So I returned home and spoke to my other half. Telling her the whole story except the bit about me injecting calcium chloride into my balls and she still doesn’t know. She was very supportive and understanding and made sure I had painkillers on a regular basis. i then got hold of the Gp and made a plan to reiterate my story of the pain and discomfort and how my nuts had swollen so the obviously wanted a look.
I Again going slightly off course but relevant to the story I am a bit embarrassed about people seeing my genitals as I am completely hairless as I have used laser hair removal and epl machines in the past and I shave the rest daily in the shower and my armpits and my stomach as I like the feeling but leave the rest hairy.
Any how on with the story I showed the GP and she was shocked at the size of my nuts and them being red and hot. She prescribed strong painkillers and upped the dose of the antibiotics and sent me on my way with the strict instructions that if it didn’t get better I should return to the Gp as soon as possible or A&E if out of hours.
So that evening I decided to inject again as I wanted maximum effect for the ultrasound later that week and didn’t want to have an obvious puncture wound in my scrotum. It absolutely hurt like I had just been kicked in the nuts and then Stamped on. I was in so much pain and instantly regretted injecting them again in such a short time from the last injections. I had literally 2 days of severe pain and the swelling got worse, I was waddling around like a duck or I had just been riding a horse like a cow boy this lasted 48 hours and then the pain started to dissipate.
The next few days passed without much drama just took regular pain medication then it was time for my next ultrasound appointment I had to get to the hospital early as I again was first on the list, this time the radiologist was already in the room and I had the attractive radiographer again.
I got my nuts out and I proceeded have the jelly spread on my groin. The ultrasound was really thorough and they took loads of pictures and measurements on screen and they where chatting about it together in medical language I didn’t understand, then a question was put to me which for me nervous, the first question was why did I have a Hematoma in the centre of my left testical this really threw me so I just said I do not have a clue!
They then asked me if I did regular examinations of my testicles which I said yes usually every month and they asked me if I had noticed changes I tenderness, texture and size, to which I responded yes they are very tender, 4 times the size and are very lumpy. They then got me dressed and asked me to wait in the waiting area I was in the waiting room for about 20 mins.
then I was asked to return to the room they looked quite concerned and asked whether I was wanting any more children. I thought oh they think I have cancer and my heart fluttered and I felt excited at the prospect of having my testicles removed.
My heart sank when they said they had found a condition called testicular micro lithosis and an area of both testicles was looking changed. They stated they didn’t think it was anything to worry about but would redo the ultrasound again in 3 weeks time.
they also had got hold of the urologist and he had requested a telephone appointment for me and that was some weeks ahead and they wanted to change my antibiotics and have a full blood test.’ I went down straight after the ultrasound appointment. Anyway I left the hospital and went home to my wife who was really concerned about it all and quizzed me about the appointment.
A week passed and my nuts started to change, they got smaller and more misshapen a week before the next ultrasound i again injected both nuts with 2 mls of calcium chloride mixture hoping for them to increase in size again which they did a little and this time they didn’t Hurt as much. The day came around for the next ultrasound . I arrived at the hospital in plenty of time and sat in the waiting area for my slot. I was called in about 10 mins before my appointment time and the radiologist and radiographer were there. I was asked if I had heard anything from the urologist? I said not yet and the radiologist walks out to get hold of him, while he was on the phone the radiographer started the scan she remarked about the better size but worried the testicular tissue was more lumpy and pitted. The radiologist returned quite flustered and said I should hear from the urologist later that day. They did a thorough scan told me again it didn’t look like any tumour they had come into contact with but didn’t know what it was.
The urologist rang in the afternoon and sounded flustered and rushed but sounded kind I told him I was in so much pain overdoing it and asked questions about testicular cancer and what he was going to suggest. He said stay on antibiotics and pain relief and wait for a outpatient appointment which had been fast tracked he gave me very little information or reassurance about my condition he also wanted a repeat blood test in the morning and a repeat ultrasound.
The clinic letter arrived quite promptly and was only a week away. I did a further calcium injection about five days before appointment to try to swell them up and look more impressive when the day came for the clinic I got to the hospital very early and was seen early as another patient had cancelled. When I went in they asked me lots of questions about my lifestyle and my sexual history, they asked about the pain I am in and when and whare it happens so ment questions, I was asked to do a urine sample and they did repeat bloods the then examined me over my groin, abdomen and up my bum.
They sat me down and explained that I had hypogonadism and I had really bad testosterone deficiency they couldn’t completely rule out cancer but I had no cancer markers in my Blood and everything pointed to this being just a really bad infection so he prescribed me yet more antibiotics for a long time and said they would be in touch again soon.
I was getting more and more frustrated. I felt I was being fobbed off and not getting anywhere to my goal of them castrating me or even caring or exploring the pain. I just wanted action of some kind.
Two weeks went by and heard nothing. I went to my ultrasound scan again and was starting to think nothing would happen and all this was a big waste of time l, again the same radiologist and radiographer welcomed me into the room this time they did a quick ultrasound and chatted to me asking me how the urologist appointment went and I said I wasn’t impressed with the urologist. the radiologist said he would try to get a second
which he knew well. Went home after the ultrasound and soon after I got home I got a phone call from the new urologist and he basically asked the same questions and basically came to the same conclusions as the first urologist did.
At this point I had had enough and so had my wife so, the next day we found a private urologist booked an appointment for a week later. The week really dragged and felt like this week would never end. The appointment was in a private hospital and it was lovely with free tea and coffee facilities and a pile of newspapers to read. The consultant called me into his consulting room and he asked me to start from the beginning and told me not to rush he wanted to know everything that had happened and my pain levels, my blood tests, ultrasound scans I brought everything I had, that I got my Gp practice to print off to consultation he spent time looking through it all and then he examined me, he then uttered the amazing words I think we need to operate on you and do a bilateral orchidectomy in other words a castration and I would become a eunuch it was amazing and I was so happy inside but on the outside I remained somber and sullen. That was about a month ago and the surgery to castrate me was 8days ago and I am soo happy if not a little uncomfortable and sore.
but I liked the felling if my balls dying so it was all good 
. Well after 2 years the result of the injections are that my right testicle is completely dead but for reasons I do not know my left testicle did not completely die unfortunately it still has a out 30% function. It was proven by ultra sound scans and was told by a urologist after he looked at the scan results. So calcium chloride does work but I guess make sure you do the injections correctly or you could be left like me nearly a eunuch but not fully 