I don't know if my experience is the norm but I seemed to have a much different mental attitude toward people and sex after I became a eunuch. I found I had what I would consider a more feminine mental attitude. I find I am less aggresive, more emotional and much more submissive than before. Now I find both men and women attractive where before I would not ever even look twice at a man. I was what you would call homophobic before as that is how I was raised. Now even though I have never been with a man sexually I have thought about what it would be like. I am just much more accepting of others and find that it does not have to be my way or the highway. I have a much more live and let live attitude toward others.

Slammr (imported) wrote: Fri Dec 23, 2011 1:44 pm Actually, since women have been convicted of sexual molestation of underage boys, a penis isn't a necessary component of molestation. You realize, of course, I never accused you of such desires, and if that's what Milkman thought, I propose that he misread your post.

Sorry Slammr, I didn't mean to be obtuse about my response. I was refering to youre reference to Milkman's statement. I assure you, I'm a self-appointed Patron Saint of Children. I strongly oppose such horrible acts against children and will oppose a person doing such things with my whole being. You mention women, but I'm a man and I sure I'm correct in saying that men mainly molest children by sexual means.

Still, this is not the issue regarding my problem.

feedback (imported) wrote: Fri Dec 23, 2011 1:59 pm I don't know if my experience is the norm but I seemed to have a much different mental attitude toward people and sex after I became a eunuch. I found I had what I would consider a more feminine mental attitude. I find I am less aggresive, more emotional and much more submissive than before. Now I find both men and women attractive where before I would not ever even look twice at a man. I was what you would call homophobic before as that is how I was raised. Now even though I have never been with a man sexually I have thought about what it would be like. I am just much more accepting of others and find that it does not have to be my way or the highway. I have a much more live and let live attitude toward others.

Thanks feedback, this is mainly the way I feel as well. So, it can be said that the lack of T can bring forth a femanie mental paradigm.

I wonder how Hash feels about this?

For what it is worth, lack of T will NOT turn you gay, straight, or whatever. You are born to your sexual orientation.

I'm off T for two months now and this I how I feel:

1) Absolute zero enery. I want to lie down on my bed the who day. It takes every bit of will power to get off the bed. I want to do NOTHING!

2) Concentration at about 50%

3) Hot Flashes - not to bad at all

4) My nipples are very sensitive

5) Some mood swings (I understand the Venus crowd much better)

6) Eating pattern - No change

7) Libido - about 5% (GREAT!!)

I so much wanted to be off T (To get libido down) but as I start to work again on 1st Feb 2012, I injected T yesterday. I NEEEED to get my enery levels up again. It seems to me that the lack of T influence people differently. Some get Flashes, others memory issues but in MY case I have no ebergy at all. It's like all my batteries are drained.

I feels slightly better today. I actually did some chores at home.

I guess I will remain on low levels T (for energy), while my libido will rize as well. I guess at equilibrium my libido will be quite managable. Far more the pre-castration. Before castration I had extreme out of control sexual desires. I will test this theory. My little stump and roots must still be removed.

Oooh I forgot. On the 18th of February (8 days ago) I was celebrating my first anniversary being a nullo! Wow, it's amazing how fast time goes by.

I'm quite used, by now, not having genitals. I haven't had genitals for a long time now it's hard to remember what it felt like having had it.

The 'high' of wanting to get a castration and penectomy is gone now and I just enjoy living my life as sombody different than most people, which I like.

I'll check in again every week, or so...

Blessings to you all, my friends. (Don't forget your creator)

YodaNell, did you deactivate your profile on tribe.net or is it unavailable due to some technical problem?

Yman (imported) wrote: Wed Feb 29, 2012 1:56 pm YodaNell, did you deactivate your profile on tribe.net or is it unavailable due to some technical problem?

Hi yman, yes I deleted my account because South Africans are for some stupid reason prevented from viewing Tribe. I did, however create the same profile on malebodymods.

Hi Guys, it's going well with me.

I've joined the local gym and with the help of Testosterone, lost some fat and gained a few kilos of muscle. I'm really gettting hooked to this gym idea and love feeling my muscles swelling larger. I obtained a good protein shake just to add a little help.

I'll post before/after pics at some point.

Still wonderful being a nullo. Don't miss penis at all. Due to my increased intake of T (for the gym), my libido has gone up as well. Furtunately, orgasm is possible. After I get my body shape ready, I'll drop to lower T-levels. I must stay true to my original goal or else my emasculation would have been for nothing.

God bless you all this Easter season!

YodaNell,

Thanks for the update.

Mac (imported) wrote: Sat Sep 10, 2011 8:40 pm Glad to hear that you are doing well and

that you are happy with the outcome of your surgery. Please continue to keep us updated. Wish that becomming nullo was possible here without requiring shrink and medical approval.