I suffer from low energy when not on TRT as well but I am retired so it is not to bad till spring when I have a lot of work in the yard etc. I have found a very strange thing seems to happen with me when I start to use my Androgel in the spring. After a week or so I find my libido increases and I function normally sexually for about 2 weeks and then I seem to lose all interest in sex and I become quite emotional and find myself wanting very badly to be totally without any sex organs. It seem with me if I use the amount of replacement recommended I very much want to be without my male parts and the urge to remove them is very strong. If I use about a 1/4 the recommended dose I seem to function not to bad and the urge to castrate and remove my penis is not nearly as strong. Don't understand why this happens but I would like to someday be nullo so I did not have to worry about any of this.

Hi guys. long time!

I've been quite busy these last few months. It going well with me. I have totally adapted being a nullo. I have come to a point where thinking about one's genitals is not taking such a huge portion of my day. I'm now asexual. My genitals are gone. I hardly remember ever having had them.

I have also joined the gym. My body is getting into nice shape. I have asked my doc to inject me with double doses of T because 'the normal dose soes nothing for me'. I actually want it to put my body in an anabolic state to grow my muscles back that I have lost while being castrated. so with some supplements and extra T, my shape is comming back nicely. I also have more energy!

Guys, listen to this! I thought that this extra T will make me as horny as hell. At first this was the case, but after a while my libido went right down to zero. I researched this and discovered that testosterone aromatizes into estrogen. This shuts your balls down! Hormonal castration man! They (bodybuilders) cals it 'Deca-Dick'. It seems that all testosterone above normal levels aromatizes into estrogen with its usual side effect such as 'bitch-tits', higher blood pressure, male pattern baldness, lethargy etc.

Yoda, if you're experiencing signs of aromatization you need to be really careful. It will cause you to get feminine body fat and block your gains in the gym in terms of losing weight. After long periods of that people often need surgery to correct the build up of breast tissue. Unless you're trying to get a body like that, you need to keep your testosterone in a normal range and if it does start to aromatize you need estrogen blockers like Raloxifene.

SplitDik (imported) wrote: Mon Jul 16, 2012 7:28 am Yoda, if you're experiencing signs of aromatization you need to be really careful. It will cause you to get feminine body fat and block your gains in the gym in terms of losing weight. After long periods of that people often need surgery to correct the build up of breast tissue. Unless you're trying to get a body like that, you need to keep your testosterone in a normal range and if it does start to aromatize you need estrogen blockers like Raloxifene.

Thanks SD. You are quite right in what you said. I think I did mention some of the side effects of aromatization. I'm only going to use this elevated dose for 3 months I'm using Nolvadex as an anti-estrogen.

You know, as men age they also start to produce more estrogen hence the breast tissue most ages men have. Thats why I firmly believe that men should check the test/estrogen bloodlevels and supplement with test gel or something.

Hey guys!!!

UUrrrgghh!!! Tuesday I'm back in my favorite hospital. They are going to fix my nose and remove my tonsils! I believe it's going to pain like hell so I'm not looking forward to it. Hope they put me on morphine.

YodaNell (imported) wrote: Sun Sep 02, 2012 1:42 pm Hey guys!!!

UUrrrgghh!!! Tuesday I'm back in my favorite hospital. They are going to fix my nose and remove my tonsils! I believe it's going to pain like hell so I'm not looking forward to it. Hope they put me on morphine.

Good to hear from you again. Get it done and take care. Otherwisw, how are you doing?

Thanks Mac. I'm good. Just a little scared of the operation.

My body is changing well in the gym. Lost considerable weight. Built some nice muscle. I have totally adapted to my new sexual ID. Almost forgot I ever had a penis and testicles.

It's amazing how the guys in the gym locker room don't even notice I have a smooth crotch. I guess in MY country, men won't dare to look at another one between their legs. Guys here are so afraid they will be labeled as a fag. Idiots!

Anyway, being a nullo is fantastic.

Keep well.

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YodaNell (imported) wrote: Mon Sep 03, 2012 5:46 am It's amazing how the guys in the gym locker room don't even notice I have a smooth crotch. I guess in MY country, men won't dare to look at another one between their legs. Guys here are so afraid they will be labeled as a fag. Idiots!

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I have noticed the same thing, even rocking up at work in tight cycling pants doesn't give anything away Or at least they won't say.

Keep well my friend.

Hi thraddash, good to hear from you. My personal trainer knows about my nullification, and he is cool with it. He doesn't treat me any differently. I really don't care if people find out. Like I always say..."who cares"

Keep well.

I must also report that I have stopped taking extra T (3 months) for building some muscle. I must say that estrogen is a fantastic castration chemical. My libido is totally shut down. Taking higher doses of T aromatizes into estrogen in a male body. This extra estrogen shuts one's testicles down, effectively halting any testosterone production by the testicles. That is why bodybuilders take anti-estrogens to kick-start their testicles into T-production again.

I will not take anti-E as I believe the side effects are rather nasty. The E in my body must just normalize naturally. I might take another extra T cycle again sometime next year.

It's interesting to note that I took 500mg T a week and there was absolute zero serious side effects or weird feelings. There were some rather hard erections in my little stump in the mornings and some aromatirization into E. My blood pressure was and is normal. Little mild moodiness probably on 4 occasions. Don't worry, the cat still have some lives left.

I really feel that I should cycle about twice a year as an eunuch definitely looses muscle mass in time. My legs started to look doberman pinscher's legs.

Peace...