YodaNell (imported) wrote: Sat Mar 05, 2011 2:40 pm Hi, the nurses an docs are ok. I suppose that they are used to men who lost their penises through cancer. Until they fix my reroute, I am able to stand and pee.

(As long as you don't have to pee through the fly opening in your underware and trousers)

YodaNell (imported) wrote: Sat Mar 05, 2011 2:40 pm Just be sure that you REALLY want to be a nullo. It feels strange in the beginning. I can at times still feel my penis. Sometimes it itches but I have nowhere to scratch. I believe that these phantoms will disappear after a few weeks; until my brain re-maps itself. They must still remove the stump because I hate it when it get erected. Penectomy is permanent. No more masturbation...ever! Be sure.

Having said that, I'm still very happy to be a nullo. I just have to kick the habbit, like stopping smoking. This was my resolve and desire from the start.

On the funny side though; One of the habbits is to shake my willy after a pee, you know. Now, after every pee, I still want to grab my penis to give it a good shake! Also, because I can still stand and pee, I still grab inside my jocks to take out my junk only realizing there is nothing to grab. It's years of penis handling habits that must now be unlearned. But it is like a new adventure.

Regards

It shouldn't take you long to adjust to having to sit to pee or the other required changes. I still have my penis and testicles but have sat or squatted to pee full time (no exceptions) for over 12 years. I started sitting because of frequently getting the last squirts in and on my clothes , the difficulty of fully empting my bladder when pulling my penis out through my trousers , and being uncomfortable standing at the urinal next to other guys . Also, when sitting there is no need to shake your penis as you can wipe it if necessary. It only took me a couple times before I automatically went to the stall instead of first looking at the urinal.

Sex became difficult and uncomfortable for my wife when her vagina became dry and difficult to penetrate. Thus she has not wanted sex and I have not needed my penis for sex for several years. It is now just an inconvenience for me and I would like to have total removal of my penis and testicles with urethra reroute. I am certain that I would not have any difficult adjusting to the change.

I wish you happiness and satisfaction - may you find it more pleasurable and enjoyable!!

YodaNell (imported) wrote: Sat Feb 26, 2011 10:49 am I have pics of my black penis, device etc. but I don

’t know where to put it. I’

YodaNell (imported) wrote: Sat Feb 26, 2011 10:49 am m not a member of BME anymore. Although EA has served its purpose for me, I think I’ll still pop-in at times to see how you all are doing. Greetings as I write this to you straight from my hospital bed marinating in blissful delight of being a-sexual. This 7 year chapter is closed, at last. Now it is me and my God

your very welcome to join www.malebodymods.com

you can create a profile and upload your pics and videos, as well as meet and chat to others with penectomy or extreme mods.

its only $20 per year to cover site running costs as it's non profit making and dedicated ONLY to us modified men

Yoda, thanks for sharing your story and glad you are progressing in a way you have desired for so long.

I believe that the general approach of damaging then seeking medical attention is the best way for most to get voluntary castration or penectomy (as it balances getting it done without hassle with getting it done properly.)

I think for other people considering following your footsteps, I'd make a few suggestions:

1) There is no need to try to crush your testicles into a pulp, just using an elastrator for 24 hours should be sufficient, or use the alcohol injection method, and would avoid much of the pain and possible hematoma (and related blood clot) potential that crushing can cause. By the way, some people's testicles are really tough. I had a woman crush my testicles with two large wood vices where she used all her strength to tighten them, and although I was bruised for 3 weeks, they're fully recovered and I'm not castrated or even in need of medical attention -- so the concept of "popping" ones balls is not a sure thing at all.

2) When doing the penis, an elastrator can also be used but it is really important to consider urination. If you don't urinate for long enough you can actually die. And if you keep untying the penis then the chance of killing the flesh diminishes greatly (the flesh of the penis is different than other flesh because it is used to being flaccid with very low blood flow -- think about old men who can't get it up any more but the penis still doesn't just fall off -- so every time you restore the blood flow you're pretty much resetting the whole process).

3) the most important thing is not to be embarrassed about going to the hospital afterwards. It will actually be embarrassing, and no cover story will really be believed, but like Yoda said "who cares?". But if you're not prepared to go through that trouble, please don't even begin to hurt yourself -- any delay when dealing with blood clots or infection can be life threatening.

Mac (imported) wrote: Sat Mar 05, 2011 4:16 pm When in basic training you will have group quarters, a common latinne and group showers.

When assigned to a ship or deployed to some assignments you will not have the luxury of being isolated in quarters, in the shower or in the latrine. When in group activities and the other guys pull their penises out to pee you will have to pull your pants down and squat. When in the shower you will also face their ridiqule.

Serving as a man you will not be able to join the women on manuvers, in the barracks, in the latrine or in the shower. How long do you think that you will survive?

OK Guys, listen up. I've done my basic training in 1988. I used to be permanent force from 1988 to 1998. Since then I've been on reserve force, working for the Navy whenever they need more personnel. Now, this year, my Commander wants me to join as a permanent member again.

Hope this clears the issue. BTW, there are so many gays in the defense force (medics and administrations corpses) I doubt they'll care about my penectomy.

I'm so happy being without a penis (so far), that I don't care what others say. My goal is to become more pure so I'm left, only, with the battle of the mind. I need a shift in paradigm. I just wish that 6 weeks are over to finish this ugly job.

Regards

I think firenice got a reroute before he cut his penis off. He banded his penis but the band slipped off afterward and he still ended up going to the ER and that's typical. You can't really cut off your penis yourself or even with assistance and not expect to be hospitalized. The penis fills up with blood normally to erect itself and cutting it off is like opening a valve, blood gushes out and it's extremely difficult to turn off without professional medical attention. You could bleed to death, that's why you should not attempt it yourself.

Hash,

Even though your warning to not try to do a penectomy by yourself is wise the information you provide is not accurate at all.

What part of his information was not correct,i would say that his has given some very good advice with regards to self penectomy,will you share with us what information was not correct.

chemcast scot (imported) wrote: Sun Mar 06, 2011 5:50 am What part of his information was not correct,i would say that his has given some very good advice with regards to self penectomy,will you share with us what information was not correct.

Guys, I noticed from reading other posts that people who perform self penectomies have urinating problems which results in endless visits to Uro's and ER visits including using catheters and stretching the urethra (if you can find it).

The best way is to have a penectomy by Medical Professionals. They will fix you downstairs. But, like I said before, they will only remove your penis if it is damaged. Another advantage of them removing the penis is, once they have done it, you don't have problems of uros being full of s#$t repairing everything because THEY have removed it.

Please, don't do it yourself. The risks are FAR greater than the risk I took.

Regards

Hi guys, I've posted some picture on BME in the I AM section under YodaNell. I hope this link works:

http://iam.bmezine.com/iampix.exe?cmd=g ... Nell&mod=1

YodaNell (imported) wrote: Mon Mar 07, 2011 2:18 am Hi guys, I've posted some picture on BME in the I AM section under YodaNell. I hope this link works:

http://iam.bmezine.com/iampix.exe?cmd=g ... Nell&mod=1

I am not a member of BME. Where else can I view your pictures?