Every one here want to help you live a better life and not to help you to commit suicide. I'm worry about your "contingency plan", can you explain?

Nestor AEgrotatus (imported) wrote: Fri Sep 27, 2013 4:49 pm Trust me, castration will probably solve many of my problems. And even if it doesn't, I already have contingency plans to deal with the consequences.

Nestor, what are your reasons for wanted to be castrated?

Nestor AEgrotatus (imported) wrote: Sat Sep 28, 2013 6:09 pm Unfortunately I'm not transgendered.

Ok, then.

Take a look here (http://www.eunuch.org/forums/showthread ... feminizing), this is a thread discussing chemical castration drugs and doses.

Then try to find threads discussing castration consequences. At least some of the eunuchs here ended up on HRT of some sort (doesn't matter much if it is T or E). Think of it. Do you have money for it, if you find out that you need it. Is it covered by your insurance?

Then comes potential issue of depression. Ok, more than potential. Are you ready? Do you have someone to watch out for you?

After the chemical castration trial of at least few months, better closer to 6 months (at that time it should be still reversible), you can make up your mind about surgery if you still want one.

See for example here: http://www.eunuch.org/forums/showthread ... ew-website , read the entire thread, I do not remember exact last requirements.

PS. Can you tell a bit about yourself and your desires?

PPS. I am sure, I have forgotten something, but this post should be okay.

I have several reasons to be castrated. I'm an antinatalist and I'm disgusted by the idea of being able to bread. I also hate all sexual feelings and wish to have them eliminated forever. I also feel that it may put an end to intrusive thoughts I've been bothered with for years as well as trim down the excessive energy I have, so I can finally think clearly without my mind always in a fog. I don't like the idea of chemical castration at all as it does not sterilize me. And I don't think I'll have to worry about depression, I'm already depressed and have something that I loath so much removed would probably lift me out of my current depression.

hi!, is everyone used a crushing method of castration (pliers or vice) along with the banding of the scrotum? I have not found stories in the archive or video on the net

if anybody know ...

You should read more of the posts on EA, they have full of valuable infos. You said that chemical castration will not sterilized you. If you would have read a little more of the posts here, you'd already know that all men on either chemical castration or on TRT are sterile. When testicles stop producing testosterone the spermatogenesis stops. Chemical castration trial is just proposed to give an hint of what castration will be and that excludes the side effects, that usually take longer to set in. At the time you'd reach the point of no return, you won't have experienced the those side effects yet. Castration come in one package, the goods come with the bad. You just can't choose the goods. Take my word, I've been there and I'm not a wimp. When you put it all on the scale, the side effects outweigh by far the good. That's why most castrated men here are on TRT. If you wish so much to be sterile, why don't you just get a vasectomy? That would save you lot of trouble.

Nestor AEgrotatus (imported) wrote: Sun Sep 29, 2013 11:13 pm I have several reasons to be castrated. I'm an antinatalist and I'm disgusted by the idea of being able to bread. I also hate all sexual feelings and wish to have them eliminated forever. I also feel that it may put an end to intrusive thoughts I've been bothered with for years as well as trim down the excessive energy I have, so I can finally think clearly without my mind always in a fog. I don't like the idea of chemical castration at all as it does not sterilize me. And I don't think I'll have to worry about depression, I'm already depressed and have something that I loath so much removed would probably lift me out of my current depression.

I'm already living with alot of bad, any more bad that may come from castration will be far outweighed by the good. And I don't like the idea of Vasectomy because it has a risk of failure and my testicles would still be producing sperm, which I want to put an end to.

I am trying to write a reply to this thread for the fourth time, and for the fourth time I am unable to do it. It is probably one of the times, when I have trouble relaying my thoughts not in my native language.

Ok, I'll try again. I think that 1% unreliability for vasectomy is good enough. It was good enough to launch Space Shuttle, you know .

It looks like you are thinking about one silver bullet to solve every problem. It just does not work this way.

I do not try to say anything really bad, but you seem to be fixated on the only solution here.

The irreversible one.

The problem is, you change with the age. Are you definitely sure, that you still would not want kids later in life?

As for the excess energy... well, you can not have too much of it. It is better to have more than you need, than to not have enough of it.

The "fog" issue and fertility will drop with chemical castration too. It will just take some time.

The problem is, you can get the mental fog back, just the other kind of it, not the one of "Sex.... I want to have sex",

but in a kind of "can't concentrate... its too hard" and of "what I was doing 5 minutes ago?" (Ok, I am exaggerating a bit, but every joke is only partly a joke).

And energy and strength... you can lose much more, that you bargain for, trust me, I've been there.

As for depression... It is said - hope for the best, plan for the worst.

Let's just think that you are wrong, and you still have depression after castration. Do you have a plan for that?

PS. I am not a native speaker, and hope that my post makes sense. It is more than a bit longer than my usual post here.

Believe me when I say this, I would rather castrate myself with a kitchen knife rather than have a child. I can not express enough how much I loath the idea of having children. It is the most vile and evil thing anyone could ever do. And you don't fully understand what I meant by fog, it's not a constant distraction by sex. For years I've been tormented by intrusive thoughts about a variety of things, not just sex, which cause me much distress and despair. Over the years my mind been enveloped by a fog where I can't concentrate on anything and detached from reality so I'm not as bothered as much by intrusive thoughts. And I can and do have too much energy, I often can not help but run and jump and frolic through my yard and through the streets while I'm in my foggy fantasy world and I can't stand to be still. I probably look stupid and/or insane, but because I'm so detached from reality, I can't fully comprehend how awful I look. But to maintain this fog, I must isolate myself from people. When I'm in public or around people, my intrusive thoughts intensify and they become so bad I develop physical compulsions which are made worse by my excessive energy. I also can be very irritable when my foggy fantasy world is disturbed and sometimes become gripped with rage. But I'm sick of being tormented by intrusive thoughts, I'm sick of running around like an idiot, I'm sick of being in a fantasy world, I'm sick of not being able to socialize, and I'm sick of being so irritable and filled with rage. I want to return to reality, to be able to calmly walk down the streets, thinking clearly and calmly, even if I'm a little more distracted, and to be able to talk with people. And I believe castration will make that happen. I've noticed over the years I'm most calm when my libido is at it's lowest. I believe the reason for this is that the cause of my psychological problems is the cat-borne parasite Toxoplasmosis gondii, and that when my testosterone levels are lower, my immune system works better and is able to suppress the wretched parasite wreaking havoc on my mind. Without any testosterone, my immune system will finally be able to kill of the toxoplasmosis once and for all! And as I've already said, I loath the idea of having kids and feel disgusted by sexual feelings( though I don't think my disgust with sexual feelings and intrusive thoughts are directly related, as my intrusive thoughts are often caused by non-sexual subjects), so to completely and permanently sterilizing myself as well as extinguish all sexual feelings would be excellent bonuses to possibly freeing myself of my psychological problems by castrating myself.

Nestor, you scare me and I suppose it's because your castration ideation is so pervasive. I was like that too and took measures into my own hands. I ended up in a bad situation. Please be safe. However, you need to have a plan and I'm saying this because if you don't, you'll wake up in a manic castration state of mind and just chop your testicles off, end up in the ER and Psych Ward with huge medical bills. So here's the thing, think clearly and critically on how you might best accomplish your castration but with these parameters:

1. I will be patient.

2. I will not take matters into my own hands.

3. I will make a wise and sensible plan.

4. DO NOT SEEK HELP FROM PEOPLE YOU DO NOT KNOW!

All of these points are extremely valid and important if you want to accomplish your castration in a safe way. I know you don't have money and money inhibits a lot of people from getting what they want. However, you need to be patient. If you want to be castrated, start saving every penny. Open a savings account for this purpose. You can go to Thailand or Malaysia and still get your castration (medically called a "bi-lateral orchiectomy"). You'll probably need at minimum $5000. dollars, that would include plane fair. You might also plan on chemical castration, which you could get from your doctor if you state that you need to lower your libido. If you don't have insurance, some doctors might still help you obtain the medication. You've just got to ask and try. Female doctors are more sympathetic on average. But make a plan and work towards accomplishing your plan.