eunuched (imported) wrote: Fri Dec 28, 2012 9:54 pm
I certainly understand the request for additional information but the whole point of my comments was to dissuade the use of CaCl(2). I have spent many hours researching the medical journals for any study that even suggest the use of CaCl(2) in humans without any success. Both ethyl alcohol and NaCl have been studied with fairly good results and low incidents of medical problems. I personally took the risk knowing that this was something that might prove to have issues. I am not going to reveal what size needle or what concentration or what volume I used because I believe that there are medically much safer methods available even if it takes multiple injections. At some point in the near future I will go in to detail of why I decided to avail myself of CaCl(2), as I am already chemically castrated.
Sorry, but that still sounds really strange. You said you injected alcohol up to 100 times in past 14 months. That seems a) really obsessive, b) proof that that method isn't particularly effective. Secondly, if you actually had achieved castration with that method, then presumably your testicles were really small and hard, meaning that the dosing of CaCl would be difficult and also the absorption within the testicle versus seeping into the scrotum would be hard to control.
Everyone injecting CaCl is reporting non-trivial pain. I experienced it myself. But most of us it is only problematic during the initial three days, and compared to other methods (even surgical castration) it is actually less painful for less time. Also we all dosed too high. I did double the right amount (I did 1cc per testicle) and many did four times the right amount (they did 2cc per)! There hasn't been anyone yet who has actually experimented with a proper 0.5cc dose.
I'm pretty sure injecting anything 100 times in 14 months will have a damaging, possibly castrating effect. But most people are looking for something definitive. Note also that the alcohol does acute damage but dissipates quickly and therefore does nothing to prevent the body from attempting to regenerate, whereas the CaCl seems to be the primary method that works by preventing cell repair (rather than simply damaging). So you can lose ground with alcohol injections.
I know acute pain can be unbearable, but I'm not sure months of aching from alcohol injection is really that much better in aggregate. I can't even remember the pain the CaCl caused me, even though I was quite tender for a bit, and that was only about seven weeks ago.
I'm not saying it is safe, but unless you only did 0.25cc per testicle (assuming you're already castrated) your experience doesn't really support your claim that the method itself is unsound (i.e. more painful, less effective or less safe) compared to castration methods generally.
A long time ago, when we here were first looking at one-time injectable methods, literature on injecting lactic acid was reviewed and at least one member chose to try it. The trouble was that he was obsessive and impatient, and in the typical American style that "more must be better", way over-did the dose. He nearly died from ulcerations that caused various complications, including infections, requiring multiple surgeries, etc. But in the end the issue was that he over-did it, not that the method was specifically wrong. I suspect from the massive amount of alcohol you've been injecting that you probably overdid here. Maybe it was accidental (most of us that have injected CaCl took too much due to misreading the literature) or purposeful/compulsive.
But your story does serve an important warning about the problems that arise when, for whatever reason -- over dosing, small or hard testicles, improper injection method -- that CaCl makes it into the scrotum.
Don't be embarrassed about the dose you used, or the reasons for why you did it despite being apparently already castrated. Many of us here, including me, have problems with compulsions. I actu
at all -- it is horrible to me that I did this to myself. While I was being injected I wanted to call for help, but part of me knew I wanted to continue. But I've had a lifelong compulsion for self-mutilation of my genitals, and I guess it was just my likely fate to end up ruining them permanently.