My Penectomy story from the hospital

[YodaNell (imported)]

Yoda,

Just checking to see how you are doing.

Hello Mac and Friends,

It's been a while because I'm EXTREMELY busy lately.

It is well with me. I've lost a few kilos. My wound is completely healed. I'm taking 2cc 'T' every 3 weeks just to keep energized. My libido is low.

Although my goal is to be 'sexless' and 'asexual' it still strikes me at times when I look into a mirror or feel 'down there' that my penis and testicles are gone. It's not panic...more excitement. I really LOVE being a nullo. I have orgasmed a few times (when I really cannot control my desire). Although I could orgasm after my penectomy, it was kind of hard to do, but, now that I'm healed, I can orgasm in 2 minutes! I always thought that after a penectomy orgasm will be almost impossible, an idea which scared me should I regret being penectomized. But not remembering having ever had penis and the fact that I can still orgasm, IF I wanted, makes me extremely happy to be a nullo. I have control now over my sexuality and NOT some crazy hormone.

So Mac, are you a nullo yet?

Ok, back to work for me!

I'll keep in touch.

God bless you all.

[Caith721 (imported)]

YodaNell, it's really great to hear from you, and that you are enjoying all the benefits of your efforts and surgery. God bless and keep you.

[Mac (imported)]

Hello Mac and Friends,

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So Mac, are you a nullo yet?

Ok, back to work for me!

I'll keep in touch.

God bless you all.

No I am not as I have not found the way to get it done.

Glad to hear that you are doing well and am happy with the results .

[thraddash (imported)]

Happy Birthday YodaNell. Hope it was a good one

[YodaNell (imported)]

Hi guys, it's been a while again. My work rush will end soon, so I chat a bit more then.

I'ts going well with me. I'm completely healed and still love it being a nullo. I truly cannot remember at all what it used to feel like to have genitals.

I'm seriously considering returning to the hospital t remove that little stump and roots in November. That stump really irritates me a lot!

I'm on 3cc T every month just to keep memory, strength and hot flashes at bay. My libido is low!

Until later...

[YodaNell (imported)]

Happy Birthday YodaNell. Hope it was a good one

Thanx thraddash! The day was great. Hope all is well with you.

[svg19888 (imported)]

can you tell me how you make your seld orgasum ?

[YodaNell (imported)]

can you tell me how you make your seld orgasum ?

Hi svg, I think it is different for everyone because our post-op results differ. Depending on the location of remaining scars, nerves and sensitivity of your pee-hole, one should explore the area and find what is most pleasurable. I guess if a nullo has a little stump left (like me) orgasm could be achieved quite easily. The more nerves are removed, the more difficult it will become. So, I expect that my ability to orgasm in December will dminish quite substantially after I remove the stump in November.

At present I can orgasm whenever I want. I take T injections (which makes one horny), I use a light vibrator on my new hole area and while stimulating my nipples, I orgasm within a few minutes. Sad for me as I try to get my body to be a sexless being! I'm not giving up, though.

I must also say that orgamic stimulation for a nullo is VERY much different than for a guy with a penis. I try imagining entering a woman, or try imagining a blowjob, but without a penis to feel it (which enhances the stimulation towards orgasm), is very hard because I don't feel my testicles and penis anymore. It's also near impossible for me to remember the feel of my ex-penis! I even try imagining I'm a woman but being straight, does not work for me either. It is almost like imagining your lover fondling your wings on your back, but you cannot imaging/remember what wings feel like. So, I take it slow with the vibrator and try not to let my mind wander away, concentrating on my lover. Not too long things build to a wonderful orgam.

A nullo is actually a new sexual being experiencing sexual pleasure in a whole new way. It's not the WAY of the penis anymore. It is now living WITHOUT one. This could be scary for many but extremely exciting for those who can/want to live without genitals.Keep well!!

[Eddie (imported)]

This a glass thruster that I use to stimulate my prostate for an orgasm. I never found dildo to work like this one.

http://www.extremerestraints.com/glass- ... _3149.html

[YodaNell (imported)]

Hi guys,I'm now comming off my three month 'Nibido' injection. Hot flushes are plagueing me again. Again, I'm extremely lame and tired. Just want to sleep all day. I wonder if other eunuchs (who has been off 'T' for a long time) experience the same extremes in tiredness as I do.Every morning I wake up with a terible errection. My stump swells to about the size of a gholf ball. Quite irritating, to say the least. It MUST be removed...very soon! I'm also considering nipple nulification. There is not much info on this archive. Maybe my Plastc Surgeon will remove them for me. Money talks right? So what now......shall I inject 3cc of Depo-Testosterone again. Whill I EVER be a true eunuch? Shall I inject or shall I live with this tiredness?

Love y'all...

Peace!