notsomanly (imported) wrote: Mon Sep 10, 2018 9:24 am I have had the same experience. For me, getting castrated seemed to be a sexual fantasy that disappeared with the rest of my sex drive. It has been revealing to learn what is an inherent drive and what is T dependent. Living with low T is definitely what I want, mostly because I came to hate having libido.
I'm with you. I've been on Spiro now for two months and am happy with the reduced lbido and not thinking about sex nearly as much. If things continue to go well, I'm planning on having an orchiectomy sometime down the road.