for one would be interested in your mental changes. I find reflecting on similarities and differences that others experience helpful in my continuing to learn about myself. The how to live as a eunuch manual is written by all who contribute.

Here is a physical change that I do not know if it has to do with castration or just the way I am. I seem to get pimples on the end of my nipples once in a while. They are not like zits you get on your face. They tend to bleed when they pop.

Does others have this as well?

bobbie (imported) wrote: Mon Jul 17, 2006 12:02 pm Here is a physical change that I do not know if it has to do with castration or just the way I am. I seem to get pimples on the end of my nipples once in a while. They are not like zits you get on your face. They tend to bleed when they pop.

Does others have this as well?

My nipples became larger and more feminine looking after castration. For the first few years they were always becoming erect and if all I had on was a light shirt or scrubs it was very obvious. I was wondering with the feminizing if this has happened to your nipples maybe they are trying to lactate or hormonaly think they might need to because of the hormonal changes.

Hi Tugon!

Could it be as the women of the world naturally have loads of less testosterone in their systems that they seem naturally more happy with their lives than most of us born as boys (later men) are?

Asks

John