We like you too. --FLO--

Things are finally looking up for both Bubba and I. Bub has been hired by a company that contracts to IBM and he will be making really good money. and thanks to the sale of my house we will be able to get a nice apartment.

Having a back up plan with my job sure makes things nice. I really don't have to put up with any B.S. if I don't want to. I can just quit and go back to the job I got when we first got here. I'm not saying I will be quitting soon but it is an option.

All in all life is good today.

not out of the woods yet

I am still feeling the effects of testosterone withdrawalls. I have been having hotflashes (though they are becoming less frequent) and mood swings (those suck most of all). Even though I am still having these dificulties I feel content with my self as a human and as a eunuch. Everything I expected out of becoming a eunuch has happened and so much more.

philip1 (imported) wrote: Fri Sep 02, 2005 1:35 pm I am amazed how my life has changed in the last year. I have almost totally lost my explosive temper, I "feel" things instead of causing a reaction, I found love and a soulmate (Bubba), I learned that who I am is a pretty great person, I learned to care for others more than I have in the past, I left everything I own and everyone I know behind and moved across the country, I proved to myself that I really do know what I'm doing when it comes to my job, and Finally I proved to my parents I am an adult and I can deal with things on my own.

Philip, you and I seem to have had nearly identical experiences with becoming eunuchs. This life is one whole lot nicer than what I left behind. I wouldn't go back to testosterone for a winning MegaMillions lottery ticket! What you wrote here, point for point, could be my own story.

I had been planning to quit my job, but they were nice to me and gave me a lay-off instead. So, in a few weeks I'm leaving Los Angeles and moving to New Jersey to be with Mike, my partner, who is also a eunuch! I mean, how cool is that? Relationships never made any sense to me until I got my gender right! Every past attempt at forming a bond with another person (male or female) ended up in the most confusing merry-go-round.

I feel life and the people around me today. Like you, I can still get angry, but not like I used to. I someone cuts me off on the expressway, the most I will say is, "Go! Go ahead if you're in such a rush!" My testosterone laced past would have seen me leaning out my car window, screaming obscenities like a maniac, and brandishing my middle finger as though it were a weapon. I'm just so happy to have lost that Greg along the way.

Love my eunuch's life!

Best,

Greg

thanks greg,

I wrote this on another thread and I feel it fits this thread as well:

I may be qualified to speak to "the eunuch born into a male body". I was just that person and my genitals became a painfull reminder that I was not "right". Now as a eunuch I am more at peace with my SELF and I no longer hate who I am or more to the point WHAT I am. I am a eunuch I always have been a eunuch inside. I think that pretty much covers the 30,000 foot synopsis of me.

Hey philip I loved talking with you in chat last night. I'm so glad you are happy and where you want to be!

well it turns out my dream job at the harley shop is more of a nightmare than a dream. After two months of working there I am ready to walk out without notice. I will be calling my previous employer to see if they still want my services. AI hope they do cause I'm about to go postal where I am now.

I have a debate going in my head about this forum this thread and the people here I will inform everyone of my decision on that debate when I reach it.

Phil you are one of the few that can speak from real life experience about castration and the effects. We need your assests and imput badly.

There is a ton of wannabe's out there. But only a few really carry through to completion. You and Bobbie are just two of those few. Guys like me will one make it to Eunuch. We need your insight as to what to expect.