Be honest,

River

What do you mean? If I am honest they will want to put me in the crazy house for what I have done. Can I really tell him that I wish to have my testicles removed? That would be the honest answer. Do I tell them that for the past 3 plus years I have injected 190 proof everclear into each testicle every two weeks?????? I figured I would tell them that they are very painful and that I have a family history of cancer. I am scared that they will see that they are non functioning or dead and just leave them in there...This would not be acceptable to me. I really am afraid of what may happen if they are left in there. I am getting so desperate that I am afraid that I will just cut the dead testes off myself. Seriously

on the ultrasound don't say much of anything, just let the tech do their work, you will most likely have them leave the room at the end to have the results reviewed by the Radiologist, and if things go right they may do a ultrasound on your kidneys as they are the blood supply to the testicles, once your Dr. has the results it may go in to overdrive from there, don't volunteer anything to them let them ask the questions. Keep your answers clear, and should they offer the option to have them removed don't jump for joy in the office, just ponder it for a while then say that may be best, "I don't want to take chances with them getting worse and causing more issues."

This is what I did and it worked for me.

Ken

Balls #9. I had planned to not do a balls #9 for some time but I had opportunity and some curiousity and so I injected. This was a difficult one again. With smaller balls, it's hard to get the needle in. However, once you get past that sac covering the ball, there's no pain. This time I started on the left, since right caused more pain. I was very very careful to select a place where there was little feeling. However, this is no guarantee of success. Left ball injection of the usual 1ml produced significant pain. I wondered about a right ball injection, but decided to go for it. This was considerably easier than expected for some reason with little resistance to the needle. Vodka went straight in. Then it started. Moderate to severe pain for about 20 minutes. And then, just as usual, suddenly it was gone. Now there's a dull ache down there. On other fronts, the boobs seem to be progressing nicely, there's been a couple of hot flushes but the best news is that I'm starting to get some hips now as fat is moving to the right places. I also noticed a considerable reduction in body hair growth. It's still there but very slow to grow. My balls and cock seem much smaller which improves the smooth look between my legs when wearing leggings or trousers/pants. Strange side effects still continue. Massive hard on and huge sexual desire post injection. Feel very "female sexy" and I could take on an entire football team. Quite strange as I normally think of myself as a lesbian. Anyway, see what the morning brings. I expect by about mid-week, I'll see some more obvious changes. I think balls #9 must be enough for dead balls. They are smaller but still there unfortunately. I am thinking of castration proper, perhaps in Thailand.

Eunuken (imported) wrote: Sat Nov 02, 2013 7:19 am on the ultrasound don't say much of anything, just let the tech do their work, you will most likely have them leave the room at the end to have the results reviewed by the Radiologist, and if things go right they may do a ultrasound on your kidneys as they are the blood supply to the testicles, once your Dr. has the results it may go in to overdrive from there, don't volunteer anything to them let them ask the questions. Keep your answers clear, and should they offer the option to have them removed don't jump for joy in the office, just ponder it for a while then say that may be best, "I don't want to take chances with them getting worse and causing more issues."

This is what I did and it worked for me.

Ken

I would agree with Ken. I did many injections myself and had my regular doctor discover

clysmaniac (imported) wrote: Sat Oct 31, 2009 5:08 am my shrunken and very hard testes

without me mentioning them. I didn't mention the injections to any doctor or push the idea of removing them. He sent me for an ultrasound which was a kinky delight having a younger female tech rub her smooth probe all around my nuts. That got me a referral to a urologist and another ultrasound with Doppler to see blood flow. That only raised suspicions more so the urologist wanted to do a surgical biopsy which showed that they were "atrophied and infarcted". I still didn't volunteer any info of the injections or any desire to have them removed. The urologist then wanted to give them 3 months to recover and if my testosterone level didn't improve he would recommend that he should remove them. Of course I kept doing injection and taking chemical castration drugs so my testosterone level was even lower when tested for the crucial appointment. I acted a bit shocked when he suggested that they may not cause any future problems but nonetheless, he thought they should be removed. We had excellent insurance then so that was something to consider. But to this day none of the doctors know about the injections.

Balls #10. Pain. Just pain. Deep terrible pain. For at least 20 minutes. The balls have shrunk so much that it's hard to get the needle in any position which doesn't hurt. One it's through the layer

rachaeljr (imported) wrote: Mon Nov 11, 2013 3:35 pm covering the ball, there's no p

roblem until you inject. Then the alcohol takes hold and the pain starts. Then I felt nauseous and I had to rush to the bathroon. I can hardly type here. So short message. More later.

Update: now 8h later after Balls #10. Much better than after injection. I felt like I was going to vomit the pain level was so high. But now I can handle the balls without a problem. The right ball is becoming oddly shaped but I think this was always its shape but now it's harder and smaller, the shape is more obvious. The left ball seems quite small now, perhaps 70% the size of the right ball. I feel absolutely normal with no hot flushes. Normal apart from a slight ache up the right hand side (like kicked in the balls again). I think the balls were dead by Balls #7 and I'm not expecting any physical changes or hot flushes due to lack of balls. I'm on estrogen anyway which means I get some protection from the bad things of being an chemical eunuch. I've got no problem with getting an erection although it's a bit soft. So can get a hard on, but what to do with it when I get it! There's no cum at all, just clear liquid. I think that's about it for balls injections. I feel that the job is done. It was easier at the beginning when there's more flesh to stick the needle in. Later on, it's harder due to shrunken balls. I've learnt a lot. Now I have experience of using the needles, I am moving on from estradiol gels to injecting estradiol valerate. This should improve the take up of estradiol, direct into the body and improve my feminisation regime. All very cool.

rachaeljr (imported) wrote: Wed Dec 04, 2013 12:53 pm Balls #10. Pain. Just pain. Deep terrible pain. For at least 20 minutes. The balls have shrunk so much that it's hard to get the needle in any position which doesn't hurt. One it's through the layer

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n. I can hardly type here. So short message. More later.

Time to give them a rest, visit a urologist in a few months for recurring pain and see where it take you.

Thanks for all the info on your injections. I just joined here to explore all my possibilities. After reading your entries, I think I know which way to go. I hope that it works as well for me. I will start this coming week but using Ethyl Alcohol.

antoniafrancesca (imported) wrote: Mon Dec 16, 2013 3:10 am Thanks for all the info on your injections. I just joined here to explore all my possibilities. After reading your entries, I think I know which way to go. I hope that it works as well for me. I will start this coming week but using Ethyl Alcohol.

Be sure that you may not want children in the future before you start.

I've just started injections. Using 190 proof everclear I've injected 1 cc into my right testicle. Feels like being flicked in the nut. I'll inject the other soon and do so weekly. Been waiting a long time for this.

Hi: You joined here the same time as me. Good luck with the process - I am awaiting Ethyl Alcohol 96% to arrive by post and then I will start. I am going to do 1cc each side weekly and see how it goes. I read somewhere that the thinner the needle the better I hope my doesn't break off inside the testicle!!!!

Subsequent to this post, I am going to do just one injection of Calcium Chloride 33% mixed with Ethyl Alcohol 96% to have a final injection of 20% which I will do 2mls just once and then wait a month to see the results.