• My Penectomy story from the hospital

Posted: **Sat Feb 16, 2013 5:56 am**

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YodaNell (imported) wrote: Sat Feb 16, 2013 1:08 am Yes you definitely missed it for I stated in my very first thread: "...

YodaNell (imported) wrote: Sat Feb 26, 2011 10:49 am So, I went to my GP
YodaNell (imported) wrote: Sat Feb 16, 2013 1:08 am and asked her for some lignocain. She was.....
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You'll be amazed how many medical practitioners sell stuff at gyms...not that is your concern either.

Let me ask you a personal question. If you live in the central US how do yo

u know about Groote Schuur Hospital?

May God bless you."

I was born in Groote Schuur, lived in Claremont which is, as you will know, a pleasant suburb of Kapstaad. I was in the BSAP doing poacher control out of Pietersburg onto the Limpopo. Being from the Central United States carries no governor on knowing things; Your assumption that I am a native of the United States is, you see, wrong. I formally became a citizen here in 1969. When one participates in any online forum you quickly learn that any expectation you might have of freedom from curiosity is...incorrect. I cannot think why you would invoke the Deity, he has better things to do than to bless me and I'd much prefer he be elsewhere doing them. Too many years at the Dutch Reform Church had an effect on my religious tendencies. If I've missed a statement of yours then I do apologize. But, again, your assumption that I know nothing of what is sold in gyms is incorrect. I attended two Universities, Witwatersrand, which I'm sure you'll know, and the University of Southern California of which you may have heard. I played water polo and it was an open secret as to what drugs were "available" if not openly marketed. Does that answer your questions? And if you'll forgive referencing one of mine: How did you get in the navy? I recall your writing that you'd been accepted into the service prior to your penectomy but as you may imagine my surprize at reading that a naval officer knew of this and said it wouldn't matter. Sir, I know a bit about the Republic and the military services there and, it's my opinion, that it would have mattered. If I'm incorrect, I'll be happy to stand corrected but as a former citizen it just raised my curiosity. As I'm sure you will know, the U.S. Navy would not permit this-I researched that.

In advance, first, thank you for your prompt response and I look forward to reading about your circumstances in the future.

Posted: **Sat Feb 16, 2013 2:08 pm**

Greetings Hash!!

Good to hear from you. Thank you for the spiritual encouragement.

Agreed...a lot of my male aggressiveness mellowed out after castration as well. In the past, being straight (not gay), I (and maybe most men), will not even touch another man lest he be labeled gay as well. But after castration, I began to notice how beautiful God created a man as well. Men are wonderful creatures totally unique from woman.

Although I have no desire to be feminine, my softer side did surface a bit more, and I truly like the fact that I'm a nullo. I hated the sexual buildup that occurred on a daily basis, having no control over it and, like a slave, toss off to get relief from it. All day long it consumes one's mind, interfering with one's work. It SUCKS! The desire (being on low dose T) for sexual relief is far less now and I have more time concentrating on things that matter.

Somewhere on this forum someone said that every male should be nullified after having had kids. I largely agree with this. So many social problems caused by uncontrollable sexual immorality will be solved. Imagine God created a man with genitals that drops off like a lizard's tail after procreation. That would be cool.

Anyway, I hope that you experience your desire to be nullified soon. If you still enjoy masturbation, one can understand the need to wait for the right time, but if one's penis is like a vestigial organ hanging without purpose, I would remove it. The right time will come as soon as YOU are ready for it. I can tell you that one experience sexual sensations in a total different way which is in many way far more pleasurable, maybe because the little stump inside assist in those feelings. I guess removing the whole penis (including roots) might greatly diminish sexual sensation. I guess you'll have to decide to keep a stump or not.

Ok...let me go say something to considering...

Keep well!!!

Posted: **Sat Feb 16, 2013 2:48 pm**

Hello considering, my good man...

I had a feeling you were once from this part of the pond at some time. Like I said, I don't mean to be rude, but consider this:

1) I don't know you

2) We are not friends (yet)

3) I haven't seen any of your posts yet so I have not built any opinion of you in my mind yet.

4) A first introduction like that post of yours to me is off putting.

5) You do not have adequate security clearance to discuss confidential matters regarding my job in the military.

One does not introduce oneself and then ask so many personal questions in such an arrogant way. I don't even talk to most of my friends and family about my nullification, not that I'm embarrassed by it, but because it's personal between God and myself. Jesus said to his followers that it's given only to some and not many can accept this. This IS for me and I only discuss this highly personal thing to friends I trust...and here on this forum because we share a common interest.

Since 1994, our government changed in many ways, for the good, but also for the bad. One can now be employed in the military as two married gay men receiving all the benefits associated with the job. Any job discriminating against this can be taken to court as the law provides for this. I have done many medical checkups. One has to fill in forms mentioning any surgeries in the past. Withholding information can lead to serious consequences. No-one even raised a brow about my surgeries.

Besides, why must one have genitals to work in the military. We don't use our dicks to steer a ship, or to fire weapons, to march on a parade or to work in a logistics store. One does, however, require balls to fight a battle, but virtual balls will do.

Regarding blessings, I hope God did not notice your words above and withhold your blessing to breath, to swallow, to think clearly, to see, to feel, to keep you from getting diabetes, cancer, aids, HIV, hepatitis, deafness, blindness and all other kind of afflictions that can hit the body. Never mind keeping you safe on the road, feeding your stomach, living under a roof, driving a car...and so I can carry on. Count your blessings because there are many! Even having an erection have been a huge blessing to all men since the beginning of our existence. He gives you all these blessings so that, while you may not love and believe in Him, you can at least thank and honor Him. No-one lives forever on this planet.

Forgive me if I came across a bit hard. Here in South Africa I see all kinds of poverty, hunger and many kinds of needs. Our hope in God and His blessings can be a great comfort during such lowly conditions.

Anyway, If you and I share a common interest regarding the theme of this forum, let's talk shop shall we....

Blessings to you!

Posted: **Sat Feb 16, 2013 4:16 pm**

YodaNell (imported) wrote: Sat Feb 16, 2013 2:48 pm Hello considering, my good man...

I had a feeling you were once from this part of the pond at some time. Like I said, I don't mean to be rude, but consider this:

1) I don't know you

2) We are not friends (yet)

3) I haven't seen any of your posts yet so I have not built any opinion of you in my mind yet.

4) A first introduction like that post of yours to me is off putting.

5) You do not have adequate security clearance to discuss confidential matters regarding my job in the military.

One does not introduce oneself and then ask so many personal questions in such an arrogant way. I don't even talk to most of my friends and family about my nullification, not that I'm embarrassed by it, but because it's personal between God and myself. Jesus said to his followers that it's given only to some and not many can accept this. This IS for me and I only discuss this highly personal thing to friends I trust...and here on this forum because we share a common interest.

Since 1994, our government changed in many ways, for the good, but also for the bad. One can now be employed in the military as two married gay men receiving all the benefits associated with the job. Any job discriminating against this can be taken to court as the law provides for this. I have done many medical checkups. One has to fill in forms mentioning any surgeries in the past. Withholding information can lead to serious consequences. No-one even raised a brow about my surgeries.

Besides, why must one have genitals to work in the military. We don't use our dicks to steer a ship, or to fire weapons, to march on a parade or to work in a logistics store. One does, however, require balls to fight a battle, but virtual balls will do.

Regarding blessings, I hope God did not notice your words above and withhold your blessing to breath, to swallow, to think clearly, to see, to feel, to keep you from getting diabetes, cancer, aids, HIV, hepatitis, deafness, blindness and all other kind of afflictions that can hit the body. Never mind keeping you safe on the road, feeding your stomach, living under a roof, driving a car...and so I can carry on. Count your blessings because there are many! Even having an erection have been a huge blessing to all men since the beginning of our existence. He gives you all these blessings so that, while you may not love and believe in Him, you can at least thank and honor Him. No-one lives forever on this planet.

Forgive me if I came across a bit hard. Here in South Africa I see all kinds of poverty, hunger and many kinds of needs. Our hope in God and His blessings can be a great comfort during such lowly conditions.

Anyway, If you and I share a common interest regarding the theme of this forum, let's talk shop shall we....

Blessings to you!

Are you barmy? I don't need security clearance to ask a simple question which has nothing to do with your position in the military? What was all that preamble about not knowing me? Of course you don't know me and I don't know you. Your condescending tone is laughable. Really, I don't care if you choose to answer or not. The questions I posed were in direct response to comments you'd made. I wasn't probing for any further information although based on the length of your answer you apparently felt under attack. Does the title "Father" or "Pastor" precede your name? I'm sorry I ever wasted my time to inquire about something I'd read that you'd written. You have your lack of genitals and I have mine. NRSVP

Posted: **Sat Feb 16, 2013 4:27 pm**

We've had enough of this! Any more of it will bring undesired results. We do not hurl insults here.

Posted: **Tue Aug 20, 2013 6:08 am**

YodaNell (imported) wrote: Sat Mar 05, 2011 2:40 pm I can at times still feel my penis. Sometimes it itches but I have nowhere to scratch. I believe that these phantoms will disappear after a few weeks; until my brain re-maps itself.

Hi, I hope it's not inappropriate to ask a question as direct as this, but...

It's now two years since - did your expectation come through? Did the phantom feelings go away after a few weeks?

Posted: **Tue Aug 20, 2013 10:44 am**

mccrayle (imported) wrote: Tue Aug 20, 2013 6:08 am Hi, I hope it's not inappropriate to ask a question as direct as this, but...

It's now two years since - did your expectation come through? Did the phantom feelings go away after a few weeks?

Hi mccrale, I think I expressed myself incorrectly in my quote above. I never felt a phantom penis. I felt a phantom little annoying itch somewhere in the air (about 2cm) in front of my groin. The itch was like a little pin prick and doesn't matter how I try to locate the source, I could not scratch it. It was not present the whole time but it would come and then go away. By the time my deep stiches inside urethra and stump dissolved, so that little itch disappeared. I guess that one of those stitches caused the itch 'Phantom' and my brain sensed the itch outside my body as part of the nerves that served my penis is still present on my stump. Don't know if I'm making any sense. But, I never felt a phantom penis.

Posted: **Tue Aug 20, 2013 2:36 pm**

Thank you very much for the elucidation!

Posted: **Sat Dec 28, 2013 11:01 am**

Many eunuchs say they are happy being eunuchs (self included), but if you are a nullo, how do you feel now after being done?

Does it feel good, and if so, how long was it after the procedure before you felt this way?

Maybe it was all a mistake, a triumph, a what? Do share....

Posted: **Sat Dec 28, 2013 2:10 pm**

I think it is great that YodaNell was able to realize his desire to be nullo and is content with the result. I would like to find a way to achieve the same.

YodaNell if you are still here please give us an update.

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