I agree with riverwind and kirstoff,i can also understabd txt but on here it is just good manners to use full english,or what ever language you speak.

But i also would never support anyone who is going to self castrate,the problems that you can end up with are just to many,go and see your own doctor and talk it over with them,it is better to be safe than sorry.

I know how desperate you can get when the only thing that you want is to be castrated,i know i have been there myself and yes i have had thoughts of castrating myself as well.

But i would rather a fully qualifed doctor in a hospital did it,you never know what can go wrong and it is better to be where you can get all the help should anything go wrong,get the best advice on here but get it done by a doctor.