Ericboy wrote

erikboy (imported) wrote: Sat Oct 23, 2010 12:00 pm I wounder if those eunuchs who are able to orgasm now, were able to have orgasms before puberty too. Or if there was no orgasms before puberty then there was no orgasms after castration? Any experience?

What an excellent question to have raised ericboy.

I have been lurking this site, BME, Manmods and others for many years, explored erotic body modification, masochism and many forms of sexual expression all of which proves to me, over and over again that sex really is primarily, though not exclusively, in the head.

Of course testosterone is a factor, especially where semen production is concerned, and muscle mass, body hair, male pattern baldness, voice etc. But you have just reminded me of what it was like as a boy of 6 to 12 years old.

During this 6 year period before puberty I fantasized about sex and masturbated to orgasm almost daily. After the first few years I often prolonged the experience for as much as 30 to 90 minutes and occasionally had multiple orgasms which seemed to pulsate through every nerve in my body, not just the genitals.

I distinctly remember the very first time a little semen came out when I was 12. From then on orgasm seemed to happen faster and was clearly focused much more on the act of ejaculation itself. My cock and balls got bigger, my body got hairy and gained muscle bulk and I think post orgasmic let down (prolactin?) was greatly increased too. But my erotic pleasure in general and orgasmic ecstasy itself did not improve one bit. If anything they decreased, all closely related to testosterone levels.

So there you have it ericboy. If/when I manage to have myself castrated I, for one, am hoping to have a kind of Peter Pan experience. I've had a very active erotic imagination since long before puberty and nothing would please me more than returning to those prolonged, diffuse, blindingly pleasurable erotic experiences of my youth. I don't mind if my penis shrinks or doesn't get quite as hard. I had a vasectomy many years ago so I'm shooting blanks as it is. Totally dry orgasms sound kinda fun actually.

This is my first posting on the eunuch archive and I realize most members here have very different feelings about castration. I hope to be able to return to this one day soon with an update (after castration) so that all of the above can be compared to actual experience. How exciting..... looking forward to it, but how to get there? Hmmmmm.

My eperience has been similar to yours and that is the source of question.

I started to masturbate at age 6 or 7. I can't remember exactly what was first, manual stimulation of penis or erotic thoughts. But as a prepubertal boy I masturbated 1-5 times a month. The closer to puberty the more sophisticated my erotic fantasies became and the more I masturbated. So, before puberty I certainly was sexual being already. I mean just sexual. Not bisexual, heterosexual or homosexual.

I remember that exact time when my puberty started very well. I was 13 and half and hadn't masturbated for a month perhaps. Due to privacy reasons. I was living at my friends house for several weeks. And I started to notice that I got my penis hard every morning I woke up. Harder and harder with every morning, which was unusual. And one morning there was nobody around, so i just wanted to touch my penis little bit. Then i just started to jack off, giving in to my urges. Orgasm came unusually rapidly. Its strenght was unexpected and exhausting, overwhelmingly intense, nothing that I had experienced before. As I regained my privacy soon after, I started to masturbate every day. And that was the difference.

I know people who have told me that they never masturbated before puberty and did not have any sexual fantasies either. That bring me to a tought that people base sexuality could be at very different levels. As many castrated men loose all the sexuality, and some do not.

I don't know about erections and orgasms after castration since I'm not castrated, but I recall having sexual (not heterosexual, homosexual, or bi-sexual) feelings in the genital area around 11 years of age. Puberty started when I was about 13 1/2 y/o, but my voice didn't change until I was almost 17 y/o. I had a case of measles around 12 and remember my Mother taking me to the doctor and that was the first time a doctor touched my genitals. I didn't feel aroused--just wondered what was going on. Yes, I was a naïve boy! My testicles grew during puberty, but my penis stayed fairly small and I found fondling my dick at night to be pleasureable, but I didn't have any precum or orgasm until I was 18 1/2 y/o. I couldn't masturbate easily in the Navy (no privacy), but started masturbating at least once or twice a week after discharge from the military (and had an orgasm each time--which was nice). Military service delayed my entrance into college and I recall buying "romance novels" and masturbating, pretending to have sex with a woman. During college, I was asked by some female students to be their male "escort" to various functions. It was nice to have some feminine companionship, but still wasn't looking for the "Right One." When I was 24, my hormones must have jumped and I wanted to experience intercourse with a woman, but was scared, single, and still a virgin. I began looking for a mate and found a girl at church and we began dating and "making out" at the drive-in! We married after I turned 26 y/o and then went to Grad School. Since both of us were inexperienced sexually, the "Honeymoon" was nice, but not fantastic. As we got to know each other better as man and wife, the sex became extremely wonderful and we were engaging in it 3-4 times per week, but my wife was on the "pill", so I didn't have to worry about pregnancies at that point. She got off the "pill" when we decided to start a family when I was about 29 y/o. Between 1974 and 1980, we had four children, but the jobs just didn't pay much for one working parent back then. It still doesn't! My wife went through menopause early (1987) and then developed a meningioma and started acting crazy saying we needed to get rid of our children, so I could concentrate on buying HER things. We divorced on 10/22/94 and I had custody of the 3 children who were still in their early to mid-teens. After the kids got married and left me with an "empty nest" I masturbated at least twice a week and then became ill from something that happened while I was in the Navy, which was a "National Security Issue" and they wouldn't tell me what happened. About 2000, the V.A. determined that I had Chronic Fatigue Syndrome and my interest in sex diminished since I was taking blood pressure pills and anti-depression pills. I noticed, with alarm, that my penis was shrinking (it's 1 1/2" soft and less than 4 inches erect). My testicles are at least marble size and I became interested in guys around 2006 (62 y/o). I had 4-5 men who showed me what a "blow job" was (never had any before) and enjoyed it and could maintain an erection for over an hour during "edging" sessions! I guess due to all the medications I was taking, my interest in sex declined almost 95% and my LAST orgasm was in Oct., 2009! In 2012, I had to be circumcised and masturbation was not as much fun as before (with a foreskin). Now, I will be 71 in late October and my sex drive has increased, but still can't orgasm during masturbation. Celibacy was difficult in the military, but during some periods in my 60's, I didn't mind not having a sex drive for periods (months) of time. This turned out to be much longer than I anticipated!!! I think I got off topic, but have had a fantasy about being castrated since I was about 13 y/o, which grew stronger in my late 40's and 50's when I discovered Eunuch.org . Sometimes my fantasies turn to cannibalism--where I am the meat for a meal! I've written two stories about cannibalism which is on another website devoted to cannibalism. I also wrote Part I and II of "Daddy's Little Boy" for Eunuch.org and it should be in the fictional stories. Thanks for letting me vent on this thread!

I was able to have both after getting castrated, though I can't get erections anymore. Of course that tends to be the case when you cut your dick off.

--LT

erikboy (imported) wrote: Sat Oct 23, 2010 12:00 pm It is hard to answer if you will have ability to orgasm after castration. Some people have and some do not. It seem to be very personal.

I wounder if those eunuchs who are able to orgasm now, were able to have orgasms before puberty too. Or if there was no orgasms before puberty then there was no orgasms after castration? Any experience?

I could get orgasms a long time before I reached puberty through masturbation. They were not so intense, but thats's more a thing of the brain. Enjoying orgasms must be learnt. About post-castration I can tell nothing, because up to now I am wearing balls.

Yes. You very well can!

Losethem (imported) wrote: Fri Oct 09, 2015 4:31 pm I was able to have both after getting castrated, though I can't get erections anymore. Of course that tends to be the case when you cut your dick off.

--LT

LT....dude! Full nullo less than 4 months ago, that's fucking amazing! How are you feeling now? Have you blogged about it or written in any detail anywhere? In particular I'm curious if you intend to stop all sexual function or if you are like some other nullos (sidewinder etc) who continue to have sex (as bottoms of course) and also orgasm? Or is the eunuch calm more where you're at? Wow, I just noticed....joined the eunuch archive in 2001. Respect.

I will be brief as this is turning into a hijacked thread. I'll be more like Sidewiner, remaining sexually active, though I've yet to have penetrative sex since the surgery. I do have someone that wants to. While my string of sex partners has diminished, I'm still getting enough physical intimacy from others to feel pretty darn good about myself. I can achieve orgasm and ejaculate. In fact the 'ole sex life is just fine for now, and I attended a BDSM party this weekend where I played the role of a top. Figure that one out...

However, my experience with can you get erections and orgasms after getting castrated is a resounding yes.

--LT

Ha Ha.. Erections.. No way.. That thing is as dead as a door nail. Orgasm, if you can not get an erection, you are not getting an orgasm either. Remember, Losethem and lot of the others here, take testrosome injections regularly.. I am a true Eunuch, I take nothing.

OneBallBoi (imported) wrote: Sat Oct 17, 2015 6:34 pm Ha Ha.. Erections.. No way.. That thing is as dead as a door nail. Orgasm, if you can not get an erection, you are not getting an orgasm either. Remember, Losethem and lot of the others here, take testrosome injections regularly.. I am a true Eunuch, I take nothing.

This true eunuch does get erections and have orgasms. Castrated 12/06/97 and have never taken any form of HRT. Interesting how the results are so different for each of us.